Prologue

Dear Journal,

I know I haven't written in you for a while, but I really needed to write. It has been eight months since my love and mother to my child, Camille, has passed away. I feel so empty without her.

Our little boy looks so much like her. Why did that horrible accident have to happen to her? Its crazy! One minute she was by my side. The next, she is taken away from me and I don't think I will ever be able to love anyone ever again. The only person I can really ever love is my son.

Thanks for being my safe keeper,

Logan

Flashback: 8 months ago

Normal POV

'Hey my love, I will be home in ten minutes. Once I get home I will take a quick shower then we will be going out just the two of us,' Logan quickly texted as he jumped in his car, buckling up as he waited for her response.

'Okay that sounds great but what about the baby,' he smiled as he read his wife's reply

'My mom said she would take care of him while we are out,' he quickly typed back. It would be their first time going out together since their little angel was born a month ago and Camille was nervous about leaving him alone.

The reply was delayed. He knew she was thinking it over, 'Okay then see you when you get home'. He smiled giddily as he glanced at the flowers on the passenger seat before throwing the car into reverse and pulling out of his parking spot.

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Once Logan returned home and took his shower he told his wife, "get your bike helmet, Cam, we are taking my motorcycle." He got his own helmet and put it on his head.

"Okay," she said as she got her helmet on. He smiles as he got on the bike and made sure she was holding on tightly.

They made it to restaurant and were seated and started talking about their day. As the dinner goes on they continued to talk and enjoy their company until finally they paid and start heading home.

Logan makes sure that Camille is holding on tightly then head back home. As they were on their way home driving through a busy intersection, Logan's life was suddenly torn from the seams. Though it was his green light, another driver too distracted to notice the color change, barreled through the intersection and collided with the motorcycle.

Camille lost her grip on impact and was thrown from the bike while Logan went crashing to the pavement along with the bike. The only thing saving his head was the protective helmet as he lost consciousness. Camille hit the pavement, skidding and rolling like a rag doll, the pavement ripping through her clothing and tearing up her flesh.

After a few minutes, Logan began to gain consciousness, stars dancing in his eyes until his vision cleared enough to see Camille on the ground bleeding and immobile. He tried getting to her, yelling out in pain as he tried moving his body as he realized he was trapped beneath his bike. As he tried to move again, the pain overwhelms him and he falls to blackness once more.

When he finally regains consciousness again he notices that he is in a room with white walls and he realizes that he is in the hospital and looks around trying to find Camille.

"Cam? Hun, where are you?" he says just as a doctor comes into his room and sees him awake.

"Ah, Dr. Mitchell, I see you are awake. That is good news."

"Where is my wife?" he asks.

"I am sorry, Logan. Your wife had too many severe injuries. We tried saving her, but we weren't successful. I am sorry," the doctor said.

"No, you can't be serious. She can't be dead. She was safe when I saw her. You're lying! Why are you lying to me? Where is my wife?" he exclaims at the doctor.

"Dr. Mitchell, you have to calm down or you will pull your stitches," the doctor says as he tried calming him down.

"Shut it! You're lying! My wife is not dead! She can't be!" he says as he slowly breaks down in tears.

"I am truly sorry, Doctor Mitchell, but she has passed away," the doctor sighs. "I am sorry that I have to do this too, but you will pull your stitches if I don't do it," he says as he sedates him.

I hope that you enjoyed the prologue of my story I will update this story weekly so I will update usually on Saturday or Sunday. If I don't update then that just means I have a lot of homework to do as I am starting school on Tuesday.

P.S. Go read LunaJay07's stories she is an amazing writer and she is also my Beta for this story so please go and show her some love because without her I don't think that this story could be possible