I'm Never Leaving You

I don't own House of Anubis but the plot.

Fabian's POV

Everything seemed like a blur. I was sitting on Nina's bed smiling and then all of the sudden, Nina's eyes just dropped cold and her body just laid there.

Not moving at all.

She was rushed to the hospital with me holding her hand. I couldn't believe my first love. My chosen one, is dying.

She had a disease no cancer that made her like this. She needs to fight it. She can't give up.

I was sitting next to her at the hospital. Squeezing the life out of her hand, chewing my lip, my body shaking with fear.

All the beeping around me in the piercing white room and that smell you always get when your at the doctors making you gag.

I couldn't sit here and watch Nina die. Not without a last goodbye. No I don't want to say goodbye. Tears welled up by eyes but it won't flow. I rub her fingers.

Please wake up Nina, please.

"If you can here me. Squeeze my fingers." I said but it was all in the movies you got something. Do you know what I got?

Nothing.

I got nothing. I felt the tears that won't come out, stream down my cheeks.

"Please, wake up. Wake up." I whispered slightly raising my voice. I bent down and kissed her cold lips.

I started crying hysterically. Punching the wall, bruising my fists. I hear the beeping sound grow. And I start panicking.

"Nina, fight it. Oh god please fight it." I yelled panicking. "Damn it!" I ran toward the door and opened the door.

"Help! Help!" I hollered. Doctors and nurses came in frantically trying to get to Nina. A doctor ushered me out.

"No! No! No no no." I kept repeating no's.

"Mister, you must wait in the waiting room." The doctor ordered. After couple of long hours of waiting, the doctor came in.

"Mister Rutter?" He called. I stood up and walked towards him.

"I have some good news." He started to say. "And bad news."

"Good news, Miss Martin is awake." He said. "Bad news, she has fifty percent to not make it. We did took out some of the cancer and in order to take the whole thing out we must do surgery but patients might make it or not make it."

"It's her decision. Not mine." I said and walked towards Nina's room. I saw her awake on the bed. Her curly locks was not curly anymore. They were wavy. Which was gorgeous. Her eyes which were full if happiness before now her eyes shows sadness and pain. Her skin started peeling and her skin was so pale. She was too skinny, you could see her ribs. The color of her face drained. Her smile she left on was now replaced with an emotionless frown. I hated seeing her this way. She does not deserve any of this at all.

"Fabian?" Nina croaked. "Come here!" Her voice cracked so weakly. She was in pain. I wish I could have done something.

"Nina, I've missed you so much. Thank you for waking up." I said. She smiled for the first time making my heart flip, I was sure I could have had a heart attack.

"Me too. Fabian, promise me that at any cost, you will move on and have a better life. Just remember that I'm never leaving you. But I don't know if I can fight it anymore." Nina coughed. "I love you Fabian." Her eyes drooped

"Nina. Please no. Do not die on me. Don't you dare close your eyes. I love you Nina. Oh god, please please!" I cried. Her eyes closed and the beeper monitor stopped.

Nina was gone.

(Line Break)

It was the day I go to Nina's funeral. I wore my black suit. I met with Nina's gran and the Anubis friends. I sat down in the front.

"We all gather here today for The funeral of Nina Jacqueline Maria Yasmin Jetty Santana Martin." Wow her name was long.

"She was a perfect granddaughter to Maria Martin and the girlfriend of Fabian Rutter." She was perfect.

"Will anybody come up here to say a few words about Nina?" Amber stood up and went to the stage where the coffin of Nina's body was there. I sobbed quietly. I felt a hand on my back. It was Nina's gran.

"Nina was my Best American Friend Forever. I sometimes annoy her because well I try to change her wardrobe or do her hair. And I can't believe she's gone. She was the only one who knew me for me. And I'm not just a dumb blonde. I'm more than that. She was the best friend anyone can ask for." Amber cried and ran off sobbing. Then it went like that for a half hour. But this last one made me wonder.

"Nina, was my sister. And I didn't protect her. I should have know why when she was in pain but covering it up. Last week she threw up and said it was just the dinner she had. This was going around for nine months. She told me she had cancer and told me not to tell anybody. I could have done something sooner but Nina told me not too. And I'm sorry." Eddie said. My anger started rising. I got up and lunged at him.

"You bastard. How could you do this to me, Amber, and Nina. She died because of you." I screamed. "You've done other things but this one crossed the line. I hate you. I'm not going to be friends with a person who doesn't have the balls to speak up." I said never saying that to anybody.

"Fabian, I'm so sorry. I'm stupid no I'm an idiot no I'm a douchebag." Eddie said.

"Sorry doesn't cut it." I said and got off of him. Amber glared at Eddie. Patricia looked at Eddie in fear. Everyone just glared at him. I went up to the stage.

"Nina Martin was the love of my life. My first girlfriend. First kiss. First live. I loved her so much I was going to propose her but I couldn't. It was ruined." I said glaring at Eddie. "She was beautiful. Perfect. Flawless. Any thing she is not she is not ugly or mean. She's the opposite. Her life was perfect. She had perfect friends and a boyfriend. She does not deserve to die. She's the greatest person I have ever met in my entire life. She said she wanted me to to be happy and move on. Whatever circumstances that happens. She said she will never leave me. She couldn't fight the cancer. She was too weak. But I knew that she could. But she gave up. I knew that that changes everything. I love you Nina. Rest in Peace!" I cried sobbing. Everyone clapped and then we walked out to see a hole. For Nina's coffin. I sobbed. Nina will be gone forever. They placed Nina's coffin and then covered it. Everybody left except me and Amber.

"I can't believe she's gone." Amber sobbed leaning on my shoulder. We hugged crying thinking of Nina. I drove her to my place. I couldn't believe it when I got inside. She was there all dressed in white. Her dress was long sleeved and very flowy. She had a flower head band going around her head. She had white flats. She was beautiful.

She said smiling,

"I told you I wouldn't leave you."

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