WARNING: EXTREMELY LONG AUTHOR'S NOTE AND NOT A STORY CHAPTER
I started this story five years ago when I was fourteen? I think and it was my first fanfiction ever. I definitely did not expect to get two hundred reviews and over twenty thousand views. Neither did I expect to have people still reviewing now, five years later when I've all but abandoned the story. So, for the sake of the people still reading this story, and for my sake because this unfinished story has been plaguing me for years now, I'm going to finish this story.
A reviewer gave me the idea of having 39 chapters in total so that's what I'll do (not counting this author's note so total forty chapters). I'm also going to go reread the entire series up until the latest books so that I can end the entire story in a nice melancholic way where maybe all the Cahills have grown up. I don't think I want to kill Natalie and Isabel and Evan and so many other people because I cried when they died and I'm not doing that to other people too. The reason why I want to end with them all grown up is because over the years, I've grown up too and this'll kinda give the story the sense of completion it needs after so long.
Don't expect my humour to be the same because it's been really long since I've joked around like that in real life. My humour now is pretty limited to tumblr textposts and memes. Such is the life of the average millennial I guess?
To all the people who have followed this story from the beginning, thank you for coming with me on this journey. Your reviews and just you reading this story helped me through many difficult times in my teenaged years. It's starting to trip me out that the people who have read this story from the start are also five years older like me? Holy shit?
I'm going to go through all two hundred reviews now and reply as many as I can starting from the latest. FYI, as of this point, I have not reread my story yet so this is all pretty much new to me again.
Ella Lily: I hope you and your sibling have a great relationship because mine sucks. R &R means read and review by the way. I personally prefer Taylor Swift's slower songs because her more catchy songs sound really mainstream. The stupidest thing I've ever done is possibly rolling out of my bed and fracturing my shoulder.
Eliana311: I actually don't get what's with all the hate towards Evan? He's a fairly nice guy. He just seems to be in the wrong place at the wrong time (from what I can remember). But I also do remember being young and being hella shocked that Amy got a boyfriend that is not Ian.
noob: should I bring Isabel back for a possible climax in the story? Hm…
Guest(s), yummybear, unknown: thanks to all of you for your encouragement! ^^
Starcloud: I think it's really lame. But then again, don't most authors hate their own work.
Bookworm039: I'm glad you enjoy my sense of of humour! Making people laugh is one of my passions in life.
Sabrina Cahill: you're really cute XD thanks for the encouragement!
Guest (who is 11 in 2014): oops. Technically I should not have been writing mature stuff too since I was only 14.
OK I AM EXTREMELY FREAKED OUT BY THE FACT THAT EVERY REVIEWER FROM THIS POINT ON IS ALSO FIVE YEARS OLDER NOW LIKE ME AND PROBABLY NO LONGER HAVE ANY INTEREST IN THIS STORY. I'M GONNA REPLY THESE REVIEWS ANYWAY BECAUSE IT'S ONLY FAIR BUT IF YOU'RE EMBARASSED BY YOUR OLD REVIEWS AND WAY OF SPEAKING, DON'T WORRY, SO AM I BY MINE. BTW IF YOU'VE MADE IT THUS FAR THROUGH THIS AUTHORS NOTE, PLEASE LEAVE A REVIEW STATING YOUR AGE SO I CAN GET A GENERAL IDEA OF MY AUDIENCE AND I CAN TAILOR THE REMAINING CHAPTERS TO FIT. ALSO, PLEASE TELL ME IF YOU'D LIKE ME TO REVIEW AND EDIT MY EARLIER CHAPTERS COS THAT IS SOMETHING I'M WILLING TO DO IF ENOUGH PEOPLE WANT ME TO. The caps is giving me a headache just reading it, I'm so sorry to everyone who is reading.
Consulting Fangurl: yeah ikr. Isabel's presence seems to shock so many people. I think I shocked myself le gasp
Perks Of Being A Book Nerd: thanks for being so entertained by my story! It means a lot to me!
39cluesluver: yeah that's true but then again, in the future I think I'll post my chatroom fanfictions in archive of our own where I don't think there's rules against chat style fanfiction. Also yep, I'm thinking of bringing back Isabel.
KatnissCahill: Hi! Yeah I'm going to think of some plot I can do for the remaining seventeen chapters (if my math skills haven't failed me now). The whole characters constantly making out thing is a very tween way of thinking which I'm now quite embarrassed by. Whups…
LeviosaLove: I have honestly forgotten what I was thinking of when I did the ending of that chapter. Somebody please send me back in time to ask myself. I guess I'll think of something new in the meantime.
Muse Cahill: gosh, you are so cute. I mean, your younger self is cute. Not sure how youre gonna react to me calling you cute now. I'm going to stop rambling.
Jay Madeleine Gryff: … how does five years later sound?
Agent Get Amy and Ian Together: thanks for following this story from the beginning. I really appreciate your reviews and suggestions!
Xxrxuxsxtxyx: … is your username meant to be hard and confusing to type out or… thanks for the compliments btw XD
TheUltimateBookNerd: I haven't taken the test in so long but I think I'm probably an Ekat because I hate sweating so I exercise only when necessary, I'm not that much of a pacifist, I once had five people complain about my singing at the same time (I know there's other art forms but meh) and I am physically incapable of lying with a straight face.
Demigod39cluesfan: the irony of your No more MIA statement is not lost on me. I am… mildly disappointed and mildly amused by my five year hiatus. Thank you for your consistent reviews! (and for caring about my bad days XD)
: … five years… starting to become more than mildly disappointed in myself
Mila-is-a-bookworm-101: uh… surprise?...
I NEED TO TAKE ANOTHER BREAK FROM REPLYING TO REVIEWS BECAUSE I AM SO DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF RN. SOMEBODY COME AND KILL ME FOR TAKING SO LONG. I NEVER MEANT TO BE ONE OF THOSE FANFICTION AUTHORS THAT DON'T COMPLETE THEIR STORIES CRIES
HopefulPlace: I can put in more Hamead if you want to ^^
DiamondHikari: I am progressively getting more and more disappointed in myself
Leah Sora-Parker: Thanks for the idea! And thanks for the compliment.
To those wondering about my school system: I'm from Singapore so we don't have things like summer vacation and winter vacation. What we have are terms and semesters and at the end of every term which is about a quarter of the year, we have a holiday. And two terms together are a semester so one semester is the first half of the year and the second semester is the second half of the year. The first term holiday and third term holiday are a week long. The second term holiday is a month long. The fourth term holiday is about a month and a half long. Typically we have exams right before the holidays.
Otakusofia: you sound cute XD
The Graywaren: thanks for the review!
From here onwards I think I've replied to reviews within the chapters so… I'm gonna stop before I die from disappointment in myself.
I'm going to strive to finish this story by this year (2018) and if I don't, you're all welcome to flame me in the reviews. Literally start a riot with pitchforks and flaming torches in the reviews. I get notifications for every review on this story in my email so a riot in my email will definitely get my attention.
I'm sorry that this isn't a story chapter like some people might hope. I say some people because I've abandoned this story for so long that I really have no expectations how this story is going to be received from now on given that most of the original readers have grown up.
Once again, thank you everybody for being on this journey with me. Gosh I sound so sappy right now. I hope that this story continues to give all readers some fun and laughter in their life. Look forward to the rest of this story.
