Disclaimer:

I don't own Dan or Phil or any of the other famous bands or songs or youtubers I use. I only own the characters that are not famous. I also don't own the picture used for the front cover.

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Dear diary,
Today was horrible. I am so close to the edge... so close. But I get held back. By who? Dan that's who. He doesn't even look at me let alone talk to me. I just feel like I know him. Yes, I know it sounds stupid but I feel like I know all of his secrets. I know I shouldn't love him. I just can't help it. Everyone 'loves' him though. I guess I don't know who wouldn't because he is pretty incredible. I guess I should go now and check my twitter. I know I only get hate off people from school but it's nice to know they're thinking about me. Even if it's bad things they're thinking. At the moment diary, I really need someone, I am lost and alone. I guess that's all...
Bye from,
Phil