First chapter hope you will like it :)

Shonen-ai story. AU. Goku an Vegeta live in Vegeta-sei
Vegeta has a newborn children but his wife died. Kakarott strat living with him and take a motherly place because he is an Alpha. Will they be able to hide is love forever or something that puts one of them in danger will change everything and they will say their feelings to each other. read an you wil find out ;)

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~DBfan1

Chapter 1- Decisions

-She's losing too much blood, she is going to die if the blood not stop coming out.

Vegeta was worried for his woman, she was in labor for 10 hours and nothing happened and he didn't know anything about her current status. His best friend was by his side holding his hand and comforting him. It really helped because Vegeta started to calm down and smiled to the young man by his side. With these Vegeta started to think about his live with this young man.

~Vegeta's POV~

I don't really know at how much time i know him, but all the years passed by his side worth the sacrifice of leaving the King resolve his owns problems with no help. I never liked anyone of my family. My brother only though of girlfriends; my father, the King of Vegeta-sei, was always busy with the government of the kingdom; my mother never was a good example for me, after she died the palace started to be more peaceful so I think her death worth the sacrifice of losing someone.

I think I met this guy when I was 10, at that time he had only 8 because he is 2 years younger than me. In that time he was very small, sometimes people have done fun of him and I remember the days that I protected him against them. I saw him grow up and turn into a brave man, a man that everybody fears when looking into his eyes, but I don't think that it is a bad thing, I think it's a sign that he is respected.

I can't say that he is not pretty, because he is. For me he is one of the most beautiful creatures that I ever known. Spiky hair, an angelical face, such a cute lips and eyes. His body was very well built, I couldn't find any mistake on it but still, I can't say I have seen his whole body, because I haven't but from what I have seen he was perfect. But what impressed me the most was the way he expressed is feelings, he was always good to hide things and keep them to himself, But I believe he need his own space, I never tried to push any information from his mouth and he never did the same to me, so the only thing we could do is to respect ourselves. Not even Nappa or Raditz made me so happy to be with them, only he made me feel like that. The most strange thing is that I'm married at two years with the woman my father proposed to me and it don't really love her, even that she makes me happy sometimes and help me too, but he was different, he was a company that I want to have until the last seconds of my life, a friendship that I want to keep the longer I can. And this man is Kakarott

~Narrator~

Vegeta was pulled out of his thoughts when Kakarott called him. He looked up and in front of him was a nurse with a baby wrapped on clothes, the only thing he noticed from her expression it's that she was really serious. She gave the baby to Vegeta who hold it closer.

-It's a girl and she is healthy- the nurse said

-Those are good news- he said smiling

-Yes, they are but I also have some bad news to give you. We are really sorry but the mother loose to much blood and we lost her. We are sorry for what happened but she was not prepared to have a child so soon.

Vegeta eyes were wide open but he understood

-Oh I see…

Kakarott was worried about his friend. He looked to the baby and then to Vegeta's face. Hs friend was very deep on his own thoughts that he didn't even noticed Kakarott getting up and put on his knees in front of him

-Vegeta? -he asked almost whispering

Vegeta looked to him on his eyes, he saw worry on them

-Kakarott… say me. Is it all my fault?

-No Vegeta, it's not your fault, it wasn't you who decided to get her pregnant, you always said me that you were the prince and until you were the King, Your father was the only one who decided your future, so don't feel bad, will you?

-I-I don't know Kakarott… I'm confused

-Will you do it? For me and For the baby? Now you need to think about the future, you still have a lil bit of her, I know it's not the same but she's in there, she's in your heart and she is on the baby, so you will never lose her because she will be always by your side, and I think she would like you to be happy and look forward .

-You think she wants that?

-Yes, I think she would want that.

Vegeta looked sad to his closest friend who still looking at him with a worried look. Then he turned to the nurse and asked.

-Can I see her one last time?

-Yes, sir, come with me please.

Vegeta looked to Kakarott and gave him the baby and said to him to wait there for him.

Kakarott do as it was said and sited again in the chair he was some time ago holding Vegeta's new born daughter. He looked at her, she looked just like his father, he smiled at the vision.

~Vegeta's POV~

I left my daughter with Kakarott and now I'm following this nurse.

She guided me trough a lot of corridors and I followed every step she took. She opened a door and give me signal to enter it and I do as she said but soon I regret because of the vision. In medical bed laid the corpse of my wife, she was covered by a white blanket and had a little one over her face. I get closer to her and took the piece of cloth from her face and looked at her. She was pale and her lips were blue, around her eyes she had dark circles but the most impressive thing was that she was smiling. Is she smiling because the baby was okay? I don't know, I just know that there is nothing left to do to help her.

-Sir, are you alright?

-Huh? Ah, yes, yes I am, no worry.

-Shall we go sir?

-Yes, I think yes,

That sight was perturbing me so I decided to go, she guided me trough the same corridors. I stopped after reaching to Kakarott, I observed him as he made tricks with his hands and smiled with the reaction of my daughter to the tricks. I smiled and step in their direction. He looked up to me, and his worried look came back but I smiled to him saying everything was alright. He nodded to me and got up.

-Kakarott?

-Vegeta?

-Could you carry her for me please? I need t pack some things and since it's me who drive…

-Huh? Okay, no worry.

I looked at him and he had that worried look again.

I step near him and put my hand on his check caressing it softly.

-Don't worry ok? I'm alright.

-Really really?

-Yes, really really!

He smiled, oh god, how I love that smile. It always made me happy and relaxed. The only thing I did was smiling at him and guide him for outside, I put my bag in the back seats of the car and sited ready to drive. I saw Kakarott sit very carefully in the seat beside mine, always holding my daughter very carefully. I smiled again at him. I started to drive, I went through a lot of things and he was always by my side, and even in this situation he helps me the most he can.

I keep driving in direction to my house. I don't like to live in a castle so when I got married I decided to live in a normal house. Mine and my wife house. My wife… but now she's dead, I will need to live alone, I don't want to go back to the castle… If someone lived with me…

-Vegeta, what's wrong?

-Huh? It's nothing, I just remembered my wife and noticed that I will live alone.

-Why don't you go to the castle?

-Because I don't like the life there, I've already told you that!

I think I scared him because he turned his face down. I yelled at him when he was just trying to help me. How stupid I was.

-Kakarott…

-I'm sorry Vegeta… I didn't mean to say anything bad to you…

-I'm the one to be sorry, you were trying to help me and I yelled at you…

I looked at him, he was still looking down.

-I was just to frustrated, my father wrote my destiny, and it's happening. I'm just sad because I will live alone, with no one else around after 2 years with her by my side…

-Well, if you don't want to be alone I could go and live with you...- He said lifting is head looking in front, to the street.

-Will you do it for me?

-Of course, after all, you always staid by my side, this is the only thing I can do to thank you for all the times you helped me…- a smile came to his face as he remembered the times we passed together. Certainly it was a lot of times that I helped him, it was very easy for him to get into troubles and fights in the street and I always protected him. But then I remembered, what about is family. I stopped the car in the street and he looked confuse.

-Vegeta? Why did you stop?

-Kakarott, if you're going to live with me, what about your family?

I looked at him as tears started to fall down his face. I didn't saw him cry for years, why is he crying now? And why is he crying when I talked about his family? I get closer to him and said softly

-Kakarott, why are you crying?

-It's… it's just, that… I live only with my brother… sin…since my fathers disappear.

His fathers disappear? I didn't know anything about it.

-I'm sorry to not tell you nothing…. But… I really didn't know how to react to it and how to tell you… I… I…

-Kakarott- you don't need to apologize, okay?

-But, Vegeta… I should've tell you… we *hic* we promised to tell each other everything to each other…*hic* and I –I hided this from… from you.

Again I get closer to him and put my hand on his head, making it lean on my chest. I moved my fingers, starting to caress his soft hair. I felt him trembling under me, I never saw him in a so vulnerable way.

-Kakarott, no need to be like that, okay? I've already decided, you're going to live with me okay?

I felt him nodding in my chest. And again I felt those warm tear drops in my shirt.

-Now now, don't cry, everything will be okay, let's go to your house and pack everything of yours and go to my house kay? Come on, I don't like to see you like that.

-I'm..I'm…

-No more apologizes Kakarott, I understand that you have your space and I didn't want to push that out of you.- again he nodded and then he looked at me giving me the signal that he was ready to continue.

I started to drive again but now in direction to Kakarott's house. It was a longest drive than to my house. Sometime later I heard him talk

-You know Vegeta?

-What?

-I'm happy that you understood me and that you accept me to live with you.

He was smiling again, that made me so happy and more relaxed.

At last we get to Kakarott's house.

From now on it will be our life.

So our saiyans decided to live together.

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