A/N: I honestly have no excuse for why I am updating late other than school and work. I have been a little down but there is no better cure then reading and writing fanfiction. It takes a while to update because I am writing this as I go I can't just have them ready because as I write I get better and fresher ideas which makes my story awesome. I thought I should explain what I have planned for this story so you my lovely readers can be ready for anything. This story is going for the long haul, it will not be a short dabble or anything like that. This will be a big story and will have many chapters it will have a big and twisted plot and many cliffhangers and mistakes on the characters part. I want this story to make you angry, to make you cry, to surprise you and many other feels. I am an open minded author and would love for your suggestions and ideas. I will do my best to please my readers and will take your opinions into account. But be aware I'm a Gemini I have two sides to me and I make you suffer with intense feels :-). It gonna take time for each chapter to be updated because I am constantly making changes or editing my work. Get ready for the long haul and I hope you join this journey we are going on and I hope you stay. Enough rambling about my writing I am sounding way to confident on this story it may suck and it may be so terrible you'll send it down to depths of hell who knows? I am just explaining what I have planned for this story. I as a reader understand what it means to update soon so I will do my best to improve on that. Okay I am done. On with the story!
Btw if anyone is confused Rachel's Party in my story was on a Sunday which means Kurt's and Blaine's fight was on a Monday. Kurt's change was on that Monday and Kurt's visit to the New Directions was on Tuesday. Kurt's change may have seemed a little bit rushed but that was because he wanted to change as fast as possible so he doesn't have to endure his pain any longer. Things will slow down regarding his change but that doesn't mean we won't get sexy bad Kurt. Kurt's also a big softy when it comes to Sebastian so yeah there's that. This chapter will have Sebby how exciting! But you Kurt won't see him yet until the next chapter. Sorry. But here's the new best thing! This chapter may contain a smidgen of smut
Disclaimer: I do not own Glee, Kurt, Blaine and the Warblers. If I did the show would only be about Kurt and his Adventures!
Chapter 7: Uncharted Territories and Realizations
Beep. Beep. Beep.
Ugh. Who the fuck said school should start so early? I bury my head deeper in my pillow willing the clock to shut up.
Beep. Beep. Beep.
ARG! Angrily I throw the clock on the floor. Satisfied with the murder of my clock, I once again put my head back down and went back to sleep only to be awaken by the buzz of my phone. I growl in annoyance. Who the fuck is waking me up now if its Blaine again with his stupid apologizes I will personally go to his room and punch his stupid hobbit face! Were this a few weeks ago I would ecstatic to be receiving a message from Dreamy McDreamy but now all I feel is hurt and mostly pissed at quote Dreamy McDreamy end quote himself.
In a surge of anger I grab my phone and was about to murder it next if it weren't for the name on the screen. Sebastian.
Oh. Well in that case. I happily unlock my phone and read the message Seb sent me. What I read makes me smile.
Sebastian ;): Hey its ur hot soul mate and I have one question. Am I seeing ur perfect ass today? Please say I am because hey you asked me out and here I am begging to go out and I normally don't do that because hey im a hot piece of ass.
It was true I did ask him out a few days ago but didn't say anything because I didn't want to seem too eager. I quickly smack myself. Get yourself together Kurt! Man up and meet Sebastian already! You're both hot and willing to meet each other so why waste any more time? But before I answer his question I'm gonna have a little fun. I grin and start texting him back.
Kurt: Good Morning to you too Sunshine. You sure do say hey a lot don't you?
Sebastian ;): Good morningggggggggggggg Kurtie. Better?
Kurt: Why yes Seb ur so charming.
Sebastian ;): I know I am. Now answer my question.
Kurt: Well when you put it that way….
Sebastian ;): yes….
Kurt: YES.
Sebastian ;): YESSSSSSSSSSSSS SEBBY GETTING TO SEE PERFECT ASS TODAY!
Kurt: Congrats Seb im so proud of you *slowly claps*
Sebastian ;): U should I was waiting to long for this moment.
Kurt: Its only been a few days Seb.
Sebastian ;): Really?
Kurt: Yeah its Friday. We started talking on Tuesday.
Sebastian ;): Well in that case its been a few days too many. I didn't say anything at first cuz I didn't want to pass off as clingy and eager. Do u get me?
I widened my eyes as I read the message. Are we meant to be?
Kurt: Totally. Had the same dilemma too but now that we got that out of the way lets talk deats.
Sebastian ;): we are so totallyyy meant to be
Seriously who is this kid?
Kurt: haha now do you know the Lima Bean?
Sebastian ;): Yeah it's the local coffee shop by where I live.
Kurt: Well good cuz we will be getting to know each other over coffee. How does that sound to u?
Sebastian ;): Perfect like you babe ;)
Kurt: U don't knw me im hardly perfect and really seb that was really cheesy. Very cheesy my dear chipmunk.
Sebastian ;): did you just call me a chipmunk?
Kurt: consider it payback.
Sebastian ;): I like you Kurt and yeah it was cheesy because I was testing u :)
Kurt: Testing?
Sebastian ;): to see if ur the type of person who uses really cheesy lines.
Kurt: nah I just stick to cheesy nicknames really.
Seb: cool me too. So what time are we meeting up?
I quickly look at time and shit I was late for class. Eh. I shrug I might as well skip school today. I text back Sebastian.
Kurt: its only 8 right now and since you interrupted my beauty sleep we're not seeing each other until 12 at least.
Seb: beauty sleep? Et tu? Impossible ur too hot already! But fineeee I can deal with that. Go back to your 'beauty' sleep babe while I sit here and beat my clock to death praying time would go faster so I can meet my soul mate *very long and dramatic sigh*
Good to know I'm not the only one who murders clocks.
Kurt: Thanks Sebby now if you don't mind I must make amazing love to my pillow who awaits my return.
Seb: Amazing love eh?
Kurt: TTYL!
I wasn't lying when I said I was going back to sleep. Just as I'm about to set my head on my pillow…
Knock. Knock.
I groan. Ugh am I really that hot? I chuckle at the inside joke but otherwise frown when I hear the person on the other side of the door.
"Kurt?" it was Blaine. Ugh just what I needed. I'll stay in bed longer hoping he'll get the gist of going away.
Knock Knock.
I groan. Who am I kidding? Blaine is nothing but persistent. I slowly creep up on the door and hear if he's still there. I hear a cough. God dammit! I listen in more until-
"Kurt I know you're there I can see your shadow at the bottom of the door." He startled me the crap out so much that I accidently hit my head on the door itself. How the fuck does that even happen?!
"AHHH SHIT! Mother fucking damn it! What the fuck are these doors made of? Steel!?" I yelled and rub the front of my head. I almost forgot Blaine was still there until I heard him speak.
"Kurt are you alright?" I don't know why but, his worried tone bugged me and made my balls itch. 'Oh now you care about me now that I've changed and called you out. Fucking typical' I thought angrily. Taking a deep breath I open the door and put on a sick face on.
I fake a cough. "What do you want Blaine?" I answered sourly. Blaine flinches at my tone but carried on.
"You missed breakfast and we are halfway through first period. Why aren't you in class? You know we have an important test coming up right? You can't afford to miss school Kurt." I raised my eyebrows and stare at Blaine. Oh wow. He didn't come up to check up on me but rather interrogate me as to why I wasn't in class. Dude what are you? My father? I scoff I don't know why I even had the insignificant amount of hope that Blaine actually cared. I crush that hope and glare at Blaine.
"Well dad," I emphasized on the word dad, "as you can see I don't feel well and rather not faint or throw up in class. But you're right I must forget my health issues and study my ass off because it's not like I study 24/7 and am top of my class. Noooo! Absolutely not! Let me just throw away the bowl of soup that I made and change out of my sick clothes." Okay so I don't really have soup and these aren't my sick clothes but guilt-tripping Blaine is on the top of the list of my priorities so yeah lying is a must.
He suddenly looks guilty and I jump a little inside, which by the way it's not healthy to feed off of other people's anguish and guilt but I have the right to be in a bad place right now and come on its Blaine!
"No it's okay Kurt you have a day off, I had no right as to come to interrogate you and demand you go to class." He looks up expecting some type of agreement or something, I don't know but I don't give it to him instead I look at him one last time and slam the door on his face and boy that felt good.
I look back at my bed and realized that I'm definitely am not going back to sleep thanks to you very much Blaine. What do I do know? I meet Sebastian until one and it only eight-ish. Well I could use this time to get ready for my date. But seeing as I'm a new person now picking an outfit and getting nowadays doesn't take as long as it used to. Before it take me hours to just pick an outfit and then another half an hour to do my moisturizing routine plus the hour of styling my hair to perfection. God. How did I do it all? Just thinking about it makes me exhausted. I look at bathroom door and then think of the last I took a proper bath with candles and everything. Seeing as how stress I am nowadays and the amount of time I have right now I decide a nice soak with would me good. I walk towards my bed and grab my phone and then head to the bathroom.
The bathroom is one of the reason why transferring to Dalton was the best idea ever. It looks as it came out of a magazine but then again I got one of the best dorms because of my mid-year transfer. Apparently the school didn't have any more student dorms available but seeing as I was an exception I got one of the awesome guest dorm rooms the school seems to have with an en-suite bathroom. To say I was shocked and excited is an understatement. As I left the bath running I looked at myself at the mirror and I was pretty satisfied at the outcome of my change but there was something else missing. I changed my hair and my clothing and I got piercings what else am I missing? Then it hit me. I flexed my arms and well I had no body fat what so ever I mean I still have my awesome abs no one knows about but I'm a bit on the skinny side.
As I get in the bath I think at how healthy I eat and everything. It's a good thing to eat healthy but as Finn once said I'm missing out on many greasy foods and well that's gonna change. I'll still eat healthy and workout to keep my amazing figure but I'm going to be more open-minded when it comes to eating. Feeling satisfied with my choice I relax in the bath and oh yeah that's the stuff. I close my eyes and think of all the changes I went through and yeah I may have rushed into this whole bad boy persona but if I stayed the way I was I had the feeling I may have backed out of this and I didn't want that I didn't want to be in pain any longer. And to be frank this changed really helps with my self esteem and helps me loosen up. I chuckle at the wording I bet in the distance Santana is saying wanky. I then smile at myself at the sudden realization that I can think perversely like all other boys and wow I really have changed and you know what? I'm never going back.
An hour later I'm walking back to my dorm room with a towel wrapped around my waist. I look at the time and see its 9:30 and I then proceed to throw myself on my bed and groan in annoyance. Why won't time go faster?! Staring at the ceiling I start thinking about Sebastian. Old Kurt might've found him hot but would've denied it because why would Kurt go out with someone with him? Come on he had standards. But new me oh he found Sebastian really sexy and would love to get fucked by Sebastian and whoa whoa whoa where did that thought come from?! So this is what all the boys meant by constantly thinking about sex and it's not as bad as I made it out to be. It's not scary or gross but exotic and it gives me really nice sensations. I go back to the thought of Sebastian and I then reach for my phone and start going through the messages between Seb and I and notice that it's really easy to talk to him it's like I've known him all my life. I then reach the picture that he sent me and look at it more closely.
The picture shows off Seb's muscles perfectly and it tells me he does his own amount of working out. His grey beanie covers most of his head but I can see he has brown hair. His smile shows off his perfect teeth indicating that he must floss at least once a day. His lips are nice and smooth and very plump and I wonder what he does with those lips and he is any good at- and I'm stopping right there right now before this goes any further. But as I look down I see something sticking out of my towel and yep too late.
Well this is uncharted territory. I mean yeah I've woken up with morning wood before but I usually take a cold shower and forget about it but I'm now a changed man and well I'm about to try one of men's favorite activity, masturbation. I sit up and throw my towel to my side and look at my little problem, I mean I'm anything but little if you know what I mean it's more of a big problem, and gently wrap my fingers around mini Kurt. I hiss at the cold contact of my hand on my cock and slowly get accustomed to the feeling. I then start gripping my cock and start experimentally moving and whoa wow that feels good nice even. I lean back to the headboard of my bed and I then start thinking about Sebastian's lips and how good they would feel around my cock. The thought makes an unexpected noise to escape my mouth. Without thinking I start moving my hand up and down and started going with male instinct. I think of Sebastian of kissing my neck erotically and think of him running his hands through my hair while touching my cock intimately. More moans start pouring out of my mouth as I rub my thumb over tilt on my cock and wow did I just growl? Yep I just growled. I think of Sebastian talking dirty to me and, who've thought I had that kink, of him leaving hickeys all over my body and slowly biting a spot behind my ear that makes groan loudly in pleasure seriously how do I know all of this stuff? I then start feeling this warm feeling at the bottom of my stomach and I figure it means I'm reaching my climax. I then start pumping faster and harder and I tried my best to keep quiet but I let loose and started moaning louder and louder until white flashes across my vision and I cum across my stomach and some of my chest. Breathing heavily I reach over my nightstand and grab some tissues and start wiping myself off. After I'm done cleaning myself I just sit there and think to myself why haven't I been doing this my whole life? This is the most amazing thing I've ever experienced! On a more serious note I just masturbated off a guy who I haven't even seen in real person yet. Somehow that didn't really bother me. There are people who jerk off of other people they haven't met, guys watching porn for example. Seriously if I've been missing out the wonders of masturbating who knows what else I'm missing out on.
I slowly get up and walk to my dresser and pull out some boxers and put them on. I contemplated changing now but my date with Sebastian isn't for another few hours and I'm comfortable the way I am now. I then turn on my radio and check the different types of music playing until I hear one song that catches my attention. I turn up the volume up high and start moving to the beat until I'm full on dancing.
Be my bad boy, be my man
Be my weekend lover
But don't be my friend.
You can be my Bad boy
But understand,
That I don't need you in my life again
I started singing to the top off my lungs while jumping everywhere.
Won't you be my bad boy, be my man
Be my weekend lover
But don't be my friend
You can be my Bad boy
But understand
That I don't need you again
No I don't need you again
I then start jumping on my bed and started doing mid acrobatics midair, thank you Sue. I am loving this song!
Bad Boy!
You once made this promise
To stay by my side
But after some time
You just pushed me aside
You never thought that a
Boy could be strong
Now I'll show you
How to go on
I changed the girl into boy in order for this song to fit me. I then did a flip off the bed and started singing even louder if that was possible. Damn the consequences I mean Dalton had thick walls anyway.
Be my bad boy be my man
be my weekend lover
but don't be my friend
You can be my Bad boy
But understand
That I don't need you in my life again
Won't you be my bad Boy
be my man
be my weekend lover
but don't be my friend
You can be my Bad boy
But understand
That I don't need you again
No I don't need you again
During the ending of the instrumental solo I started jumping once again on my bed and started to do some wacky moves that had me laughing. When the song finished I ended up being on the floor laughing my guts out. Wow I haven't let go like this in forever and haven't laughed this hard either and wow what does that tell me about my life? Seriously who said you need Blaine to have fun? I just had one of the most amazing times and I was by myself. Seriously I needed to stop depending people, in the end they are only going to let you down anyway.
I clock at my clock again and see its 10:00. I smile I told Sebastian we were meeting up around 12 at the Lima Bean. It takes me half an hour to drive there so I'm still good. The Lima Bean is located in between Lima and Westerville the drive is long but the coffee there is worth it. I get up from the floor and start heading towards my wardrobe to choose my outfit for today. I look through my new clothing and pull out black skinny jeans the ones that show off my assets perfectly I mean he wanted to see my ass so why not give him a good display? I then pull out a grey V-neck with a simple red stripes going across the shirt, my black beanie, my leather jacket and finally my new red vans. It's not an extraordinary outfit Kurt Hummel would have made but it was simple and hot and I'm going for simple and hot nowadays.
After I put on my outfit and am done with everything I once again look at the time and see its 10:45, perfect timing Kurt I think to myself. I grab my wallet, keys and my phone and start heading out. I open the door slowly and look out of the hallway checking if there was anyone passing by. Once the coast is clear I come out of my room and start heading towards the parking lot. I start my car and head out towards the Lima Bean with excitement rolling off of me in waves. If I were paying more attention to my surroundings I might've noticed a certain blonde Warbler watching me with confusion written across his face.
As I watched Kurt leave the school grounds questions were running around my head. Where is Kurt going? I thought Blaine said Kurt was sick if so why does Kurt look completely healthy and happy? The reason I was out of class was to check up on Kurt and see he was alright and maybe even talk to him. Did Kurt lie to Blaine? Well that's a first but seeing as Kurt is going through some changes right now I have a feeling we will be seeing more firsts. Why would Kurt lie? Most importantly why would he lie his way out of going to class? I don't like this I don't like this at all. Kurt is skipping school and is heading towards who knows where and is lying to Blaine.
Things all of a sudden started to feel more real and a lot more alarming. Shit! Kurt is skipping school and is heading towards who knows where and is lying to Blaine! As I was mentally freaking out I didn't notice I started walking back and forth. I didn't notice I was out of class for more then 20 minutes now and I certainly didn't notice a certain brown hair Warbler standing in front of me. Thwack! I crash into him bringing us both onto the ground. I hear a groan and open my eyes to see a slightly hurt and worried Nick. I blush and quickly get off of him and then help him off the ground.
"I'm sorry Nick I didn't see you there" I apologize. Nick looks at me for a second before responding.
"Yeah I saw and felt that. Why were you pacing? You looked out of it for a moment. I came to look for you because you've been out of class for almost half an hour now." I widened my eyes. Half an hour? Was I really that deep in thought? "What's wrong Jeff?" Nick asked.
"I guess the whole thing going on with Kurt just suddenly hit me and it's freaking me out" I look at Nick a crazed look on my face. He seems to know what I'm feeling by the look on his face.
"I know what you mean Jeff. None of this feels real. Kurt went from being him to some other person in a span of one to two days. How crazy is that? But why are you freaking about it now?" Nick asked gently. Seriously its times like these that make me like the boy even more.
"Remember how Blaine told us Kurt wasn't in class was because he was sick?" Nick nodded "Well I just saw Kurt leave school on his car looking healthier and happier than I ever seen him. He doesn't look sick at all! Which makes me think why would Kurt lie and why would he skip school and all of these questions just attacked me!" I sighed and look at Nick who looks just as concerned as I was a few minutes ago.
"You're right Jeff this is weird but look at the last few days Kurt has been acting everything but himself and skipping school? I don't know I guess I saw it coming."
I nodded in agreement. "Well let's head back to class Nick we'll think more about this later with the guys when we head to the Lima Bean later". Nick looks at me as if were going to say something but held in it at the last minute and nodded and started walking towards class with me tagging along. As we arrive at class I'm left with one question circling around my head.
Is our Kurt gone for good?
So yeah that happened. There was a bit of Niff and Kurt discovering himself. The song Kurt dance and sang to is called Bad Boy by Cascada. Yeah I'm sorry if my itty bit of smut sucked I'm still a beginner when it comes to writing smut.
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