My name is Zendaya, I'm 18 years old, I go to Megan High School but we were on summer break right now. It started a week ago. Like any other girl on my age, I have a best friend. Her name is Bella. The only thing different between me and those other girls is that I am in love with her.
That's right I'm in love with my best friend, I can't help it, she's sweet, kind, beautiful and funny. Who wouldn't be in love with her? And maybe one day she'll be mine... Stop it Z, she doesn't feel the same way about you, at least I think she doesn't.
Sometimes, she acts like we were a couple. Like, when she is sleeping over at my house, she always cuddle with me, and sometimes she even get close, like she is trying to kiss me or something. But maybe she's just kidding.
My parents weren't at home, they would spend the whole month of July on a romantic trip to Australia, and I was all by myself. Not that I can't handle, I can, is just that I feel lonely sometimes, like right now. I couldn't stop thinking about her, I don't know why but it seems like my love for her has grown, I needed to see her, so I grabbed my phone and sent her a text.
Hey B, I'm feeling alone and I was thinking if u could come over. Zenny
Hey Z. sure I can come over. Be there in 5. Bells
We lived on the same street, her house was 5 houses away from mine. I got down stairs knowing that she was at my door, I opened it and I saw her, my heart started beating faster, I smiled at her and she smiled back at me. We hugged, oh, how I liked the idea of her body touching mine, feeling her warm skin. She pulled away and we sat on the couch.
"How is your vacation so far?" I asked her, she looked at me and took a while to answer. It looked like she was lost in her thoughts.
"It's great, and the most important thing is, we're out of that place for two month" She said giggling. I did too, her laugh was contagious.
"Yeah, you're right" I sad still laughing. I don't know why, but for some reason she started staring at me. And then she looked me in the eye, those gorgeous brown eyes. I wanted to look somewhere else but I couldn't. We stayed like that for a few minutes till I break the silence.
"So, do you want to watch a movie?" I said. Hope that she doesn't see that I'm blushing.
"Sure, which one?"
"Huuuuum... What about White Chicks?" That was our favorite movie, we always watch when she comes over.
"Thought you were going to say that." She giggled again. It was weird because she was looking different at me, like she knew about what I felt for her and she felt the same way... Stop it Zendaya, this is just on your head. The movie was awesome, as usual. It was getting dark and I asked her if she wanted to have a sleepover and she said yes.
It was night and we were just hanging in my room. We were at my bed sitting, I wanted to coddle but I was afraid of what she was going to say. Of course as best friends we coddle sometimes, but I don't know why, this time was different, I was a little shy about asking her if she wanted to coddle with me. What the hell is wrong with me?!
"Z?"
"Yeah."
"Can I ask you something?" She was looking at me with I look I never saw on her face before. I shake my head allowing her to ask.
"If we were a couple, would you be on with that?" That question got me out of guard. I was kind of shocked when she asked that. She thought of us as a couple?
"I guess... why did you ask that?"
"Just something that went through my mind." When she said that, she looked the other way. It was 11:3m and none of us was asleep, we were just lying on my bed, the only touch between us was that we were holding hands. I was looking at her but she didn't see it, she was looking at the window.