I came up with this a few days ago and I don't really know how but it evolved into the start of yet another fanfic... This is like my third fic going on right now... Hope you enjoy it :) I DON'T OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS IN THIS, ONLY THE STORY LINE, and like I said, this isn't your typical high school fic ;)

Phil's POV

"Well" I say, trying to hold back the tears "I guess this is... goodbye..."

"Yeah" I see his beautiful brown eyes well up with emotion. I lean towards him and peck him lightly on his soft lips

"Good bye"

"Bye... I love you"

"I-I love you too"

I pick up my bag, turn my back to him and get into my parents car; never looking back, not ready to face the fact I'll never see this perfect face again... As I sit in silence in the car I take my diary out my bag and begin to read the entries I put in the last two weeks.

Dear diary,

Today is the first day of the annual summer camp I go to. I know it sounds a bit girly but I really like doing this every year! I get to do all kinds of stuff and make new friends and get away from all that attention at school, and I hope this year will be no different. I'm sharing a cabin with my old friend Chris (he's been going to these camps longer than I have), PJ who I met last year and a new guy called Dan...

~Phil

Dear diary,

The first day has been and gone already. Me and Chris laughed and joked as usual and me and Peej caught up on each other's lives since last year. But Dan, oh my gosh... his eyes are like melted chocolate, his hair dark brown and slightly curly, when he laughs he shows the most ADORABLE dimples... He's so nice and genuine, so different to the guys I end up hanging around school with. I know I'm gay by the way. I'm not entirely sure why I'm reminding myself of that but yeah.

~Phil

Dear diary,

It's been a few days since I last wrote and me and Dan are really taking off. We spend almost the whole of every day together; we laugh and talk and mess about. He says he's really glad he met me... I blushed so much when he said that, I'm still blushing now at the thought of it. Chris and PJ have been off doing their own thing alot so I haven't seen much of them, I wonder what they have been up to. No good I presume.

~Phil

Dear diary,

Wow have I got a lot to say about the last few days. Lets start from the beginning. Dan had been acting weird around me so I asked him what was up. He asked if I could keep a secret and I answered yes, I had been keeping my closest friend's secrets since I was about 5. Then he came out... literally, he told me he was gay. As soon as he had said it he burst into tears. I comforted him but my mind was racing. I liked Dan, reeeeally liked him and now I knew he was gay could we really be... Then he told me another thing that really blew my head out the water... He liked me, like liked me liked me. He then stared at me, as though afraid I would hit him or something. I needed to tell him it was okay, I was gay too, I liked him back all in just a second. So I took his hand in mine, looked straight into those chocolate eyes and pressed my lips against his. My eyes fluttered shut, his arms slithered around me waist, my hand ran though his hair... it was the most amazing sensation of my life. When we finally parted we were grinning wildly at each other.

"Do you like me?" he said

"What do you think?" I giggled a little

"So, are we...?"

"Depends if you're gonna ask me"

"Phil, will you go out with me?"

"Yes" I whispered as I connected our lips again

So yeah... I have a boyfriend :)

~Phil

I shut the diary quickly, I couldn't bare to read anymore. Daniel Howell, the first person I felt I truly loved... but it could never have been; it was just a silly summer romance.

Or was it? R&R for something awesome that I can't be asked to think of right now ;D (This was just an intro thingy btw)