The sound in the room is loud, and it presses in on me. I bury my face in Tobias' shoulder and try to block out the noise, to block everything that we just heard. He stiffens at the contact, but does not pull away.

Why did he stiffen?

Because of the lies, a malicious voice in my head whispers, You were right but you still lied to him.

Tears sting my eyes but I don't: Can't pull away from him. I know that at some point I will have to talk to him about everything that is keeping us apart, but now is not the time to face that.

'Quiet,' Shouts a stern voice from the front of the room and Tori, grimacing in pain has made her way to the table bearing Jeanine's still body. In a few seconds all sound stops and she has our full attention. 'Shut up and get a grip.'

Turning to Evelyn with a look of barely concealed distaste she whispers into her ear and for a minute the two converse so quietly that no one hears what they are saying. Then Evelyn speaks up.

'We are going to hold an emergency meeting with all the leaders in the building. Jack Kang unfortunately died in the attack so we will select another ex- cander member in his place.' She doesn't seem sorry at all though. I also notice the reminder that the factions are finished.

Her voice is cold and unfeeling. Even if she is his mother I don't know how Tobias could trust her or why he went along with her in the first place, 'Would all the leaders in this room follow me.'

She walks out of the room, not glancing behind her and, with a jolt of surprise I feel Tobias rise. With everything that had happened I had forgotten that he is a leader. I look up at him and he gives me a small smile and kisses me on the cheek. A small wave of relief washes over me. The message is clear. He is still angry with me but he won't leave me.

After all the leaders including Johanna have left I slump in my seat. Christina grips my hand in support, telling me that she is there. I feel the bench give slightly, telling me that someone has just filled the seat that Tobias just vacated. I turn my head and a feeling of fury consumes me. Caleb looks at me with eyes that show nothing. Not sorrow or remorse: nothing.

'Beatrice,' His voice is soft, pleading and the sound sickens me.

'Get away from me,' I growl, 'Now Caleb. Get up and move.'

'Beatrice please..'

'No!' My shout draws eyes to us and Christina squeezes my hand. 'You betrayed me, watched me be tortured and helped Jeanine do it. You have no right to –'

'You don't understand,' His voice is raised now too and I punch him with all the strength I can summon. He looks at me, stunned.

'You have no right to be angry at me Caleb Prior. You helped her torture me, you acted like a lesson and not like your only sister was being poked and prodded and tortured, you probably watched her sign my execution order and you acted upset when our parents were murdered and then sided with their killers.'

My voice breaks, and Caleb says nothing, he just stares at me, a bruise forming on his cheek and blood steadily dripping from the lip that my fist just tore.

'You betrayed me Caleb, no matter what your intentions were,' My voice quavers but my look is steady, 'Get up and don't come back,'

I turn my back on him and stare at a patch on the wall past all the staring people.

'Beatrice, I-'

'You head her,' I look up to see that Uriah has come back to our little group. His eyes are red and his shirt is covered which can only be Lynns blood, but the look on his face is murderous.

'She's my sister,' he shouts, but even to me his words sound whiny and petulant. Uriah doesn't even bother to say anything back. Instead he grabs Caleb's arm and drags him away. Caleb tried to fight him off, but just like with Tobias it's futile. I turn away from the scene heat searing my eyes again and will myself not to cry.

'Don't be an idiot,' Christina says softly, 'what does It matter now if you cry?'

And I break. Tears fall from my eyes in a flood, blurring my sight but I fight not to make a sound. I won't sob noisily and embarrassingly like I want to. The tears streaming my face are all the grief I will show.

Christina folds her arms around me and holds me. What I said before was true. We are not friends who cry together but she is my best friend, and at the moment it's obvious that if I don't cry I will completely fall apart inside.

I feel Uriah's hand on my back and he tells me that Caleb is sitting on the other side of the room next to a very scary looking factionless guard. I laugh a little but it dies quickly and the tears keep coming.

I cry for Caleb and Lynn, my parents and Will and everything else that is eating me from the inside out since I chose the Dauntless as my faction. Even if I can't regret my choice I can grieve for the consequences.

I don't know how long it takes to pull myself together but when I sit up I see that Christina's shirt is wet from my tears. I give her a sheepish, if not very watery grin and she rolls her eyes.

'It's a good thing this top is already ruined,' she says with a grin.

For what seems like an age the three of us just sit there. Two suspected dauntless traitors and a dauntless guard. I stare at the door that the leaders will return through and wait.

When the doors do finally burst open Tobias is first through the door. He sees me immediately and must see the redness around my eyes because he looks concerned and makes a bee line for our bench.

'Take the traitors to the holding rooms,' Evelyn says imperiously. And I feel arms on my shoulders forcing me to leave the room. Tobias runs for me and grabs my hand, and the touch brings my mind back to the last time he touched my hand whilst I was dragged away from him and I scream, holding onto his hand with too much force. The Factionless guard brings the barrel of his gun down onto my head and I lose my grip, and the edges of my vision start to go dark.

The last view I have of Tobias is his livid expression as he confronts Tori and Evelyn. Then everything goes black.

_So this is my first try at Divergent fan fiction. Please tell me what you think :) The other chapters have more in them but I thought that the first chapter should take place immediately after the last chapter of insurgent.