Author's Note: Hey guys! So I'm back and I hope you guys are still. The story has slowed down a lot but I promise if it works out the way I want too a little bit more of the plot will unfold. It's gonna be crazy but I thought this story needed some cute Kogan fill in chapters because I'll be focusing less on the establishment of Kogan in the updates and more on the outside characters that are present, at least for a little while. Anyways enjoy your update as always read and review,and Never let your imagination die, CrazyMary01

13- Evening Dreams and Afternoon Snacks

The night progressed fairly smooth. The couple had a nice dinner, cooked by Logan (as the teen had learned that night that Kendall had no earthly business trying to work a stove top,) and afterwards they sat and watched reruns of Family Guy (Which Logan had learned was Kendall's favorite show) . As bedtime rolled around though, Logan began to squirm. There had been an earlier agreement that he would sleep on the couch but, with the activities earlier in the evening, Logan couldn't help but wonder if that gave him an open invitation to the teacher's bed.

"I'm going to bed Logie, you're welcome to stay up, but not too late my dear I have big plans for us tomorrow."

"Okay dad," the teen says jokingly. A smug smile pulls across Kendall's face

"Hey gotta' play the part right?" And then he gave a little wink that made Logan's heart flutter. He bit his lip looking down at the ground.

"Goodnight Kendall." He whispers

"Night beautiful." The teacher reaches over and brushes his hand along the teen's cheek. Logan's heart and stomach does a little flip at the touch, and he hardly has time to react before Kendall is leaning in and pressing a simple kiss to his lips. Logan could only watch, with a stupid smile on his face as Kendall retreated to his room for the evening. He bit his lip as the blush continued to spread across his cheek, where Kendall's hand had touched. He couldn't help but smile at the tingles that seemed to linger across his flesh. He wanted to squeal as he pulled the fleece blankets down, before settling himself in the warmth they provided. He laid awake for only a few moments later the huge grin, still plastered to his face.

"How did you ever think you were good enough for me?" The Kendall sneered. Logan's cries never seemed to cease, and the teacher was now standing across from him. Intense green eyes were staring him down. "No wonder your fucking dad walked out on you."

"Kendall please I can change." The words came out as a stutter, as the brunette's bottom lip was trembling. He had hoped Kendall was joking. Had hoped that he was just delusional and he found himself silently praying that this wasn't real. He was moments from pleading on his knees for Kendall not to leave.

"Please you'll never change you faggot. You're just an insignificant little cunt that can't get passed his daddy issues," The boy was speechless. Never in a million years could he see Kendall talking to him this way. The teacher gave an evil smirk before walking to the door. His hand rested on the doorknob before he turned back to the boy "We're done Logan"

The teen awoke in cold sweat. He was sitting up in an instant as a gasp left his lips. He struggled to control his breathing as tears began cascading down his cheeks. He curled himself into a little ball praying that the nightmare would just remove itself from his conscious, but it was to no avail. He continued to rock back and forth as over, and over again the words played through his mind. His instant reaction was to tell Kendall he was leaving. Thank him for the stay and never come back again. He stilled as his eyes wandered to the blonde's shut bedroom door. Maybe, he'd gone crazy, but he found himself rising, walking towards that shut door. He pushed it open gently, and saw the blonde fast asleep sprawled out across his bed. He was just so beautiful. Logan's mood and self-esteem continued to plummet.

"I'm such a fool," the teen thought, as he looked over Kendall's sleeping form. "How could that blonde beauty ever want someone as plain as me?" Logan looked down at the ground, and the light streaming in from the kitchen finally caused the teacher to stir.

"Logan," he started to rub the sleep from his eyes, and slowly he sat up. He took in the teen's appearance and noticed the tear tracks on the boy's face. "Baby what's wrong!"

"I-I had a nightmare." Logan already feels like a baby. "Can I sleep with you?" He bites his lip expecting the teacher to laugh in his face, but to his surprise Kendall just pats the bed beside him.

"Come here baby." He crosses the floor quickly, shutting the door, and then slides in next to his lover. Arms are instantly wrapped around his trembling frame, and kisses are pressed across his face down to his lips. Kendall takes it slow (as he's still in a rather groggy state.) but for Logan it's better than any kiss he could ever ask for, and he knows he doesn't deserve it. He snuggles into Kendall as their lips separate, and begins to softly cry again. He didn't belong here in the blonde's arms this way.

"Wanna' talk about it?" The teacher mumbles. Despite his fatigue he was still worried about the boy. It's evident that slumber has already begun to take over the teacher's body again, as his eyes were beginning to droop and the tight hold on Logan's waist was beginning to loosen. Logan just shakes his head. The last thing he needed was to tell Kendall what a loser he was.

"Please tell me baby." The blonde began to soothingly rub Logan's back. "I hate seeing you upset." More tears leaked from the teens eye's, knowing he didn't deserve Kendall's concern. Knowing that he didn't even deserve to be in Kendall's apartment all together. He began his tale nonetheless.

"Well I h-had a bad dream a-a-and you s-said I that I was always going t-to be a stupid faggot w-with daddy issues." The blonde tenses around him and lets out a shaky breath.

"I'm never going to think about you that way. You're amazing to me. "He says through clenched teeth.

"I'm not good enough for you."

"You're perfect for me Logan, I don't know how you did it, but I already can't let go of you. I almost invited you to sleep with me tonight because I could only dream of having you in my arms like this."

"Why didn't you?" the brunette sniffles.

"I didn't want you to freak out, or feel obligated to try anything." Kendall squirmed a bit as he said he searched for the right words. "I care about you too much for that." He tightens his hold on his lover's waist. The mood in the room has shifted. Logan doesn't think the emotion has ever been this heavy with Kendall. He couldn't pin it and in all honesty Logan wasn't sure if he wanted to. He tries to voice his emotion to the older but; they come out as a question.

"What's happening with us? It seems like we just met yesterday."

"It does doesn't it?" Kendall chuckled. "I guess time flies when you're steadily falling for the boy of your dreams." The teen gasps. His brain is yelling "too soon!", and he doesn't know how to react, but he's flattered to say the least,

"You're falling for me?" Logan asks surprised.

"Is it not obvious?" The teen feels a kiss being placed on his forehead. "I worship the ground you walk on Logan Henderson." the boy giggles again unsure of how to respond. A short silence falls around the pair, and Logan takes the chance to match their lips together in a small kiss. "Did I make you feel better baby?"

"A little"

"Can I make it any better?"

"Well I've never heard you sing before Mr. I used to be in a band." Kendall smiled down at the brunette in the darkness.

"Hey I said I was the bassist, I never said that I sang."

"Yeah but with how low key you claimed to be, you've had to of helped write those songs. Wouldn't you have to have some vocal ability?" Kendall smiled down at the brunet, and on that note began to sing for his lover.

"I had a lot of those Friday night good times, see you later baby, maybe kiss them goodnight but something's different I can't get you off of my mind." Logan was already swooning upon the first note leaving Kendall's voice. Just when he thought this guy couldn't be more perfect. "I thought about you on a Monday, Tuesday first of the week I couldn't even try to concentrate cause all I wanted was another look at your face. You gotta be with me. Cause it's not every day you find somebody like, find somebody like you need you every day love-" and so the song continued.

"Who sings that song?" Logan asks as it comes to an end. "I don't think I've ever heard it." Logan wants to face palm. Hello Kendall pretty much admitted to helping write the songs for his old band. Logan makes a mental note to celebrate the day he doesn't make a total fool of himself in front of Mr. Sex God.

"I started writing it about a week ago. For you" Kendall admits unashamed.

"For me?!" The Teen Gasps

"For you," the blonde repeats placing a kiss on the smart boy's forehead. A blush spread across Logan's cheeks.

"No one has ever written a song for me." Logan admits with tears in his eyes.

"You're worth it baby." He kisses the boy again "That was only the first part though. I'll give you a proper performance when the song is ready. "Logan was smiling. So Kendall wasn't only writing a song for his best he was planning on performing it for him. He can hardly contain his excitement!

"I'd like that." Logan says softly and then he's wrapping his arms around the teacher's neck and kissing him. Kendall kisses back, and sneaks his tongue inside his lover's mouth without warning. A little gasp of approval comes from the boy and Logan swears he can feel the teacher smirking (When isn't the smug bastard). He feels Kendall pull him closer, as their lips molded together. Logan couldn't tell where his body began and Kendall's bodied ended, but he wouldn't have it any other way. They pull away and harsh pants escape their lips. When had breathing become a necessity?

"Sleep Logan." Kendall says softly "There will be more kisses for you in the morning". Logan smiles before snuggling into the teacher's warmth.

"Promise?" He says playfully.

"I promise." Kendall kisses Logan's forehead once and then lays Logan's head on his chest. He slowly begins to drift away, while Kendall softly hums in his ear.

Logan woke up the next morning with Kendall spooned around him and snoring lightly in his ear. He took note of the light streaming in through the curtains, and reflecting off the glass surface of the mirror in the corner of the room. Logan had to admit Kendall had good taste in furniture. The inter house seemed to be decorated perfectly, to the T and each room had what Logan wanted to call "a Kendall spin." And by God was the teacher's bed comfortable Logan swore that he was snuggling with Kendall in heaven. Or maybe it was just the fact he was snuggling with Kendall at all. It was then the teacher began to stir, His eyes fluttered open and he lightly stretches before he's tightening his arms around his lover. He pressed a light kiss to Logan's shoulder and up traveled up to his neck.

"Morning beautiful." Logan blushes and really it should be expected from him by now.

"Good morning Kendall." The blonde snuggles closer and lightly kisses the teen's neck again. The boy's eyes bug out his head as he feels something poking his thigh from behind. He silently prays that it's not what he suspects it is.

The light kisses on his neck continue, and they begin to take effect. The blood is rushing from his head quicker than he anticipated, and it's a wonder how he didn't pass out from whiplash. The silence has grown thick and awkward for him; everything was still just so new. What was he supposed to do in a situation like this? He was sure he wasn't supposed to sit there like a board (because really his whole body had stiffened up like one too.) stricken with fear and uncertainty. Kendall angles the boy's face back towards him and their lips meet. Logan's still stiff and the kiss seems to be yielding more from the teacher than anything.

"You okay" The blonde pulls back studying the teen. And no, Logan isn't okay. He wasn't in his zone, and that was nerve wrecking to say the least.

"I'm fine" he finally manages.

"I thought I was a terrible liar." Kendall laughs "seriously tell me what's up." Kendall just had to press a little harder into Logan, and oh there was no mistaking it now. That was morning wood. Logan wanted to die just thinking about the term.

"Are you sure you don't wanna take a shower first." the teen mumbled. "A cold shower." It was like a light bulb went off in the Teacher's head.

"Oh that!" Kendall says it as if it were no big deal and Logan wants to slap him. He already felt lame enough for blushing at the terminology; being mocked didn't make his humiliation any better. Kendall rolls away from him and scoots up so his back is against the headboard, and now Logan can see the outline of it, a cocky smile pulls across the teacher's face. "What can I say, even in my sleep I can't stop thinking about how sexy you are." The teen's blush is now fire red. He feels Kendall's hand run over his cheek, and down his neck. They rest at his hip. "Is this from me?" Kendall's other hand comes into play resting it over the top of Logan's erection. Not applying any pressure just sitting there. He was teasing him and oh Logan knew it. The famous Logan Henderson lip bite returns and he whimpers. Kendall begins to kiss up his lover's neck, and he's ready to claim Logan's lips with his own, when suddenly, a knock on the door interrupts them.

"Look man, I know you and Logan probably had a late night or whatever but I could use some help with these boxes." Kendall sighs before pulling away from the flustered boy on the bed.

"To be continued." He gets up from the bed and pulls a random pair of sweats on from off the floor. Logan hadn't noticed it before, but the room, compared to the rest of the house, was quite messy. Dirty laundry, and sheet music, and guitar picks were scattered across the floor. The surfaces were littered with writing utensils and notebooks, and were due for a dusting.

"For a teacher you're really unorganized." The teen pipes. Kendall turns to face the boy.

"Life's too short to be organized." He smiles. He slips a shirt on.

"That's a horrible quote. I hope no one else follows that quote."

"Lucky for you, I haven't met anyone that does so far." Kendall places one hand on either side of Logan's head and towers over him. A small kiss is placed to Logan's lips. "Are you ever going to get out of bed my dear? You were asked to help James move those boxes with me."

"Correction, He asked you to help move those boxes. He never said anything about me." Logan snuggled back into the bed just to further prove the point. He let his eyes close as if he'd going back to sleep. He can feel the eyes on the back of his head, and he doesn't have to look to know the teacher is smirking.

"Don't make me get the water pitcher young man."

"The water pitcher?" Logan rolls over so that he's now lying on his back, once again facing the blonde.

"Yeah I use it on James whenever he doesn't wanna wake up." And then Kendall is pouncing jumping on the bed and effectively pinning Logan to the mattress. "Don't make me go and get it." Logan laughs nervously, as he can feel Kendall's morning problem straining against his sweat pants.

"Alright, alright," He pushes the blonde off of him playfully. At least now he could think straight "I'm up." He quickly gets up from the bed and blushes when Kendall whistles at him as he leaves the room

It was now noon. They were lounging around Kendall's apartment talking about nothing and everything all at once.

"The Rolling Stones are by far a bigger Icon than Led Zeppelin." Logan was close to fuming. How could the musician in the room be so dense?

"No man. The only thing about the Rolling Stones that truly became famous was Mick Jagger himself. That and that concert they held where that guy got stabbed by a Hell's Angel"

"Are you kidding? AC/DC even beats Zeppelin for an icon of that era" Kendall gasped

"You take that back Logan Henderson! No one rocks like Led Zeppelin."

"I like AC/DC better."

"AC/DC is alright, just it's not Zeppelin." Logan rolled his eyes. Before falling back on the couch in exasperation.

"Somehow you just became less attractive." And really Logan was beginning to think that was impossible.

"I know you like Zeppelin too! I saw posters in your room." Kendall exclaimed

"I like Zeppelin just fine, but the only song anyone remembers from them anymore is Stairway to Heaven."

"And what's so memorable about AC/DC?"

"Highway To Hell, It's A Long Way To The Top, Shook Me All Night Long. Problem Child, For Those About To Rock" The teen paused "Shall I go on?" Kendall just narrowed his eyes.

"Zeppelin is still better."

"Agree to Disagree?" Logan held out his hand with a crooked smile. "Deal?" Kendall didn't smile back but shook the teen's hand nonetheless.

"I'm gonna still go to the grave saying Zeppelin is better, but okay." The teacher smirked feeling satisfied about having the last word in.

"That's the point of agreeing to disagree. I thought you were the teacher? Aren't you supposed to be the smart one?" Kendall rolls his eyes. Maybe he wasn't liking sassy Logan so much after all.

"What do you want for lunch Sassy?" The teen shrugged.

"Whatever you deem fit Dad." Kendall shot him a glare.

"I'm never gonna be able to live that down am I?"

"Not as long as I'm around." Kendall groaned because in his mind that was going to be a very long time. A witty line suddenly crossed the teacher's brain. He bit his lip for just a moment wondering if the line was too vulgar. Ah hell, the teacher figured, he'll have to get used to my humor at some point.

"Well that being said I guess you're eating daddy's cock for lunch." Logan sucked in air, caught off by the words that just rolled off the teacher's tongue. He began to panic. Kendall was only kidding right? Kendall smirked satisfied that he made the teen squirm. "Kidding no need to piss yourself Logan, but if you wanted to-"

"I'll go make us some sandwiches!" He exclaimed and then he bolted running around Kendall to the kitchen, and even stumbling slightly on the way. The blond snickered as he followed his lover to the fridge.

"So jumpy." He commented before wrapping his arms around the smaller waste.

"And you're dirty." The teen joked. The virgin inside was blushing at how lame he just sounded.

"Why don't you use that cute little tongue of yours to clean me up?" He licks a line at Logan's neck. Logan stiffens and squeals, but then he's rolling his head back allowing Kendall easier access. He feels his body being turned in the teacher's grasp to face him.

"The sandwiches-"

"Can wait. Kiss me?" The blonde pouts and Logan complies standing on his tip toes. Their lips meet and Logan's eyes slowly close. Kendall's lips are soft and gentle as the glide effortless against the Teen's. Logan's still nervous about the blonde's comments, and isn't sure how to respond. He was certainly worried about where this seemed to be going. He wanted to slap himself. It seems like he been in this state of uncertainty all day, and it was slowly taking a toll on him.

He could feel his hands trembling as he wrapped them around Kendall's neck. He was pulled closer, and a pesky tongue was licking along his bottom lip. That's when the brunette pulled away,

"I'm gonna go finish making those Sandwiches." The blonde smiles and goes to sit on the couch, which Logan is grateful for. At least now he could get his nerves under control. He takes a deep breath, and then begins to make a sandwich. It's not like today was any different than any other day he spent with Kendall. They were just in his apartment hanging out. That's all it was right? And that's when like a ton of bricks it hit him. The reason he was so nervous was because he'd never been totally alone with the blonde.

Sure they'd had some private time in the classroom or even in his room back at his house, but there was always a chance someone could walk in. And now (given James had officially moved all his boxes that morning) there was no room for interruptions. They were 100 percent completely alone. That had to be it. Why Logan was so on edge. He bit his lip as he spread mayo across a slice of bread, and sighed again.

"Just calm down Logan" He told himself silently "Just last night he said he'd never take advantage of you." He nodded agreeing with himself. There was no reason to be nervous, and a glance at the blonde smiling happily at the T.V confirmed that. He walked into the living room feeling calmer than he had all day.

"Here's your sandwich." He smiled.

"Thanks Beautiful." He winks making Logan's blush return, and then pats the seat next to him. Logan takes it happily and then Kendall places his arm around the back of the couch just behind Logan's head. He snuggles in, and smiles. Yeah he was worried over nothing.