Disclaimer : None of the characters were mine.

A/N : Here is the last chapter of It's A Mad Mad Mad World! I'm very sorry that it's such a long wait. I got a lot of request to update the story and it took me more than one year to finish it. I've change the story hundreds times, but I never get it right. For that I truly apologize. And to those who read this story and hoping that after chapter 3, there will be another chapter, I'm sorry for keeping you long waiting. IAMMMW are not suppose to have continuous stories. Like I said in the first chapter, it's a collection of one shots. The base of the story is about Emmett and Jacob, but it doesn't have to continue from their storyline. I could create a different kind of story based from their relationship. Jacob might just met Emmett and just be a passing strangers. So you see, there could be possibilities of that if I want it to happen but then as a fan fiction reader myself for more than 6 years, there are things that I want to demand from the author, things I want to read. And for that, I gave you this last chapter of IAMMMW because I understand. Hopefully, you guys like it. I think it's the best chapter so far for me. But you guys decide. Enjoy and goodbye!

Warning : Knotting sex, aggression, heavy angst.

The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows

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Summary : Just when you think it can't get any worst, it can. And just when you think it can't get any better, it can.

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Jacob POV

"Please..." I moaned as I was straddling my mate while he was under me and stretching me wide with his finger. Emmett dipped his tongue and licked the outer rim of my hole that gleaming with my wetness. I clenched hard on the single invading finger, while his mouth sucking on my cock.

"Get me wet first baby." Emmett said after pulling his mouth from my cock.

I grabbed his cock in front me and licked his thick long hard cock under me making sure I taste every inch of him. He hummed around me again put a second finger inside me. I fisted his cock, watching in shudder as his cock overfilled my entire fist. My man is huge and I love it having his cock in my mouth and in my ass. I sucked the head and try to swallow as much as I could. I twirled my tongue on the cock head and sucked hard making Emmett grunted loud beneath me. He put in another finger and curled it probing my prostate.

"Fuck, Em! Just fuck me now!" I grunted.

"Get up a bit" He mumbled.

I lifted my knees and he moved away under me. He grabbed a couple of pillows and tucked underneath my stomach to make me comfortable considering my slightly bulging stomach. I laid down on it and spreading my thighs wider. His hand grabbed my hips closer to him and nudging his cock along my crack gathering my leaking wetness on his cock. He pushed the head in me, as I felt it breeched my hole. He pushed slowly inch by inch to the hilt filling me up deliciously. I sighed at the fullness inside me as we became one.

I rolled my hips grinding my ass on his abs and he pulled out just a bit before thrusting into my hole pushing my delicious buttons. He continues fucking me slowly savouring the feeling while building more and more pleasure. My moans and grunts filled the room concurrently with his thrusts.

A deep thrust from Emmett made me whimper. He pulled out his cock again and slid in slowly inside me. I moaned as I felt my muscles clenched tightly on his delicious thick length. He groaned and thrust hard again and then each time pounding my prostate in amazing speed. My arms gave out under me and I dropped my body on the bed with my hips up, feeling the weight of Emmett's body on top of me. Another hard thrust from Emmett and I'm done. I moaned when I came for the second time that morning. My spills and other bodily fluids covered all over the sheet.

I panted as I came from the ecstasy and whimpered again as Emmett continue to pound into my battered ass. Another deep thrust he jammed his cock inside me as his knot filling my ass. I groaned as I felt my hole was stretched to the limit with his knot and probing my sweet spot continuously. He kissed my sweaty neck before wrapped his hand around me and moved us to lie down on our side. I am relieved now that my new bed courtesy of Emmett are more than enough to accommodate me and one giant oaf considering that Emmett is as likely staying in my house more than his and well, let's just say, I've had enough of him spewing profanity at my small old bunk. I sighed as I felt his chest cooling my back. I turned my head and kissed his jaw.

"How was the game?" I asked.

Last night, after dropping me at my house, Emmett went home to catch a soccer night with his brothers. Although the brothers' favourite sport is mainly baseball and football but any sports games is as good as others. They usually bet against each other and having been into one of their game night, let me tell you, it is a terrifying experiences for me. They were betting money and it's not a 'low roller' kind of money, it's a 'high roller' kind of money and when they win it's 'you hit a jackpot' kind of winning. They were betting hundreds of thousands. And last time they were betting, Emmett lost 100,000 USD when Dodgers won against Cardinals in baseball, and while I was dazed in my jaw dropping moment, he laughed about acted as if losing 100 grand is nothing! After that, I don't want to be near the Cullens when they were having their game night. It's not a healthy experience for my mind and my soul.

"I won!" He said with a breathy chuckled.

"Really? How much you win?"

"120." He smiled down and kissed my cheek.

Damn... 120 grand? That's more than enough to compensate for his previous loss.

"Wow... I'm happy for you, honey. Congrats. Which team were playing?" I asked him.

"Manchester United played against Tottenham. United won 1-0. It was a close match, but I know MU would win, they've always been my first choice." He said.

I really have no clue which soccer team is the best. I never followed any soccer news before.

"I know nothing about soccer but I know David Beckham is like the sexiest soccer player ever graces the Earth." I shrugged. Emmett looked down on me and raised his eyebrow questioningly.

"I can play soccer too you know." He pouted.

I chuckled. "Really? So you 'Bend it like Beckham', huh?"

He grinned furiously. "Well... I'd say... I make a good striker." He said as he suggestively pushed his knot deeper in me.

I let out a breathy laugh as I looked up to Emmett's grinning face. "And that makes me a lousy goal keeper, I'd say." I said as we both laughs.

Suddenly, Emmett's phone on the bedside drawer in front of me rang. Emmett glanced at his phone. I raised my head and reaching with my hand to grabbed Emmett's phone and passed the phone to him. It was Edward.

"What's up, bro?" Emmett said. I heard Edward's voice talking on the other line.

"Sure. But you have to give me a few minutes. I'm not finished with Jake here though."

I gasped horrified. "Why you stupid leech!" I exclaimed. Emmett chortled and I could hear Edward's laughs as well.

Oh god... He just told his brother that we're in the middle of fucking. God, kill me! I groaned loudly dropping my face on the pillow.

"Alright. See ya." Emmett put down the phone.

I stared angrily at him. "You like that don't you? Making fun of me all the time?"

Emmett frowned. "Baby, I'm not making fun of you, I'm making 'fun' with you, didn't I?" He said and grind his hips on me again.

"Stop that..." I hissed pulling my face away from him.

"Aww... baby. I really love making 'fun' with you." He muttered kissing my neck softly.

"I love making 'fun' with you too but that doesn't mean I want to broadcast to people when we're having 'fun'" I glanced at him.

"Okay. I'm sorry. I just want to tease Edward a bit. He tends to get cranky when his precious Volvo broke down. I think, dude just need to get laid."

"What do you mean?" I frowned resting my body on the bed while Emmett looking down on me spooning my body.

"Edward still hasn't done it yet." He said while rolling his eyes.

"You mean he's...?" Okay... that is surprising.

"Yup, he's a virgin." Emmett snickered.

"But... he's like older than you, isn't he?"

"Yeah which is why I still don't understand why he never did it. But I guess maybe because he believe that sex should come after marriage. Not the other way around."

I hummed at Emmett's explanation on Edward. But that just intrigued me to ask a question.

"What about you? Do you believe that too?"

"Not really. I never practices it before during my human life, nor in my vampire life."

I hesitated for a while. I wanted to ask him further whether he thinks there should be a new stage in our relationship, as in marriage. But I'm scared of finding out the answer. What if he don't want to marry me? I don't think I'm ready to face it.

"Uhh... I need to go to toilet" I made up excuse just to get away a bit. "You're not finish yet?" I asked as I could feel his knot has not shown any signs to deflate.

"I can just carry you to the toilet and you can relief yourselves"

I gaped horrified. "What?! No way! I'm not going to pee with you still inside me!"

"Why not? It will be so hot to see." Emmett grinned widely.

"Because it's disgusting!"

"I'm sure it won't be. I'll carry you." He put his hands around me and slowly lifts us from the bed. I yelped.

"Emmett! No! Stop!" Emmett just chuckled and stood up with us still connected. I groan at the pressure in my entrance because of his knot and damn it, his cock is really close to my bladder I could feel it dangerously triggering something I don't want to mess my carpet with.

"Emmett! Put me down!"

Emmett just laughed and carry me to the bathroom.

"Jesus Fucking Christ! Emmett!"

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After spewing almost every profanity known to mankind to Emmett, he finally let me go and we took showers together. As always things starting to get heavy again, but I managed to stop anything going further as I know once Emmett was aroused, most of the time, it's a point of no return.

"Where you want to go hunting today?" I asked Emmett while I was combing my tangled hair.

Emmett put on his jeans and walked behind me. His hand touching my hair and he brought some of it to his nose and smelt it.

"Maybe somewhere near the place I took you to a while ago. Hopefully we could catch a bear there." Emmett whispered while his hands caressing my hair and my hands. He sighed and wrapped his arms around me, his hand lightly touching my hard bump. I looked at him through the mirror in front of me, as I stopped combing my hair.

"Have I ever tell you you're so beautiful?" Our eyes met through the reflection of the mirror.

I smiled. "Not for the last 12 hours if I'm counting correctly"

"Well, I'm sorry for that. I ought to tell you every hour of the day, that you're beautiful, love" He kissed the top of my head.

"Don't be silly" I snorted.

"I'm not." He raised his eyebrow.

"Well, I won't be beautiful anymore in a few months. I'll be bloated and fat like a whale and you'll find that you might want to take back your words." I chuckled.

"Even if you're bloated and fat like a whale, I'll love you more than ever because there's nothing more beautiful than you carrying my child inside you. It's nothing short of a miracle. There's not enough words to describe how beautiful and precious you are to me. In fact, I should be thanking you for being in my arms right now because that's all that matters. But I won't accept anyone telling you that you're anything less than that even if it's you" He said that as his eyes stared right at my soul.

I turned around in his arms and kissed him hard on his lips. His tongue sliding inside my mouth stroking my cavern stealing my breath. We were stuck in passionate lip lock for a while. I pulled away from him gasping for air.

"Thank you" I whispered as my hands cupped his face and tears gleaming in my eyes.

"That's more than enough for me" Emmett cupped my neck and kissed me again, this time much softer.

Out of a sudden, there was a loud noise came from downstairs.

"Dad!" I called out. Silence. "Dad! You okay?" I called out again.

"I'm fine!" He answered.

"I'll go check on him." Emmett offered.

I nodded. I watched as he put on his shirt and went downstairs.

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Emmett POV

As I went downstairs to check on Billy, my mind was playing what Jacob had said to me. It saddens so much that my mate will feel less of himself. But that just make me more determined to show him how much worth he is to me. I will have to prove to him then.

When I approached the kitchen, I saw Billy was trying to pick up a small container on the floor. I moved swiftly to help Billy and slowly pick up the container.

"Oh, Emmett. Thank you. Can you put it on the table?" He smiled.

"Sure, Billy." I smiled back as I put the container containing fishing equipment on the table. "Going for fishing today, Billy?"

"Yeah. Charlie will come by shortly. It's been a few weeks since the last fishing trip. And now that it's a salmon fishing season, we don't want to miss it." He said with very much enthusiasm. Clearly Jake's dad is really passionate on his favourite outdoor activity.

"I see. Where will you go for your fishing spot?" I asked.

"About 2 miles from the edge of Forks, near the river."

I nodded. I'll have to remember that and inform my family not to hunt near the area as I'm sure there will be humans setting up camp for this fishing season. I continued chatting with Billy until I heard footsteps coming downstairs.

"Morning dad" Jacob greeted.

"Hey son."

"Oh, I see you have packed your stuff for your fishing trip with Charlie. I was just about to help you with it." Jacob said and came stood beside the things that Billy had put on the table.

"Nonsense! I can do it myself. You just have to take care of your pregnancy. It's not good for pregnant mothers to lift heavy stuff. Isn't it Emmett?" Billy asked me.

I grinned and nodded. "I totally agree"

Jacob glared at me and pouted slightly. "What's with calling me mother? I'm only pregnant, you know."

And there goes Billy's and my laughs as we laughed to our hearts content at Jacob's antics.

I walked to him and wrapped my arm on his shoulder and kissed his head.

"My dear sweet Jacob, you make me love you even more." I said to him. Jacob just blinked at me while his pout was every bit longer than previously, which actually just making us laughed even more.

"Well, if you guys are done with laughing at me, I'm hungry." He said as he walked to the fridge.

"Oh, Jake, if you want, you can come with me and Charlie for breakfast at Sally since we will be going there also." Billy informed.

"Okay. That sounds great." Jacob nodded.

My phone vibrates in my pocket. At the same time, Charlie's truck pulled on the driveway and a honk blared. Billy went to the front and met Charlie. I opened the text message from Edward.

If you don't come here in 10 minutes, I'll grind your Xbox into dust. Again.

"Oh, baby, I have to go. Edward really hate waiting."

"Okay" Jacob replied.

I walked to him and held his hands. "Call me when you finish. I'll pick you up from Sally then we can go to my house."

"Alright" He nodded and pecked me on my lips.

"Be careful okay. Call me if anything" I reminded him as usual when every time we part ways. I hate leaving my mate even for a second. I always worried about him and thinks about him all the time especially with his delicate condition now. I gave him a few kisses and touched his baby bump lightly where our child resides.

"Love you both." I whispered on his lips.

"Love you too."

I pecked him again and walked out from the kitchen to the front door to my Jeep. Billy was talking with Charlie as I walked to them.

"Hey Billy. I have to go. But I'll pick up Jacob from Sally after you guys finish your breakfast and we will go to my house after." I said to Billy.

"Sure. He can stay with you. Besides I'll be gone until tomorrow morning."

"Okay sure. Thanks, Billy." I smiled.

Billy nodded. "Emmett, I would like you to meet Chief Swan. Charlie, this is Emmett Cullen." He said as he introduced us.

"Hello Chief Swan. Nice to meet you. I'm Emmett Cullen." I smiled and held out my hand.

He shook my hand with a look of surprise on his face. "Cullen?"

"Yes, sir"

"Oh, good to see you" His response was short and not very friendly. And I could see from his face that he seems puzzled and confuse as to why I was here. And I could sense there was an air of dislike from him but I'm not sure whether it's either towards me directly or towards my family in general. I could guess it was the latter.

"Well, I have to go now. Billy, Chief Swan." I smiled politely and went to my Jeep.

"Why is he here?" I heard Charlie asked Billy.

"He's Jacob's boyfriend." Billy replied.

"Boyfriend?" Charlie asked in surprise.

"Yes. Any problem, Charlie?" Billy asked.

"Nah. I was just asking that's all." Charlie shrugged.

"For your information, that kid over there is a good kid. And I'm happy that Jacob's with him." Billy said seriously.

And that's all that matters to me. I don't give a damn about what other people thinks. Knowing Billy totally supports my relationship with his son gave me some confidence. I'm still a vampire but that doesn't mean I don't feel insecure. I drove away from Jacob's house headed to my home.

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Jacob POV

I hopped on the front seat of the truck with dad at the back and Charlie driving. I look out the window enjoying the scenery of Forks green forest.

"Well, Jacob, how is school for you so far?" Charlie asked.

"It's okay. I'm still trying to adapt to new environment."

"Don't worry I'm sure that most of the kids in school can help you with that. They are good kids around here and never giving any trouble to the town so far"

"Yeah, they really are friendly and helpful." I replied. If only Charlie knew.

"How's your daughter, Charlie?" my dad asked.

"She's fine! She's smart. She told me that she will be applying for universities soon. I hope she will choose Seattle University. It's not like I don't want her to go and have adventure during her young life. It's just, it would be nice if she is much closer to me. Anyway, she will be coming to visit next month. I'm sure she will be happy to see you too, Jacob. You guys are best friends."

I nodded awkwardly. Well, if you consider last conversation was 2 years ago and when you told her you were gay, she didn't return your calls or reply to your emails till today is considered best friends, then whatever makes Charlie happy, I guess.

When we reached the diner, it was half full with customers. The breakfast was uneventful to which I was grateful for as Charlie once more tend to chat about the new fishing appliances and everything, maybe due to the fishing season so he was a bit excited on that, I'm not sure.

After the breakfast, Charlie and dad continue their fishing trip plan and I was left at the diner sipping my latte. I think I remember something about drinking coffee during pregnancy, but for no reason seems like I forgot what it is about. Maybe I need to ask Carlisle later to be sure. But now I would just sat at my place here and enjoying the latte.

Suddenly, a loom of a shadow blocked my view from the rest of the diner and when I looked up, I almost dropped the cup I was holding to my mouth as I looked at the person.

"Paul! What are you doing here?" I asked.

"I was just passing through to Port Angeles, but then saw the diner and wanted to stop and grab some coffee." He smiled as he showed me a cup of takeaway coffee in his hand. "What are you doing here alone?"

"I was with my dad and Chief Swan having breakfast here. But then they already left for their fishing trip. What about you? Anything happening in Port Angeles?"

"Actually, I was on my way to see my brother there. He and his wife just had a new baby so I thought why not paid them and my nephew a visit."

"Oh, congratulations. I'm sure Owen must be ecstatic for his first child." I remembered Owen, tall, lean and very polite. He is Paul's half-brother. They came from same mother. After Paul's mom divorced from Paul's father, his mom married Owen's dad.

"Yeah, here my nephew's picture. You want to see?" Paul took out a picture from his biker jacket and handed it to me. I was reaching out my hand to take it but then he quickly sat next to me in the booth and I had to squeeze my thighs a bit so that his long legs will have ample space under the table and not pressing up against me.

"O... okay" I stuttered. My heart started to beat loudly as I felt Paul's chests touching my upper arm as he handed the picture to me. There I saw a beautiful brown eyes chubby baby boy grinning with hands waving in the air.

"Oh he's so beautiful, Paul. He looks just like you and his eyes so beautiful..."

"Looks just like you." He said softly.

My smile waned as that nervousness that loud beating in my chests returned. My mind suddenly went to that day when he saved me from getting hit by the van. When he kissed me in the woods. Involuntarily, my body shivered as I felt his hand moving through my fingers holding the picture.

He chuckled breathlessly. "I've been keeping the baby's picture with me every day, imagining that one day I would have one to call my own. A child came from me and you together. I'll admit the dreams are so heavenly I don't want to wake up fearing that it was just a dream..."

"Paul..."

His hand gripped my hand on the table. His lips just hovering above my neck. My hard was beating wildly now. I don't know why I couldn't find the strength I had in the forest that day. I had no problem resisting his advances, but now I found myself unable to move. What's happening?

"I missed you so much, baby. Will you come back to me?" Paul whispered.

I lowered my head, suddenly felt dizzy. I felt almost claustrophobic, the other side of the booth was not letting me a moment's reprieve and Paul's broad chest was like a brick wall, unyielding. I know I need to get away but how?

Suddenly a low growl was released and I looked up and saw Emmett was snarling at Paul. Paul got up from the booth and growling back at Emmett. They were standing face to face and watching them it's like watching, two lions preparing to pounce each other.

"Get away from my mate, dog." Emmett growled.

Paul snorted. "I think you're mistaken. I don't see Blondie here."

Emmett snapped. "Do not tempt me, mutt!"

"Emmett..." it was Edward holding Emmett's shoulder. He was following into the diner after he heard our thoughts.

"Or what you will do exactly?" Paul raised his eyebrow challengingly.

I jumped at Paul's retorts. Though I know Paul is hot tempered and the brawn of the pack, but when compared to Emmett, Emmett is the big bad brother who you don't want to mess with. I put myself in between the two men hoping that it will end a brawl before happening.

"Paul, Emmett is my mate."

Paul's eyes snapped back to me and his eyes widen with disbelief. He shook his head.

"Jacob! It can't be! He's a leech!"

Emmett growled again louder this time. Out of nowhere, Edward quickly pulled me from between the two large men.

"You don't want to get involved in this Jacob. I'll send you to the car." Edward dragged me away from the diner and into Emmett's Jeep.

"Edward, please don't let them..." Edward put me in the front seat of the Jeep and closed the door and walked back into the diner. I tried opened the door but I couldn't as it was locked.

Edward, please don't let them fight. I thought fearfully.

I was dead worried that they would kill each other in there. I couldn't hear anything. My body was shaking with fear, not willing to see anybody get hurt. Especially Paul. My heart skips a beat.

What? No! I don't want Paul to get hurt, because I don't want anybody to get hurt because of me.

I was rocking my body in the Jeep for a good minute when then I saw Emmett walking out of the diner and stepped into the Jeep and slammed the gas pedal, forcing the car to lurched out of the parking lot.

God, what the hell just happened?

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I glanced to Emmett who was driving past the speed limit. Something is wrong. The incident with Mike happened three weeks ago flashback into my mind. Immediately I felt scared of what's going to happen when we reach my house. I squirmed on my seat for the hundredth time as I nervously waiting for Emmett's reaction.

He was driving too fast, and he was gripping the wheel too tightly. A little bit pressure to it, I'm sure the wheel will snap like twigs. His face void of emotion as if nothing happened and we're not leaving what could be a disaster back at the cafe. I'm sure, if I didn't interfere, Paul's face will be all over the floor. It was that close from Emmett to pummel Paul to the ground.

It feels like just a few seconds ago, that he dragged me from the café and now, we reached his house. The tyre screeched as he stops the car to halt. I jumped as he slammed hard the door, and saw that he was gone and walking to the house. I noticed that this is the first time that he didn't open the car door for me. He's always there to help me, pampered me, treated me like a prince, but now, he won't even looked at me. My eyes watered pending the heartache I was feeling. I slowly got out of the car and went inside the house. The house was empty of its usual occupants. The Cullen probably on a hunting trip or shopping spree with Alice, I don't know. I walked to Emmett's room, knowing he might be there.

I opened the door and saw that he was staring to the forest his hands gripping the railing. I walked slowly to him. He was so still like a marble statue perched on the balcony. I approached closer but my feet took a step back as I saw that the railings were broken under his hands. I swallowed nervously.

"I know that we need to talk. Please, Emmett talk to me." I looked at him hopefully. He was still in his position, not moving an inch, but I know he heard me.

"Do you know how close I was to kill that mutt and sucked his body dry? Too close." He slowly turned to face me.

"Emmett, I understand that you love me and so do I. But what happened back there, it's just too much! We were just talking!"

"Don't lie to me! I'm not stupid, Jake. There was something between you and that mutt. You want to talk? Now, is the good time to talk, who is he to you?" His eyes as hard as steel staring right at me.

"Nothing! He's nothing! Please Em, please listen to me" I begged him. My body was shaking so hard, my tears was staining my face wet.

Emmett shook his head. He turned his back to me. "From now on. Every time I went hunting one of my family members will stay with you and accompany you. I will not letting you out of my sight."

That just shocked me. I don't know what fuelled his anger like this to a point that he wants to control every bit of my life. "You can't make decision all by yourself! I'm your mate!"

"Which is why I'm doing what I'm doing now, Jacob. Why can't you see that?"

"Emmett, why can't you trust me? All I ask is for you to have your trust in me."

"I do trust you, but I also need to protect you, Jacob."

"You can't protect me from everything. If you trust me then put your trust enough in me that I love you so much, I wouldn't let anyone to come between us"

Emmett pulled my shoulder and backed me to a wall. My heart thumping loudly as I looked at his steely gold honey eyes. Immediately my mind was sent back to the incident when he almost raped me. No, please, Emmett... oh god...

His voice so low and deep, his breath on my face. "You still don't get it, do you? You're mine, Jacob. I can't stand seeing another man as so much as watching you with lust in their eyes. It makes me crazy! You make me crazy"

With that, he slammed his lips hard on my lips. I grunted and my hands trying to find purchase on his chest. He pushed his tongue inside me, sucking my tongue reverently. I don't know whether to push him away or pull him closer. I was scared whether this will be another episode of that night but at the same time, my body giving in so much to him, I was torn.

His lips travel down my jaw, biting and kissing altogether, sucking my skin furiously with his teeth. When he reached a spot on my neck he sucked harder, making me gasps. His hands grasping my butt through my jeans. I kissed his jaw and moaned and his delicious hands continues grabbing me everywhere. He kissed me again, harder and desperate. I felt like I was sucked into his body, the force of his lips left me breathless.

Both his hands were rubbing my butt cheeks, grinding me to his legs. My legs move further apart when his hands cupping my sac from behind. I moaned louder but I didn't fail to notice that his eyes had turned black and he was panting madly, then suddenly he tore off my jeans. I gasped loudly as my butt hit with the cold air, and immediately he shoved one of his fingers inside my hole. I groaned at the intrusion prodding me incessantly, then soon one finger become two, two become three. I hold on tightly to his neck and anchored me to the ground because I was so close to come.

"Ah... Em… please. Please…" I whimpered. My body arched up to him and I bare my neck completely to him when his fingers rubbing my sweet spot.

He growled deep in his chest then he lifted me and wrapped my legs around his waist. I could feel his hard cock nudging my hole. I whimpered and wiggled my butt pushed down on his hip to have him inside me. But he grabbed my hips tightly restricting any moves I made. I looked at him with my hands around his shoulders. His black eyes penetrating my soul at that moment and I could feel it freezing my nerves ends.

"Tell me... I need to hear it from you."

"Em..."

"Tell me, Jacob. Tell me what I need to hear and you need to know." His voice so deep and his grips so strong, I might just faint from the intensity.

I swallowed my mouth dry. Thinking about what I should say when my mind flew out of me at that time.

"Tell me and I'll give you what you want" His steel black eyes gazed at me when I looked into his eyes. And just like that, every moment of us together since that fateful day I found him on that cliff it all just came back to me. After all this time, I've always known why he's so protective of me, why he's so possessive.

"I'm yours. Yours forever. Always." I've always known. I gave myself fully to him on that day I found him.

"Mine." He growled deep in his chest. His mouth found purchase on my neck sucking it hard bruising. I'm sure it will leave mark for everyone to see in the morning. He inhaled my scent deeply, "I love you so much, Jake. So much that it makes me scared to lose you. I can't lose you. It will hurt too much and I will die if you're not with me. I need you to know that. You hold my existence in your hands."

Tears falling from my eyes, my heart so stricken with pain and love and everything and so much. How those words brought me down to deepest depth in the ocean and lifted me up to the skies. How I could never forget his looks when he pours his love to me.

"I love you. I love you too. So much..." I said throatily. I brought my mouth to him kissing him deeply. His tongue surged forward, licking, tasting my mouth.

He pumped his cock in me, his thrusts never faltering. Each climax he gave to me, I gave myself completely to him, surrendered to his love. He made love to me again and again that day until there was nothing I could give in our love making.

And when he's done, finally sated and knotted me, he gathered me in his arms, cool breaths fanned my forehead, hands around my body, my leg thrown upon his waist, his voice so soft yet I could hear it like crashing waves.

"I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you like this because I don't know any other way to love except in this form with my hands around you" his grip tightened around me as if he was afraid to let me go.

"I love you so much when your hands upon my chest its mine, praying when you close your eyes it's with my dreams." The dam in my eyes broke, I couldn't hear it anymore yet I need to hear it so much, it hurts. It hurts me that listening to him saying this hurts me. Love is a different kind of hurt, I know it now. Then it was like pure white pain in my heart when I saw his tears falling on his beautiful face.

"Emmett..." I couldn't speak another word. I was gasping and sobbing, my palms on his face, my lips touching his as I shook my head furiously, not willing to let him continue. God, please don't hurt him please. Hurt me instead!

"So I love you baby... I love you so much without any reason not to." He whispered throatily.

I closed my eyes kissing his lips. Our wet cheeks touching each other, my hands tightened around his neck. He gripped my neck back wanting me to look him in the eyes.

"Please forgive me, baby. Forgive me when I'm being possessive. Forgive me when I'm being jealous. Forgive me when I'm a bit controlling. Forgive me that you have to be patience with me. Forgive me that I ask you this. Give me a second chance, I'll do whatever it takes to make our family work." His hand rubbing my bulging stomach where my child nestled.

"It's going to be hard for you to be beside me, to understand me, to be free in my restraint. But I'll work hard, every day. And I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, every day. You, me and our baby... every day." He kissed me in my lips passionately taking all my breaths when he pulled back.

"Will you marry me?" he asked.

I couldn't say no. He's my mate, my world, my life.

"Yes. Always."

/

"Jake, sorry if I ask you this. But I need to know"

I smiled at Mike. He was standing in front of me, with all the seriousness I never thought he could carry. And a bit of anger with obvious hurt on his face. I know by now that all of the school must've catch the rumour.

"Jake, why him?" he asked.

I smiled wider. My thumb rotating the wedding ring that Emmett bought right after he propose to me. He was so excited when he propose to me the second time in front of my dad and his family. And I could clearly remember the small wedding ceremony we had at the back of Cullen's house with only my dad and all of the Cullen. And it was so sweet that it was my dad who officiate the wedding; he was an Elder so he was legally authorized to perform a wedding. After the wedding, Esme cooked enough food to feed my ever growing appetite. Then we had music and dance with Edward playing the piano. It was perfect. It's everything I could ever want in my life. My smile never wavers as I thought about Emmett, my husband.

"I know that people think he's dangerous. Egoistic, reckless, narcissist you name it. He's all that is bad. I couldn't stand being with him for 5 minutes without wanting to kill him but I couldn't be away from him for 5 minutes without missing him. I hate him when he pulls his pranks and jokes on me. But I also love him when he's just being there for me. Even without fate that brought him to me, I'll just gladly give my soul to devil to have him in my life." I chuckled as I look at Mike's face. He's surprise to hear me says that.

"Mike, I understand really. I understand why people think why in the world I wanted to be with Emmett Cullen. I get it. But… if... if you could only see the way he loves me... then maybe you would understand why I feel this way about our love and why I choose him. He's not perfect, but he's the perfect guy for me. So Mike, really, I'm as happy as I can be."

Mike blinked his eyes and swallowed heavily. I was almost scared that my answer upset him and that he might blow out in the middle of the school hallway.

"Jake, I'm in love with you, but I know now that it'll never work. Not when there's a guy out there who loves you more and deserves to love you. I'm happy that you're happy with your life, because there's nothing I want more than seeing you happy. If there is another lifetime where we meet again, I have to tell you, I will not lose. I will try everything I can to win you. But that's another story. One that I could only dream to happen..." Mike uttered huskily. I could see he was fighting tears.

He kissed me in my cheek, "Goodbye, Jake." He whispered. Then he walked away past me. I watched him walking away against the flow of students, the one guy with his mysterious confidence who seems so perfect in every way. The guy you get up and go to school for in the morning. High school would not have been the same without him. I would not be the same without him.

I chuckled. A cold hard arms wrapped around me, a kiss to my ear make me turned around in those arms that I love.

"What makes you chuckled so beautifully, love?" Emmett looked down on me.

I grinned as I thought about how I could never forget how the past few months had changed my whole life. From that day, I met Mike, laughing with Angela and Eric, that day I met Emmett at the cliff, our mating, finding out my pregnancy, Emmett kissed me in the parking lot, our dirty romp in the restroom, hanging out with the Cullen's at the cafeteria, my dad smiling on our wedding day; wherever I go, whether it's a quarter mile or halfway across the world, these memories will always be with me. It will always be a part of me.

"Nothing." I shook my head wrapping my hands around his neck. But then I grinned widely, "Hmm... maybe just thinking about what my sexy husband promises to me this morning."

Emmett grinned. "Oh, and what does your sexy husband promises to you this morning, Mr Jacob Cullen?"

I closes my lips on his lips and whispered on his mouth. "He promises me a lifetime of blowjobs if I got A in Math."

Emmett laughed out loud, "Congratulations, Mr. Cullen!" His hands then grabbed my body closer to his chest, "Well then, I don't think we shouldn't waste time for your husband to fulfil his promise" he let me go and held my hand as he lead me from the hallway.

"Err, where do you want to go?" I asked confusedly.

"Hope another holiday trip to the restroom won't make you feel put off with the idea, dear husband" Emmett said low enough only for me to hear.

"What?! No!" I pulled my hand from him. "Emmett, no! You promise we're not going to do it there anymore!"

Fortunately, I failed to notice that a group of girls had actually overheard our conversation and was fan-girling over us like addict fans. Those girls will probably write a long fan fiction about our dirty romp and published it for slash readers. If that happens I will totally kick Emmett's ass and not going to let him having sex with me for a week. I know, that's not going to happen but then we're living in a mad mad MAD world, got to make the ride interesting right?

The End.

So what do you guys think? R&R :). There was 3 possible storyline based from this chapter. If you read closely, you could imagine all of that three and be totally addicted thinking about them. Clues? Look for 'dreams'. You'll get there :)

A/N :Thank you very much for all your time spent reading this piece. It's been such a great journey starting with You Found Me and to the end of IAMMMW. Knowing that there are readers who even take time to wait for more than one year, thank you from the bottom of my heart. Thank you for staying to the end.

A/N 2: On another note, remember the Viking story that I had mentioned previously? Yeah, during the past year, I was writing the story. Its 90% done with the storyline but 5% done with spellings and grammars. Haha. I really need some help with the grammars and everything. It's the most difficult story I've ever written as it was set during Viking Age, the language is different, the setting is different. I need to do a lot of research writing the story. I had to dig up Viking history, old Norse myth, to the details of their clothes and ceremonies. It's just a lot. I don't know when it will be finish. And another concern is the main pairing. I know almost zero people (except me), who ship Eric Northman from True Blood and Jacob. But Eric is the most suitable character to play a Viking prince. I totally couldn't imagine Eric out of the picture. But then there's another promising hero that I can think, its Jasper. He used to be Civil War soldiers, so I know there's a dominant part in him that can be ruthless. It's totally perfect for a Viking prince. Anyway, I could rant about it for hours on end. Its just that good. See ya again!