Nice cliff hanger right? Well this will be the last chapter in this story, however I am going to make a sequel, I just don't feel like the title will match where I take the story. Thank you for joining me on this emotion rollercoaster

Chapter 14

Edds POV

I momentarily freeze, assuming he said I loved IT not I love YOU, so I sigh happily and relax.

"I did to. It was truly a fantastic experience." I say and look over to him. "We should do it again." I say and attempt a wink at him. He looks at me confused and heaves a heavy sigh. I frown as he looks away and grabs my hand.

"Yea we should. Come on we need to get dressed before someone comes in." He says, but it is particularly dull and monotone. I pull him back down and he lands awkwardly on top of me.

"What's wrong? Did you not like it as much as you said?" I ask, and he looks away as he makes his way to stand. He smiles down at me and reaches out a hand, I grab it, and he pulls me up to him and into a tight embrace. I wrap my arms around him and breath him in. He smells like axe and sex, and it is fantastic.

"It was amazing I enjoyed it all, and I think we should do it again. I…" he pauses, and I try to back out of his embrace so I can look up at him, but he doesn't let me, he hugs me tighter tucking his head in my neck. I feel something on my back, but I don't know what it is. He takes a deep gulp of breath and continues. "I… was hoping that we could like, I don't know, go steady or something." He says, and I breathe in deep, sighing happily.

"I would love that so much." I say.

"Close your eyes." He tells me and so I do, he backs up enough to encase my mouth with his and I smile into the kiss. He backs away and as soon as I am opening my eyes he is turning away from me looking for his clothes. He throws his shirt on and I catch sight of his face. I frown and try to grab his arm.

"No." He says and we both freeze. He pulls on the rest of his clothes and, facing the door, he gives me the chance to grab mine. He goes to open the door and I am about to say something, but he cuts me off. "I'll see you tonight yea? Dinner at mine?" And I smile at him.

"Yes. I'll see you at five." I reply and then notice how my shirt is wet on the back, and there is something on my face. I reach up and wipe my face, I wasn't crying so… I look up, but Kevin is gone and I wonder why he was crying. I put a smile on my face anyway because I have a boyfriend and walk to get my stuff to go home.

Kevin's POV

I get home and slam my front door, lean against it and fall to the floor. My legs bunched up and I rest my arms on my knees, placing my head on them. "That was fucking stupid." I say to no one. "How could I think he could actually love me?" I say feeling a tear go down my cheek again but then I perk up. "He didn't actually say he didn't love me, he acted like he misheard me. Or maybe… I could try again. Make it not an accident…. Yea" I say and get up feeling better. He's coming over for dinner, my dad has been out of town…I can do this. I rush upstairs and get ready to make dinner, I send a text to Nazz.

I need a favor since this is all ur fault neway

I deff take blame, wat u need-N

I need u to make sure DD dresses fancy 2night

Why-N

I have a plan he needs to look good tell him b at my place at 5 30 thx!

Gudluck-N

I smile to myself, she is always one to count on.

Double D's POV

"This is absolutely ridiculous Nazz. It's just dinner, I can wear everyday clothes." I say, and she shakes her head, putting on my jacket of the only suit I own. She steps back, comes closer and fixes my hair and tie then steps back again. She has me dressed in a black suit with a white under shirt and a remarkable green tie, which resembles Kevin's eyes, but does not come close.

"You look super sexy Double D. Kevin is gunna love it. Now let's go!" She says and grabs my arm pulling me out. I trying getting out of her grasp and talking to her, but she just ignores me. We finally make it in front of Kevin's house, and my nerves get the better of me.

"Th-this is bad, m-maybe I will-"I say turning around but I realize Nazz is gone and I hear the door open. I freeze and hear a chuckle behind me.

"You gunna stand there all night or will we get to eat the food warm." Kevin whispers into my neck. I turn around, but he is gone into the house. I sigh, gather all my confidence and go inside. I see him standing beside a chair, he dressed to the max like I am. He has a dark blue suit one and a beautiful bright blue tie. I smile and look up at him.

"What is the occasion?" I ask, and he just smiles and pulls out his chair.

"Food first." He says and I go and sit down, he scoots my chair in and I blush. He brings the food over. Its spaghetti and I look at him and smile. He goes to sit down and blushes.

"I'm not the best cook and spaghetti is romantic and it's kinda easy and…. Yea" he says looking down.

"It's perfect, stop fretting. Don't spill on your shirt though." I say and he looks up, beaming a smile at me.

Kevin's POV

We finish eating, and my nerves are making my stomach cramp. I excuse myself to bring the dishes to the sink and realize I should have made a desert. I take a few deep breaths to steady myself when I feel a pair of hands wrap around my waist.

"Are you alright Kevin?" Double D asks, and I sigh.

"Yea Raven, I'm alright. I just… I need to tell you something." I say and I feel him freeze behind me. I turn around and wrap him in my own arms. "Come on, let's go sit on the couch." I say and lead the way into the living room. We sit down, and it is awkward for a bit as I figure out how to say this. I open and close my mouth a few times trying to figure it out.

"You don't want us to be together, do you?" Edd asks, and I jerk up at him.

"What do you mean?" I ask, and he sighs.

"That's what this is all about. Isn't it?" I look at him almost speechless. He goes to stand and I get angry, grabbing his arm and jerking him back down. I then straddle him so he can't leave. I get extremely close and in his face, and he looks up at me with wide eyes.

"So you think that I had us dress nice, made you special food, and am struggling to tell you something because I do not want to be with you?" I ask him, and he looks down fidgeting.

"Well when you put it that way-" he says, but I kiss him, hard. He kisses back and after a while I pull back and look at him.

"I am doing all of this" I pause and lean down to kiss his forehead. "So that I can tell you" I kiss the tip of his nose and get my lips so close to his that they brush together as I talk "that I love you," I say and finally kiss his lips. He sits there still and I stop kissing and lean back looking at his face. He looks up at me and is silent. I start to get nervous and move to get off him, but he stops me by putting his hands on my waist.

"You…. Love me?" He says, and I laugh.

"Yes, I love you." I say and he looks around then back at me confused.

"Me, like me?" He asks, and I shake my head.

"No, I love you. You as in you." I say and bop his nose. "And if you felt the same way I also was hoping we could come out. Eventually of course." I say and he looks down at my chest, but it's like he isn't actually looking. He seems like he is just off thinking and so I wait for him to catch up. 'What if he doesn't love me? What if this is just… sex? I like that but what if he doesn't want anything more than just that? No, then he wouldn't be my boyfriend right?... right…'

"Coming out would be good but we would need a strategy." He says finally, and I sag my shoulders in defeat, scooting off of him to sit next to him. He faces me, and I look down at my hands.

"What type of strategy are you thinking?" I say, but the voice is not really my own. 'He didn't say it. So he doesn't feel the same. But that's ok right? Cause he is still here. It might take longer for him to trust me and that is ok, I'll be here when he does feel the same.. If he ever does. But it is worth it.' I think and look up at him.

"It is dangerous because of your sports, and your friends, and your status, but that can all be decided later." He says and crawls onto me, laying me back onto the couch. "I have something more important we need to discuss." I look up at him expectantly, and he kisses me. I lean in but he backs up and rests his head in the crook of my neck, I wrap my arms around his waist waiting.

"Ok" he starts, taking a deep breath. "You remember the first note you sent me. You left it on my desk in study hall that day?" He asks, and I nod my head. "I had been waiting for you to come in. I did that every day because I couldn't wait to be able to see you. I would have never told you this however because of your, history. I actually really liked you but it was all lust because I didn't know the actual you. However, "he says leaning up to look me in the eyes "now that I have gotten to know you this has changed. I never thought I could feel so intensely for anyone. More so, I could never have thought that these feelings would be returned. I love you Kevin, more than either of us could ever understand, and I know that we can make it through the trials in the future." He finishes. I stare at him, and I feel the tears slide down the side of my face into my ear.

I lean up and kiss him, putting all the passion, all the emotion, and all the love that I cannot say out loud into that kiss, and he kisses back just as hard. I pull back and mumble into his lips. "I love you Raven." He mumbles back after me. "I love you to Kevin."

Aww so emotional and happy and fluff! Of course he is gunna love you back Kevin! This is a romance story! Anyway thank you all for reading and like I said, I will start a sequel to this soon! Stay frosty!