Lying.

Wasn't that the straw that broke the camel's back?

Inserting an angelic pacemaker into my little brother to keep him topside.

Knew it was wrong.

Knew that I should tell him the truth.

It was his soul, after all.

I had no right to force him to live if he didn't want to.

Was I coward?

Was I a coward for needing my little brother riding shotgun with me?

Sammy, I'm sorry, if you ever find out.

I didn't want to be alone. I'm sorry.