AN: So, this chapter is finally here! I know I'm forever behind and as usual, I don't have much of an excuse, except the simple fact that I'm busy and had writer's block (yet again). BUT, we're here now, so let's put all that behind us.

So a few weeks (maybe even months lol) ago I asked my Tumblr (follow me: tfdias - shameless plug!) followers to suggest a song that was passionate but wasn't R&B music. Everyone had great suggestions, but let's just say that Misschevious hit the nail on the head.

So, this chapter is inspired by (and contains lyrics from) "Inside My Love" by Delilah. Seriously, I fell in love with this song because it gave me exactly what I was looking for. And of course, I had to go look up the rest of her music - which is amazing by the way! So, I would totally suggesting listening to this song at some point in your life.

And this is most definitely NSFW (or maybe it is, if you don't have lingering coworkers).

Enjoy! (:

It was the best sleep she had gotten in months and it literally pained her that it was over. It was morning and she had slept long enough, the early sun's glow making the message very clear.

His bed.

His bed felt like a cloud, like a haven of marshmallows that conformed to every curve of her body. His sheets, the silk material felt cold against her naked skin. His pillows, adorned with his scent. She nuzzled her face further into the fluff, inhaling all of him.

Her eyelids lifted slowly and she found the place where he was resting next to her empty. She reached out, running her fingers along the spot that was still warm - he hadn't gone far.

Maybe to the bathroom, maybe for a quick bite to eat, maybe to answer an important phone call. Wherever he went, he hadn't gone far.

Last night had left her feeling incredibly close to him and not just sexually. He had comforted her, he had soothed her. He gave her the first experience of oral sex, her first ever orgasm. He gave her something she never had before, something she had needed for a long time - security.

She hadn't given him anything and he was giving her everything.

She had doubts about sleeping with him. She regretted being too tired the night before, but she also accepted it as a moment that she needed to make sure that this was what she wanted, that he was what she wanted.

And right now, she wanted him more than ever. All of him.

The warm water cascaded down his body as he lathered his favorite body wash across his skin. It was cologne-infused, giving him a subtle manly scent every time he used it to take a shower. The soft sounds of music flooded the bathroom and he gave himself some time to freshen up. He was glad that he had invested in the little Bluetooth waterproof speaker that suction-cupped to the shower wall and played the music from his phone beautifully. Steam fogged up the glass door and his hands ran through his hair, scrubbing his scalp as he allowed the two-in-one shampoo and conditioner to work its magic on is soft, dark brown curls.

Soft curls.

Her curls.

He was faced with her soft, jet black curls when he woke up next to her this morning. Her curly locks were spread about wildly, resembling a lion's mane as they contrasted against his pillows. Her little button nose and full lips barely peeked out from underneath her forrest of curls and he wanted nothing more than to kiss her, to feel his lips pressed against hers. He wanted nothing more than to have their bodied connected, than to feel himself inside of her. He felt himself growing in excitement and decided that it was not a good idea to act out his fantasy. He decided a nice shower would calm him down, would relax him, and clear his head.

So here he was, alone, day dreaming of the angel sleeping in his bed. How he would love if she was in here, with him, the both of them cleaning each other. How she must have felt underneath his soap covered palms, how she must have looked while the water splashed over her body.

His body tensed when he felt a pair of small hands on his back. As the initial sense of shock wore away, he turned around and looked down upon the most glorious sight he'd ever seen. She was naked, completely bare as she stood before him. He watched as her lightly curled hair from last night transformed into tight curls as it sucked in the moisture and steam from the water.

Her eyes.

Her eyes were bigger and browner than they normally were and if he wasn't mistaken, there were a few tears settled in her waterline, just waiting for the moment when they were able to burst.

But why?

Why was she on the verge of tears?

"He... he hurt me.."

"Livvie..", he whispered, interjecting her statement.

"Please..", she lifted her head to stare into his eyes, placing her finger on his lips, "...just, just let me finish." He nodded in agreement, allowing her to continue with her admission.

"He hurt me so bad. To have... to have someone who picked you up while you were broken, temporarily repair you, to turn around and break you again is devastating."

"He made me feel like I was the only girl in the world and I looked at him like he was the only guy. He gave me a new sense of self, a new peace of mind, and then he ripped it away from because he was jealous. Jealous that he wasn't the only one whose hopes and dreams were coming true. Jealous because he was no longer the only one who had eyes for me. Jealous because the lonely caterpillar grew wings and was able to fly away..."

He listened intently as she spoke. He watched how the pain of memories of heartbreak coursed through her body, how she was falling apart right in front of him. He wanted to save her; save her from the thoughts that consumed her mind and haunted her. But he couldn't. He knew she needed this.

"We were so in... I was so in... I thought we were so in love with each other, but I was wrong."

She turned away from him, wrapping her crossing her arms across her chest to protect herself from the vulnerability she was feeling. She was finally expressing herself to him, letting her know how she had felt, what she was feeling, and what she hoped to never feel again.

"I want you Fitz. I want you more than anything. I want us", she spoke with her back to him. "I want to give you me. I want to forget all about Edison and give myself entirely to you. But I'm scared. I'm scared that you might hurt me. I'm scared that you'll build me up and tear me down like he did."

She turned around, feeling brave as she got her feelings off of her chest.

"Fitz, I'm scared because I think I'm falling for you". She searched his face for any reaction and she instantly saw the moment his face flinched in shock. "I know it's early. I know we haven't known each other long, but..."

"Livvie, stop", he could no longer stand watching her beat herself up. "Stop talking, just...", he reach out for her, his hand around her waist as he pulled her body closer to his.

"Stop doubting yourself. Stop doubting me, stop doubting us. I... I would never hurt you like he did. I could never hurt you. Baby, I need you to believe in me the way I believe in you, the way I believe in us".

"Fitz...", she whimpered, small tears forming in her eyes.

"I've been feeling the same about you. From the moment I laid eyes on you, I knew I was falling for you. And the more I got to know you, the more I was around you I knew that I wanted nothing more than this. Than you, in my arms, expressing the very same emotions I was feeling about you..."

"While naked?", she joked, trying to lighten to mood.

"You being naked is just a perk", he grinned, tilting his head downward to lay a soft kiss against her lips. When he pulled away, he watched as her eyes reopened after fluttering closed on a few moments before.

"You are so beautiful Olivia, so beautiful", he whispered against her lips. "I would never hurt you", he reassured her again.

"I need you Fitz. I need you to make love to me. I need you to make me feel beautiful", she admitted barely above a whisper.

She felt his lips lock with hers again, one of his hands wrapped around her waist and the other in her hair as his tongue darted around in her mouth. His arousal was evident; she could feel his growth resting against her stomach as their kissing intensified.

He pulled away from her, brushing her hair from her face before he slightly bended her knees to lift her body up. Her legs wrapped around his waist instantly, which he enjoyed very much as his member was now nestled at the entrance of her core.

He didn't even bother to turn the water off as he carried her out of the shower.

She initiated a sweet assault on his jawline as he carried her out of the bathroom and back over to his bed, where they had spent the night before. Their bodies were both soaking wet, little droplets dripping from their skin and making puddles all over the carpeted floor.

"The water's still running", she smiled as he laid her down on her back in the middle of the bed, his arms wrapped behind her waist.

"I don't care", he responded, leaning in to place open-mouthed kisses on her neck.

"The music's still playing..."

"I don't want my neighbors to think I'm in here committing a murder when you scream...

"Oh really? And what makes you... oh, oh shit!". She moaned lowly, her legs loosening their hold from around his body when his hand crept in between her thighs, his thumb finding its home on her bundle of nerves.

"Ooohhh...", she shivered against his touch. His teeth lightly grazed against her skin and his finger moved in slow, deliberate circles against her clit. "Baby...", she groaned, prompting him to lean in and kiss her.

"Still want me to turn the music off?" She rolled her eyes and he couldn't help but to laugh at their playful banter. "I have to find a condom. Don't move", he ordered as he quickly stepped away from her body, rummaging through his side table drawer.

She exhaled deeply, smiling shyly to herself as she ran her fingers through her soaking wet and now tangled hair. She was pretty sure that there would be unbearable knots that she was going to have to deal with, but that was something she would have to worry about later on. Right now, the task at hand was for her to try and keep herself together. She was embarrassed and elated all at the same time. Never had Edison made her make such noises, yet Fitz could make her sound like she was headlining a world tour with one simple touch.

"What is it?", he smiled when he returned to the bed and found her grinning from ear to ear. Although he had absolutely no idea why he was smiling, he couldn't even help it. Something about her just made him ultimately happy.

"I'm going to have sex with you..."

"You are...", he raised his eyebrow, agreeing with her random outburst, but knowing that she had more to say.

"We're going to have sex together...", she shifted on the bed, resting on her elbows. Her smile seemed to fade and this time she spoke in a more serious tone, one that sounded like sudden realization.

"We are...", he answered again, this time with a hint of concern in his voice.

"I'm not... I'm not really that experienced. I mean, I'm not inexperienced, but I don't know much about moves and tricks. I guess... I just want this to be good for you too..."

"Sex is a learning experience Liv. We all had to start somewhere", he kissed her forehead. "We can learn each other together", he then moved to kiss her nose. "Are you ready?", he asked hovering over her lips.

"I've never been more ready for anything in my life".

His hands moved to cover himself in the latex material. She watched as he took ahold of his length, fisting himself slowly with his eyes locked on hers. Those beautiful baby blues that had a way of shifting colors that made her soul crumble.

She was lucky. He was smart, sweet, had a real job (a position of power, at that), knew how to dress (a simple yet huge turn on for her) and he was an amazing kisser. Physically, he was built like a gladiator. Strong, thick muscular arms that led to a nice chest, toned legs and washboard abs that could kill. And that sexy little cut in his lower stomach that led to his...

Damn, his dick was huge. She noticed him in the shower, but he wasn't fully aroused then. She had never seen one so big, so beautiful. He was long, yet thick. A nice, light shade that almost seemed that he had tanned naked. She took her time, taking this marvelous view in. She studied every ridge, every vein, the slight upward curve and the way his tip swelled with pride, and quickly engraved it to her memory.

"See something you like?", he teased when he caught her staring as he readied himself. When she smiled bashfully, he knew that she was enjoying the view.

She tucked her bottom lip under her top row of teeth as he moved between her opened thighs. His tip grazed against her core and she bit down on her lip, whimpering while he teased her. He lightly brushed his thumbs at the apex of her thighs, which he had learned was a pleasure point from the previous night before.

Two people, just meeting

Barely touching each other

Two spirits, greeting

Trying to carry it further

"You're so ready for me, baby", he encouraged when he saw how her moisture was already forming. "Are you ready for me, baby?"

He was taunting her and she was surely not here for it. Now was not the time for playing games. After last night's preview, she wanted the real thing and she wanted it now.

"Fitz, please...", she begged. She was not ashamed at all, whatsoever. He told her that this was going to be a learning experience, their learning experience, and she was ready for whatever it is that he wanted to teach her.

The sound of her begging made him twitch in his hand. He wanted to get her as riled up as possible. He wanted to make sure she was catered to first, that his needs were met after, but the way she lay below him, naked and biting her lip in anticipation...

'Cause you are one

And I am the other

We should be

One, inside each other

He moved himself to her entrance, slowly pushing himself inward into her warm and moist heat. His eyes locked with hers and he studied her outward facial expressions, as well as her inward muscle movements as he continued to slide into her.

"Holy shit!", she thought to herself when he finally entered her. It had been awhile since she had sex and Edison couldn't light a match to what Fitz was working with. The pressure of him filling her inch by inch was nothing but pleasurable. When he was finally fully sheathed, she felt him stop moving, allowing her to adjust to his size.

She felt like she could damn near rip in half.

Feeling her warmth enveloping him was like paradise. When he finally was able to fit all the way inside her, he had to stop and rejoice in the moment he was in. He could feel the slight clamping around him and he almost let go right then and there. He waited until he was sure that she was well-adjusted to him before he slowly withdrew himself to the tip.

You can see inside me

Will you come inside me?

Do you wanna ride?

He repeated his actions, filling her completely before pulling all the way out, leaving the last inch or so in before he moved himself back inside of her again. The sweet torture was becoming more than she could bare as she felt her teeth digging deeper into the flesh of her lip.

She was surprised that she hadn't started bleeding yet.

He took his time with her; giving her all of his manhood over and over again, while also giving himself to her completely. Olivia was his. He didn't know how he knew, but he was certain that this was where he wanted to be. He wanted to be with her - making love to her, making life decisions with her, starting a family with her - all he wanted was her.

Two strangers, not strangers

Only lacking the knowing

So willing, feeling

Infinite growing

Different thoughts raced through her mind as he fucked her deep and slow. She wasn't sure if she was what her girls called "dickmatized", but in this very moment, she would give Fitz anything he wanted. She would make his coffee every morning, pick up their children every afternoon and lay in his bed at night - she would give him all of her.

'Cause you are one

And I am the other

We should be

One, inside each other

"So good baby...", she felt his hot breath in her ear before she felt the tip of his tongue running against her earlobe. Up until now, the room was dead silent, except for their breathing, the slight rhythmic squeaking of the mattress, and the occasional whimpers that managed to escape from her mouth.

"Be as loud as you want Livvie... don't be afraid", he whispered as he now began rolling his hips with each stroke he made, which instantly made her sigh deeply. "I'm right here baby...", his lips latched on to her neck, sucking the skin hard.

Inside my love

"Oh my God!", she whispered, her body now shivering uncontrollably.

"Right here Livvie, you don't have to be afraid..."

Inside my love

"Oh my fucking God!", she screamed out when he grazed her spot one last time, taking her over the edge and breaking her levee. Feeling her tighten around him and the digging of her nails into his shoulder blades was enough to send him over the edge too.

Inside my love

Their bodies shook together; words, noises and screams that could not be understood by either of them filled the air as they both reached their peaks at the same time. He had led her to another Earth-shattering orgasm, this one even better than the last.

She couldn't even begin to fathom how it managed to only get better.

He slowly lowered himself onto her, trying to catch his breath as she rubbed soft circles on his back. He was worried that his weight would crush her, but she only seemed to hold him tighter when he tried to move away. He nuzzled his face in the crook of her neck, the ends of her wet hair tickling his nose.

Inside my love

She could feel him smiling against her skin. It was faint, but she could make out the slight spreading of his lips into that crooked grin that she loved so very much. She strained her neck to the side and found his staring up at her. She couldn't resist the urge to press her lips to his.

"Hi..", she said softly after tearing away from their kiss.

"Hi, beautiful..."