Hi! *waves anxiously* This is my first fanfic! I decided to break this up into at least two chapters. I don't plan on it going any further than three, but if I get good feedback, I will keep this going! Please leave feedback as I want to hear what you think!

Thanks, Kelcie

Chapter One- The Proposition

After another heated argument with Edward, I left the Cullen's house with tears in my eyes. I was furious with how Edward could fight with me over something so silly. Why wouldn't he have sex with me? It honestly bothered me that he believed that he could not have that self control to resist taking a bite into my jugular while he screwed me. I knew Edward had the control. I trusted him.

It pissed me off that most nights I was left sexually frustrated because he didn't have the balls to fuck me. Hell, with as many times as Edward had rejected me, it made me believe that he just didn't want me in a physical way whatsoever.

As I was driving down the Cullen's long drive way I noticed the pair of headlights in my rear view mirror. I couldn't see who it was because my tears filled my eyes. Figuring it was Alice I decided I would wait until I got to my house before I would talk to her. Honestly, I was not in the mood for talking at all.

When I pulled up to my driveway I realized that it was not Alice who had followed me home but Carlisle instead. Suddenly he was right next to me, opening my door at vampire speed. I suppose I had a questioned look on my face because he said,

"Bella I would like to talk to you for a moment."

I simply nodded and he led me into the woods next to my house without saying another word. As I followed him I thought of how nicely his ass looked in those dark washed jeans. I mentally slapped myself. Why do I always think of him this way? Carlisle was a father figure. For Christ's sake he was Edward's "Dad." But the thought of banging Daddy Cullen turned me on more than his nice ass. My fucking god the sexual frustration with Edward really brought out my inner horny teenager.

From the moment I first saw Carlisle, at the hospital after Tyler's van almost crushed me, I knew he was special. I also knew that I had feelings for him. He was the one thing I wanted just as much, if not more, than Edward. I knew I was in love with Edward, but I lusted after Carlisle. His lips looked as sweet as strawberries. His gorgeous soft blonde hair had golden strands. His muscular hands that were cold to the touch. And as I've previously mentioned, his nice, toned ass. Our relationship was kept simply platonic, as it should be. I tried with all my being to never try to flirt with him or let on how I really feel because I genuinely liked Carlisle. I would never want to cause harm to his and Esme's relationship. But I wanted him. No, I craved him. I probably was just acting like every other person in town with eyes and vagina. Of course, Carlisle was gorgeous; his beauty was the first thing you noticed about him. But there was more to Carlisle than just beauty. He was the most sincere and most caring person I have ever met. But it was so hard to resist when everything about him, down to the way he dressed, and the sweet, symphonic sound of his voice, just screamed, "Fuck me!"

After walking deep into the woods for about five minutes, my curiosity finally got the best of me. "Carlisle, what are we doing here?"

He finally stopped walking and turned to face me.

"Bella, there are some things I wish to talk to you about."

He was very serious and I was very nervous for what he was about to say.

"Sure, Carlisle anything,"

I said with a shaky voice. For the first time I swear I even noticed Carlisle was little nervous too.

"First of all I want to apologize for the way Edward has been treating you. It is not right and I will not stand for it. He doesn't understand the way this makes you feel. I had a long discussion with Jasper the other night. He told me that it is really upsetting you. He can feel you're hurt. It is not fair for Edward to deny you of this human experience. It is the one thing you want before you're changed correct?"

My brain was trying to figure where this conversation was going.

"Uh, yes Carlisle it is."

"As I inferred,"

he said.

"Bella, I've thought of something to maybe help with your, erm, needs."

As I tried to process this, Carlisle continued with his proposition.

"Bella, I would like to suggest a way for me to help you."

Oh god. If I wasn't shit-my-pants nervous already, I was now.

"What I'm trying to ask, I suppose, will you have sex with me?"

Carlisle, the god himself, just asked me to have sex with him. I couldn't speak. I stood there shell shocked for at least 30 seconds. When Carlisle cleared his throat, my wits were brought about me. "Carlisle, I don't think I understand?"

"Bella, what don't you understand?"

"Well to be completely honest, I wasn't expecting you to ask me that. I mean I've always found you attractive, and I've wanted to have sex with you forever, but I love Edward and you love Esme, so I figured you were off limits. Not that I would ever do anything to pursue you, but I mean you're fucking hot."

Ohmygod did I really just say that? My hand clasped over my mouth. Carlisle was chuckling.

"Bella it is completely natural to be turned on by someone, especially someone in your situation. Don't be embarrassed."

I couldn't even begin to feel slightly comforted as I was mortified because of my recent mouth diarrhea. He started to come closer. He reached out and caressed my face with his hands.

"Bella, I want you to think about my offer."

"Um Carlisle I have to ask but what about Edward and Esme?"
"Don't worry Bella, I've already talked to the both of them. They agree and think you need it too. And you said it yourself, you love Edward and I love Esme. I'm doing this because I care about you and I know that you want this as your last human experience. Edward doubts his self control, where I am confident in my own. Bella this is something I want you to think about. Take this seriously, talk to Edward, sleep on it."

I could only nod in agreement.

Still speechless, we started walking back to my house. As we got to the front door, Carlisle leaned down and planted a single kiss on my forehead.

"Good night, Bella. I will see you tomorrow."

Mustering up some courage, I whispered

"goodnight Carlisle."

I turned to open the door and walked up the stairs. Charlie was fast asleep, snoring like a bear. I walked into my bathroom and turned the shower on. As I stripped, I imagined Edwards's hands running all over my body. Caressing, touching, light pinches. I started to feel the heat between my thighs. It was like there were butterflies in my stomach. As my thoughts turned dirty, Edward suddenly became Carlisle.

The thought shocked me at first, but then turned me on. Carlisle, hands all over me, was now the star of my little dirty fantasy. My thoughts were shaken as I stepped under the scalding hot water. It was as inviting as the thought of Carlisle pleasuring. I quickly showered once realizing I had a lot of thinking to do.

I climbed into bed, still with wet hair, and was quickly swarmed by emotions and thoughts. The thought of sleeping with Carlisle turned me on, but the thought also made me feel guilty. I didn't want to cheat on Edward, especially with his father. And didn't I want my first time to be with Edward? Was it selfish of me to want to have sex before I was turned into a vampire?

With my thoughts running wild, I became tired and drifted off to sleep.

Carlisle smirked at me. We were in the Cullen's house but it was empty.

"Come here Isabella, there is something I want to tell you."

I strutted over to him and placed my body right against his. I could feel his member against my leg. "What is it Carlisle?"

"Do you feel that? You do this to me."

He kissed my neck and caressed my breast over my bra. Suddenly, I was swooped into the master bedroom with my shirt already removed. Carlisle began pinching at my pert nipples through my bra. I relaxed my head back as he supported my back with his other hand. He then tore through my bra, dropping it to the floor. He eagerly placed my nipple into his mouth and swirled his warm, sweet mouth over it.

"Oh, Carlisle!"

I said as he lightly placed his teeth around my nipple. His head then began moving south leaving a trail of kisses. He slipped off my jeans without ease as he kissed my thighs. He removed my panties and then laid me down onto the bed. Within seconds his magical tongue was pleasuring me. It swirled around and around my clit. He definitely knew what he was doing!

"Mmm Isabella you taste so good,"

He sang against my clit. I was enveloped in heat as I felt myself nearing the edge.

"Uhhhh! Uhh! Carlisle I'm about to come!

I was jolted awake by Edward climbing into bed with me. I was breathing heavily and I knew he suspected something.

"Bella are you alright? Were you having a bad dream?"

I knew he was playing coy, knowing that he could sense my arousal.

"um, I'm fine Edward."

"Are you sure?"

Mustering up some courage I said,

"Actually, Edward, can we talk about something?"

"Of course Bella."

"Are you really ok with Carlisle and I having sex before I am changed?"

"Well Bella, its not exactly something I am thrilled about but if it is going to make you happy and it is what you want, then yes, I am fine with it."

This only comforted me slightly.

"Edward, I know that you don't believe in yourself, but I would prefer it be you."

"Bella we've been over this. I don't trust myself. I want to experience this with you for the first time as well, but I don't want to harm you. You are the love of my life, and I don't want to lose you. I love you Bella."

"I love you too Edward."

I thought about what Edward said, this time taking it to heart a little more. I began to drift off to sleep again.