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Ally's POV
She was sitting in her second period and having a hard time paying attention she was extremely worried about Austin he hadn't been to school for a week now the only person who had seen him was Dez. Dez just kept telling Trish and her that all he does is stay in his room and go to work. She couldn't believe he would drop out of school just to get a job, both of their parents said they would support them till they were done with high school, but Austin's father was glad he was being a man and trying to take care of his child so he had let him drop out. She actually felt lost without Austin after he said he loved her she had dumped Dallas like a sack of potatoes. She pulled out her phone and sent him a message it was the hundredth one of the week but she was worried.
Austin's POV
Austin was sitting in his room at Dez's house he didn't know his drug problem would get so out of control. He grabbed the small baggy and put it the contents onto a spoon, as he was about to turn put the lighter up to the spoon and turn it to liquid his phone buzzed. He sat the spoon down very carefully and picked up his phone it was Ally she had been texting him a lot but he didn't want her to find out about his bad drug problem because she had the power to take his child away.
Austin, I'm extremely worried about you, is everything okay? If you need some help Austin you need to tell someone. For an update on the baby it's doing great next month we get to find out if it's a boy or girl. Please write something back to me anything even if it says fuck off I don't care I need to know you're okay. –Ally
Austin felt his chest tighten he sat down on the bed and felt a tear run down his face what was he going to do. He couldn't tell her he was addicted to a very bad drug he just couldn't he was extremely excited that next month he got to find out if he was going to have a daughter or son, he couldn't wait to hold that little bundle of joy. He picked his phone back up and began to type a message.
Ally, sorry I haven't wrote you back any been busy working saving money for when the baby is born still trying to find an apartment though. I can't wait for you to tell me if we are having a little boy or girl. –Austin
Austin returned to his spoon and melted the substance sucked it up into the needle put the needle in his arm released the belt and felt the high come over him. For about 10 minutes he did nothing but just sit there he felt his phone buzz again but couldn't get his limbs to move. Eventually he lifted his phone and saw that Ally had written back.
Austin, I'm so glad you finally wrote back I was starting to get real worried and march over there and break your door down. I'm glad you are saving for the baby and that you're excited to know what we are having ill text you the day before the appointment and if you like you can go with me and we can find out together.-Ally
Austin put his phone down laid back on the bed and watched the room around him spin and spin. He heard someone knocking on the door but he wasn't about to get up. Eventually he heard the door open he saw Dez standing there he had a look of disappointment written all over his face. Austin sat up in bed and hung his head he didn't want to disappoint anybody and he sure as hell didn't want Ally to find out. "Dez I'm so sorry I need help, I just don't want Ally to find out I don't want her to take my child away from me please don't tell her please I want to be there and hold the baby when its born not have to wait till she decides to let me see it.
Dez sat down next to Austin and put his hand onto his back. "Austin I am very disappointed but I would never tell Ally is she is going to find out you are going to be the one that tells her. But dude you need to seek some type of help so you will be alive and fully functional when the child is born. Austin look and me and tell me what drug you have become addicted to I want the truth and I want it now."
Austin sighed and stared down at the floor he took in a deep breath and prepared himself looking at Dez he told him. "I've been taking heroin I don't even remember how I got hooked on it but I have become addicted I need help I just don't want Ally to find out. I'm afraid that if she does she will leave and take the child away from me I just don't know what to do." Austin put his elbows on his elbows and hung his head in shame. He loved ally so much that if she left and took the child with her it would be his breaking point he would be done and not care if he got any type of help.
"I will see what kind of help I can get you without everyone on god's creation finding out." Dez patted his back stood up and exited the room. Austin proceeded to pick up his phone and looked at the picture Ally had sent him of one of her ultrasounds, he felt another tear escape and roll down his cheek as he smiled.
Ally, I would love to go with you to the doctor's appointment to find out what we are having let me know what day it is so I can get off of work. – Austin
1 month later.
Austin's habit hadn't gotten any better in fact he had gotten worse but today was the day he got to find out if Ally was having a boy or girl. The only good thing he had managed in a month was to find an apartment and move out of Dez's parent's house Dez of course moved into the apartment with him. Austin got up took a quick shower and threw on a blue shirt with dark wash jeans. He looked at his phone 7:30 A.M. he had only managed to get about an hour of sleep but he was determined to go to this appointment. He grabbed his car keys off of the table left the apartment and headed toward Ally's he was nervous he didn't know why but he was.
We he got to Ally's he just honked the horn she came out wearing sweats and a plain red shirt. Austin was hoping she wouldn't be able to tell he was doing heroin. They didn't talk much in the car on the way to the doctor or in the waiting room he noticed that Ally stared at him a lot on the drive here, he was stupid and forget to put a jacket on too cover his track marks. They got called back into a room Austin was so nervous is keep pacing not even realizing he was doing it.
Finally the doctor walked in. "Hello Miss Dawson are you excited to find out what you're having today? I see you have brought someone different with you I'm Dr. Rinehart." The doctor extended his hand. Austin shook his hand "I'm Austin Moon the father of the child."
"Well nice to meet you Austin. Let's get started roll your shirt up there Ally and let's see if we can get the baby to show us what it is." Austin watched while ally laid back on the table and lifted her shirt, he squirted a blue jell on her belly then took this thing and a baby appeared on the screen.
"Alright guys hear is the baby's head, listen and you can hear its little heart just beating away." Austin stood there in complete and utter shock he could hear the thump thump thump of his child's heartbeat. He looked back up at the screen to see that he was about to show them what she was carrying.
"Alright it looks as if you all are having a boy. Let me get a picture printed out for you and then your free to go." The doctor froze the screen then whipped the bell jell off of Ally's swollen belly. He stood up and walked out of the room.
Ally's POV
Ally was still laying on the table while watching Austin's expression she could see the shock, and the happiness on his face. She went to go sit back up but couldn't she felt him put his arm behind her and lift her up. She felt him kiss the top of her head also; she looked at his face and saw that he was crying. "Austin, are you okay?"
"Yeah Ally I just never knew how that would feel to hear my son's heartbeat. My son I love saying that." Ally smiled a slide down off of the table he had of coursed helped her that's when she noticed she had marks all over his arm. "Austin what are those marks on your arm there?"
Austin pulled his arm away quickly from her. "Nothing Ally, don't worry about it I'm taking care of the problem soon."
Austin and Ally walked to the doctor's office and picked up there picture they left the office and walked to his car Ally got into his car and waited for him to get settled before she probed again about the marks on his arm. "Austin I know what those marks are, please tell me you are actually going to get help how often do you use?"
She saw his body tense when he realized that she in fact did know what the marks where. "Ally as soon as I drop you off I'm heading over to a rehab facility to see if I can get help without having to be admitted. I'm sorry I didn't tell you I was scared that you would not let me see my son. I didn't know my addiction would get so out of control. I will be clean before our son comes out."
Ally was shocked she knew he was smoking weed but shooting up heroin was not okay, she wished he had told her but she did understand why he didn't she would have reacted by not letting him see the baby which would have just made matters worse, she sighed and looked out the window. "Okay Austin as long as you are getting some type of help. Just know that I will not take this child away from you. He belongs to you just as much as he belongs to me." They sat in silence while he drove her home; she just watched things pass by the window until she felt him put a hand on her stomach. It sat there till they pulled up in front of her house. Ally gave Austin a peck on the cheek then got out of the car and walked into the house.
Austin's POV
He had just dropped Ally off at home and was now heading over to the rehab clinic he hated himself for even being in this situation to start with but he had to get clean for his son. Austin parked his car and went inside two hours later he had something set where he would go once a day take a certain medication till he is able to lower the dosage then eventually not have to any at all.
Austin headed back to the apartment and hung out with Dez. He told Dez all about hearing the baby's heart beat and how it was a little boy. An hour after leaving the clinic he could feel himself starting to have some withdrawal symptoms. His whole body was completely tensed and ached all over, he wanted to vomit and he couldn't stop sweating. Austin went upstairs and crawled into bed he just didn't want to move, he knew this was all worth it.
Months Later
Ally's POV
Ally was tired of being pregnant and she missed Austin a lot she hadn't seen him since they found out she was having a little boy she had talked to him a couple of times though text and that was about it nothing more he said his rehab was doing good, he had been clean for months now. She heard Trish coming up the stairs Trish started staying with her about a week ago cause because she could go into labor any time now. Ally was humming to some music when it felt like she peed herself she yelled for Trish. "My water broke Trish, Make sure you call Austin!"
Trish, Ally's father and Ally piled into the car and headed over to the hospital. Ally felt the contractions and they hurt like hell. Once they got to the hospital Ally got all checked in and waited for Austin.
Austin's POV
Austin drove fast to the hospital we he pulled in the parking lot a flash back came too his mind the night after him and Ally first had sex. How her father brought her here because he thought Austin had raped her. He pushed the memory far back into his brain and ran inside the hospital and to Ally's room when he got there Ally was crying and there was a bunch of nurses and doctors running around her room, his heart sank was something wrong with the baby. "Ally what is wrong?"
"Austin I'm so glad you are here the cord is wrapped around the baby's neck they have to do an emergency C-section I want you in there with me please go with me I'm so scared." Austin walked over and pulled Ally into his arms. He took a deep breath. "Ally it will be all okay I promise I will be there I swear."
Austin could hardly focus on anything he sat in a thing that covered his clothing he had a hair thing on too and had a mask for when they were ready. He looked up and saw them bringing ally down the hallway on a bed she was still crying he was trying hard to keep it together. He put the mask on and went into the room with Ally. He stood next to her holding her hand while he watched them cut her stomach open and pull his son out. As soon as Austin heard that tiny cry relief came over his body. The nurse wrapped the baby in a blanket and handed him to Austin. He walked over to where Ally could see the baby.
Ally's POV
Her heart was relieved that there child was safe and sound and in his daddy's arms. Seeing Austin holding his child made her realize that she had never stopped loving Austin he was everything to her, without him she felt lost. "Austin answers one question for me please?"
"What is it Ally?" Austin handed the quiet little boy back to a nurse now all they had to do now was wait for Ally to get stitched back up.
"Please tell me you are clean of drugs?" Ally reached out for his hand which he grabbed and laced her fingers with his. "Ally I am clean I don't know why I was so stupid and started doing them I just missed you so much I wish I had been there for your pregnancy more I really do but it was my own fault that I wasn't I love you Ally Dawson."
Austin's POV
Waking up from his nap he saw the beautiful mother of his child holding their baby boy Eric James Moon. Austin never knew they he could fall so hard go through so much with one person and fall in love with them over and over again.
Austin kissed Ally leaned down kissed his son then got in bed with her holding them both tight. "Ally this is the best moment of my life don't ever leave me."
THIS MIGHT BE ALL ILL BE WRITING FOR THIS STORY NOT SURE NOT MUCH MORE I CAN REALLY DO FOR IT NEXT STORY I WRITE WILL BE FULLY COMPLETE BEFORE I EVEN BEGIN DIDN'T RELIZE HOW HARD IT IS TO WRITE AS YOU GO. I DO NOT OWN AUSTIN OR ALLY AND I DO NOT SUPPORT DRUG ABUSE AT ALL DON'T DO THEM. PLEASE REVIEW. IF YOU THINK I SHOULD KEEP GOING WITH THIS ONE LET ME KNOW I WILL FIND SOMETHING TO DO LOL HOPE YOU HAVE ENJOYED READING.
