Hey guys! This is what i wrote to make it up to you guys about the no update period.

Enjoy!

You wanna know something? My life right now is screwed up so badly, it's unbelievable. First off, my boyfriend Kevin and I broke up because we got into a argument over him thinking I've been spending too much time with my best friend Derek, which isn't true because he has been giving me the cold shoulder for three weeks now. I of course denied that anything was going on between us, Kevin said I was lying, and all that lead to our breakup.

Then what else went wrong was of course Derek ignoring me for no apparent reason. The only time he actually talks to me is when we're at work, that's only because he's forced to. I don't know what the hell I did, but i would sure like to know what I did. Let's just say I'm glad Emily, JJ, Reid, Hotch, and or Rossi don't know or they'd kill him, no they wouldn't just kill him, they'd torture him slowly, find out why he did what he did, then drag him off his butt and take him over to wherever I'm at, and make him apologise. The bad thing is i've had to keep a happy smile on my face for three weeks, no matter how pissed or upset I am. So that's my current posistion on life, i know wonderful right?

Right now tI'm sitting in my office, doing what I do best, when there's a knock on the door

*Hello?* I call through the door.

*Garcia, it's Derek.* Well well, he's actually going to grace me with his presence I feel so honored, not!

*I'm busy at the moment, please come back at a different time.* I lied, I just finished everything I needed to do.

*Come on, it will only take a second.* He softly demanded through the door.

*I said come back.* I turn towards my computers to find something to work on when I hear my door clicking unlocked. God damn you morgan! Why did I ever I give him a key? Just then my door opens.

I turn around to see Derek standing in my doorway. Are you serious? Why?!

*What the hell? Do you not understand the words come back another time?* I asked, getting more frustrated.

*Look I don'tt know what's wrong with you, but the team and I are going out, you coming?* What's wrong with me? He might want to check his information on that one.

*What's wrong with me? You know what, never mind. Tell the rest of them I will be coming, and to just give me a minute.* Derek nods his head, then leaves my office as soon as he entered it. Wow, I'm glad I didn't continue on the what's wrong with me issue or that would've been a disaster!

Knowing that my team is waiting for me, I grab my purse and head out of my office, hoping this evening will help me forget all that has happened.

This evening so far has helped me forget what's happened. We've been at our usual bar for a little more than an hour and I've totally forgotten about Kevin and Derek! The entire time I've spent dancing with guys who are 10 times hotter than both of them combined, some of them even hotter than Channing Tatum in Magic Mike, and every girl knows he's hard to beat. I just stopped dancing with guy number four to get a drink at the bar, when Emily walks up beside me.

*Hey PG, looks like your having a good time out there.* She exclaims.

*Yeah I am Em.*

*Well that's good. Got to forget about Kevin somehow right?* When she puts it like that, it almost seems natural.

*Yep, no matter how unhappy it makes him.*

Emily and I both chuckle while I order a beer, Emily speaks up again.

*Speaking of unhappy, there's someone else who's not to keen on your plan tonight.* Emily says.

*And who would that be Em?* I ask while the bartender hands me my beer.

*You know who, morgan.* She tells me as if I was suppose to know this. HA! That's funny, and not true considering he's been ignoring me for three weeks.

*Are you sure Em?* I ask.

*Really P? I thought you would have known that by now, but let me explain how I know.* Emily tells me. Guess she's not really giving me a choice huh?

*For starters see that?* She points at Derek, who's at a near by table watching us intently. *That face is the signiture morgan frown/scowl, which means he's angry and or upset. Second of all, from the moment we got here, he's been watching you like a hawk, especialy when you were dancing with those other guys.* She looks at me as if she were saying 'Do you believe me now?' Could this all be true? Does he actually not like the thought of me going out with other guys? He probably doesn't but still.

Emily and I both turn our heads to Derek, who is now getting up from his seat, and walking towards us.

*Told you so.* Emily mumbles, then gets up and walks towards the dancefloor. Ohh thanks Emily! Your leaving me alone with him!

He walks over to the bar where I'm at, and sits down in the seat next to mine.

*Garcia...* He starts.

*What do you want morgan?* I snapped at him.

*Well, what the hell happened to you?* He asks Crossly.

*What's wrong with me? Why don't you come back and talk to me when you get your facts straight.* I get up from my seat.

*What did I do?* He stands up as well. Really? He's really going to play this game.

*I don't want to talk about it, tell the team I'm going home.* I start to walk away, but Derek grabs my arm and stops me. Man, when he wants something he makes sure he gets it.

*No, please enlighten me on what the hell is going on?*

Come on, this is your 20 seconds of courage, just do it.

*What's wrong is you ignored me for 3 weeks, pushed me out of your life like you wanted to! Now your staring at me from across the bar. If you have something to tell me, swallow your pride and tell me instead of watching me like a creepy stalker!* I shouted at him, tears now cascading down my face.

*Penelope, I had no idea.*

*Of course you didn't, you never do. I have to go morgan.* I shake my arm out of his grasp, then I walk out of the bar. God why did I ever have to get to know him? His tenndiacy to not notice things drives me insane!

Tears still steadly falling down my face, I start walking down the sidewalk, when I hear a voice i wish I didn't know.

*Why didn't you tell me earlier?* Morgan shouts from down the sidewalk. I turn to face him, wiping the tears from my eyes.

*I tried Derek, I really did, but after you repeadidly ignored me on numerous occasions, eventually I just gave up after deciding you didn't care.*

*I do care, I was just...* He sighs and hangs his head.

*You were just being a bull headed, stubborn jerk as usual, that's why I'm done.* His head rises to look at me.

*Wait, what do you mean your done?* Derek asks with a perplexed look on his face as he steps closer to me.

*I'm done trying to get your attention, done with having to be shut out, and the biggest one of all, I'm done with being constantly disappointed.* The look of confusion was replaced with the look of regret and utter shock on his face.

*Baby girl, you can't be serious.* He almost whispers as he looks into my eyes one last time.

*I am and ohh Derek?* I ask as i start to walk down the sidewalk again.

*Yeah?*

*Don't call me that, you lost that right when you ignored me for three weeks.* That's when I left Derek alone in the streets, and out of my life.

I honestly think I've cried off 10 pounds. All the way home I cried, and even when I got home I sunk against the door and cried. I know what I said about being done with Derek broke his heart, but I had to do it, no matter how much it hurt. Believe me when I say it hurts me just as much as it hurts him, but he feels worse about it. Of course he should feel worse, he's the one who ignored me for three weeks and couldn't admit it. At least I did the right thing, that's all that matter.

As I said before I'm currently on the ground, leaning back against the door, and crying my eyes out. I can most certainly say I've been in better posistions than this before.

Deciding to try and get ahold of myself, I get up off the floor and head towards the bathroom. I turn on the light and look into the mirror. The once perfect eyelinee and mascara that i put on this morning is now all over my face, giving me a raccoon kinda look. The eye shadow now smeared all over my eyes as well. Wow, I could fit in as a circus clown right now, at least my outfits in tact. I spend the next 20 minutes cleansing my face of all the left over makeup

After cleaning all the makeup off, I stagger into the living room, ready to collapse into my couch. I manage to make myself over to the couch, but not even 30 seconds of comfort and someone knocks on my door.

*Who the hell is knocking on my door? I swear if it's Derek Morgan, someone's getting a frying pan upside the head.* I nearly screamed at the door.

*Garcia... it's Reid, everything alright?* Reid answered. Oh my god, poor kid! He's probably scared to death of me now.

*Sorry Genius, I'm just upset that's all.* I walk over to my front door and open it to find a very confusied looking Reid.

*Upset? Well because you said if i was morgan you'd hit me with a frying pan, I'm going to guess it has something to do with morgan.* Reid looked at me with a hint of certainty, as if he knew he was right.

*I hate profilers.*I muttered under my breath.

*What happened?* Reid asks.

*Don't you want to come inside first Genius?*

*No I'm good, just tell me.* Werid, he'd usualy come in when I offered.

*Nothing much to tell, just morgan being 100% himself.*I sighed, closing my front door and heading completely outside.

*What would him being himself be exactly?*

*Well Genius boy, that would be a hard-headed, stubborn mule.* Reid looks at me, then starts to walk away.

*There's something I want to show you.* I figure there's no reason not to trust the kid, so I follow him.

*Where are we going?* I ask.

*Ohh, it's only down the street.* He tells me as we walk down the sidewalk. Now I'm really wondering what's going on, if he's really going to show me something.

*About the morgan thing, I'm sure he'll apologise soon enough* Reid speaks out in a moment of silence.

*Sure, and I won't be accepting it.* When we get about a mile down the road, Reid steers me into a parking lot.

*What are we doing in a abandoned parking lot?* I asked Reid.

*Just wait Garcia, just wait.* I'm watching a tree to the right when Derek pops out from behind the tree. Are you kidding? I walked all the way over here in a tight dress and heels for him! I look at Reid.

*Did he make you do this?* I point at morgan while still looking at Reid.

*Yeah, but I manly did it for you.* Reid admits, his face getting red.

*As for you...* I turn my attention to Derek. *I'm not surprised you did this, used him like you used me.* Finally, Derek speaks.

*Now hold on a sec, I did not use you penelope and you know that.*

*Do I really know that?* That's when I turned on my heels and headed home.

So did you guys like it? I don't know how long the fanfiction going to be, but I do know that I will try my hardest to make every chapter this length!

Thanks for reading, hope you guys liked it!

Enjoy

Miranda :)