She had been in rare form today. We escaped her wrath and defeated Drakken as always, though. Or should I rather say: we had defeated Shego? She was the real challenge. While the newspapers always said something about Drakken's newest invention it was her who really could take over the world if she tried to. Drakken would never manage to, and I am certain she knows. She is a mercenary for a reason, that is for sure. It is most likely the payment (Drakken should have gigantic funds, wherever he gets them), but I am sure it is also she enjoys the fighting, though it sometimes ends up with her in prison. Not as often as I would like to, but still. I have to say I do enjoy fighting her. For some reason or the other I do. Unlike Ron. He still fears her, even if she never tries to fight him directly. I know he fears for my safety, too. Every friend would do, I guess. A boyfriend for certain.

I really should start thinking about him as my boyfriend. He is, after all. I should, but it feels wrong. I like him, really I do, even though he is sometimes goofy and left-footed. It is just that he was always there from my childhood days until now, always my best friend, always there for me to listen and talk to, but always as a friend. It just seems I cannot talk to him like I did in before. It is odd, really, but since we are an item I do not speak to him about myself anymore. It just feels wrong. I miss that. And it feels weird to kiss him. Like when I kiss my brothers. I do that, too, but it feels just like that with Ron, like an amiable kiss. The moment he tries to do more I always stop. It feels so damn crude to go any further I always break the kiss. We are such brilliant friends it has to fit. Maybe if I give it some more time it will all come out well. Maybe I should talk to Monique about it. After all, she is the one who has some experience with boys. She will know what I do wrong. Yes, I will do just that. And it will all work out, I am sure. It has to.