My first fanfic I hope you read it and like it :)

Alec POV:

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.

And again all I could see and think about wasn't Jace, but those green and gold cat like eyes and the way he kissed me and looked at me...

I shook my head.

'Why am I thinking about him this much?!' I asked myself. 'Why do I care?!'

'Because you are you when you are with him. Because then you don't have to pretend.' Said a quiet voice in my head.

I couldn't understand it. This shifting of my thoughts. I didn't even realize that he has been slowly consuming my mind. That he became a big part of my life...

I took another deep breath, took my phone and pressed speed dial again.

After a minute of ringing it went to the answering machine.

"Congratulations you got Magnus Bane the Great Warlock of Brooklyn. " The all so familiar voice said through the phone. "I am not here right now or am just ignoring your call. Either way if this is an emergency please leave a message and maybe I will call you back and if it is not end this call now before I turn you into a toad. Beep"

"Hey Magnus its me again." My voice cracked a little. I cleared my throat before continuing. "Please call me back. I want to talk to you." I thought for a moment before I added in a whisper. "I miss you." I let out a long breath frustrated and hurt. 'Why doesnt he just answer me.' I thought. "Please. Just call me back." I ended the call and laid my back on the soft grass.

'That's five.' I thought miserably. 'Five calls in one night. Five calls he didn't answer. Five calls I knew I shouldn't have made. And that hurt like hell because he didn't answer. Because I knew he wouldn't call me back. But I have to hope. Right?!'

I sighed and looked at the stars above Alicante. The sky that slowly started to turn brighter while the sun started to come up.

"What have I done?" I whispered into the dark and looked at my phone once more before shoving it into my pocket and getting up.

I stretched and started down the hill and back to the city.

Before I crossed the border I stopped for a second. Hoping against all hope that he will call me. That he will call me now. But he didn't. So I let out a breath I didn't realise I was holding and stepped back into the city. Into another day of pretending.