Author's note : ;A; I.. uhh, this is my first time making a fanfiction so yeah OTL I'm sorry if I messed up, I'm sorry if this story doesn't make sense, I'm sorry if I made a lot of grammatical errors. ;_; I'm sorry! Nervous, nervous
Disclaimer : Kuroko No Basuke belongs to Tadatoshi Fujimaki
Warning : There might be OOCs and also shonen-ai(later in the next chapter)
(;u;") Read and Review..? please?
The sky made a downpour by the time Kise arrived home. The blonde threw himself to his bed and clutched his pillow tightly as his tears trickle.
What am I doing..? I shouldn't cry.
He closed his eyes until everything was engulfed by darkness and soundless atmosphere. Kise was confused to find himself there. 'Where..?'
"I hate playing basketball." Another voice of his said in his mind.
"What? No!"
"I'm sick of everything! I've always lost! Screw everything!" Kise widened his eyes.
"Th...T-that's not true!"
"I find no meaning in playing. It's—"
"Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!" He closed his ears, even though it was futile. "I love basketball! I love them! I—"
"Love basketball!" Kise gasped as he roused from his nightmare. "What..was that?"
His basketball rolled to him. "..Basketball.. Huh?" A voice echoed in his head.
That's why I hate basketball.
His eyes grew large. "Of course not!" He laughed nervously.
He faked a grin while walking outside. "I can't wait to play basketball!" He said as he marched on the puddles. As soon as he stopped, the puddles showed a reflection of him. Without a reason, his eyes were focused on the reflection.
He knew it wasn't an ordinary reflection when its actions were different than his.
'Kise' was sluggishly walking outside the school gym empty-handed. Kise apprehended the walking figure since he had always brought his old basketball.
I'm sick of everything..
His thoughts were disturbed by a calm and dull voice. "Kise-kun, how long are you going to stay there?"
The blonde was startled as the pale expressionless boy emerged. "Kurokocchi!?"
"Yes. May I ask why do you look so anxious?"
Kise froze.
Hide it.. No one will care..
"Kise-kun."
"Eh? Y-Yes?"
"You did not answer my question. What's wrong Kise-kun?"
"Ettou, I'm just craving for burgers? Ahhaaha~" he made a reason to distract Kuroko's attention.
"I understand, then Kagami-kun and I will fetch you and go to Maji Burger together after school."
'Wow, that was easy.' Knowing that Kuroko was unaware, Kise sighed in relief. "Kagamicchi?"
"Yes."
... I hope he wouldn't bring the topic basketball..
"Kise-kun." Kuroko snapped his fingers.
"Hah? Oh, sure.. I'll be going now, see you later Kurokocchi!" Kise grinned like an idiot and ran away from Kuroko.
As he entered the entrance of his school, he felt a tug on his shoulder. "Oii, Kiissseeee, Do. I. Have. To. Sing. A. Song. For. You. To. LISTEN!?
"Eh? WUAH! Senpai! Y-yes?" The blonde jumped in shock.
His captain slapped his face with his palm. "Are you deaf? Anyway, the coach told us to gather in the gym, don't be late."
Kise didn't turn to face him but nodded. "Mm.."
Kise's response made him raised one eyebrow and stared at him. "Kise..?" The usual Kise would grin and shout, "Yay!"
After his name was called, he immediately realized that he was spacing out. But he quickly put on a bright smile in order to deceive his captain. "Hn! Y..yeah!"
The captain's concern ceased after seeing his daffy face.
Kise grinned. "I'm going in now! See you later, senpai!" He went in the classroom without turning back.
'.. I couldn't remember much.. Why did I hate basketball..? Unn! No, I must snap out of it!' The blonde shook his head. 'Arrgh, I don't know anymore! But really..'
He was still lost in thought by the time the bell rang. All students left the classroom.. Except him.
The door slid open, but still he did not move an inch. There he sits with his elbows and fingers twined on the table.
An arm punched his back. "Hey, when are you going to practice. You're not usually late, you know that?"
Kise turned to face Kasamatsu. "Eh? Oh, it's senpai." He smiled.
Kasamatsu's smiled back and slammed his head. "STOP SMILING! THE HECK ARE YOU DOING!? You're late! I had to look for you!"
I don't want to..
"Waaaahh!" He bawled like he usually does. "I'm soooorrrrryyyy!"
The captain grabbed his collar. "Sheesh! Hurry up."
They were both argued by their coach when they entered the gym. "Whatever, if you're late again, I'll double your practice." Said the coach. "Now, get back to practice." Kise remained in spot smiling. He then suddenly twitch.
Why.. am I.. Feeling dizzy all the sudden..? And... I feel that I will lose my consciousness anytime soon..
"Here!" Kasamatsu threw a basketball to him. "Even though you're our ace, you can't have all the time that you want."
As he caught the ball, his vision had went blur, he quickly dropped the ball. As soon as it fell from his hands, the coach questioned Kise. "Kise, what are you doing?"
His vision went back to normal but the dizziness lingered. "Ahhahaa.. What am I doing? Hahaha.." He laughed. "I guess I'll go out for some fresh air!"
Kise ran outside before the coach could say something. Everyone just shrugged after their ace left.
'.. Crap.. My head is killing me..' The blonde held his forehead and sat on a bench nearby.
"Kise-kun, are you alright?
Kise lifted his head up and saw Kuroko sitting beside him. "WUAAH! Kurokocchi? Since when?" He startled.
"I was here all the time." The teal haired boy answered bluntly.
"Ehh? But you should've given me a sign that you were here.." He pouted.
"I have."
"Eh? I didn't notice. Your presence is faint, nee Kurokocchi!"
"Anyway, Kise-kun. What brings you here?" Kise immediately shook his head.
"It's nothing! I just happened to be here. Haha." He continued laughing.
"Kise-kun, you are being—" Kuroko stopped as he hears a familiar voice.
"Yoo~" Kise was silenced when the voice entered his ears. "Let's go already! I'm hungry."
The teal haired boy smiled and nodded to the redhead. "Yes."
"Ano.."
"What's wrong, Kise-kun?"
Kise twiddled his fingers. "Umm, I have to—"
No.. I'm not going back!
"No, Nothing at all! Let's go! Kagamicchi! Kurokocchi!" He giggled as he pushed them.
"Hey, hey, heyy! Don't push!" Kagami yelled.
As they reached the fast-food restaurant, the blonde's body immediately restrained itself from entering the door.
What is this uneasiness I'm feeling..?
"Scuse me—" The redhead abruptly stopped. "EEH!? You! Why are you here!?"
"Please calm down, Kagami-kun." The teal haired boy prodded him with his knees.
"Y-you.." Kagami turned his back and reach his hand to grapple Kuroko, but promptly released as he noticed that Kise had gone.
Pant.. Pant..
Kise stumbled and tripped into a dark alley. "Oww.. Where am I? Aa—"
Throb
The throbbing pain caused him to grimace.
Throb
The blonde had already lost his consciousness as the throbbing pain continued.
He found himself in his school gym surrounded by a cluster of people. No other people than himself was in the court. "What.. Is this..?"
A basketball suddenly rolled to him. He stared at the ball intently with full of emotions not wanting to lift the ball.
Precipitately, his body moved by itself. He lifted and grasped the basketball tightly. Kise struggled to release the object he was holding, but no avail.
He was being controlled.
He reluctantly shot the ball and it missed. He shot the ball but still.. it missed again. The constant shooting and missing caused the people to cheer him down. Countless voices were yelling at him.
"Loser!"
"What can you do? Get lost!"
"Waste of space! Worthless!"
Don't.. Please stop!
There were no sign of sympathy despite the blonde's tears. They continued badmouthing Kise. He mindlessly shrilled a loud cry.
Help!