A/N: Hello everyone... *sighs*

First of all, I would like to apologize to all of my sweet followers. It's been far too long for me to have not posted anything (what? a year? *softly cries*) and I feel awful about it. Truthfully. But I havent forgotten!

ENJONINE WILL RETURN!

I shall explain why I havent been updating. Its for many reasons. But to sum it up, life has been happening. hah...

At first it was just bad writers block. I tried super hard - am still trying - to write a good story. I have the plot line all figured out, its just the events that happen that's getting me down! I dont want to give up on this! Not only will I be letting myself down, but I'll be letting down all you who have been following this story even more than I already have.

Second of all, I had more stories pop into my head that I started getting excited about. *Which I do plan to post in the future, but I want to get most of this story done before I start posting other things, also if you all dont hate me by the time that comes, you should check out those stories too.. :)

Thirdly, I was planning to go to school and became hella busy figuring all that stuff out! I had gotten all of my classes ready and was about 3 weeks away from school starting when suddenly, I get a message saying my FAFSA (school loans for those who dont know) didnt go through. Me being poor, didnt have enough money saved to pay for school and all the wonderful things that came with it on my own. And by then I had already quit my job because I was moving to another part of the state.

So, I found a new job a few months later and am now trying to find another one. Because I need more money.. because I'm poor..

That's my story!

Anyway, please, please, PLEASE! Dont give up on me, or this story, because I'm stupid. :/ I deserve all the flack and negative comments that I'm sure are about to come.

But please know that I dont want to give up on this story. Even if it takes me forever to write it, which I honestly hope it doesnt, just bear with me... :/

I love you all soooooo much and hope that life has been treating you well. :)

I'm currently working on the new chapter and hope to have it up soon.

Happy Holidays!

xx

- Emily

aka fantinessmallchild