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Chapter 4: Logan Finds Out
Kendall was pacing back and forth in his and Logan's bedroom. He was worried about tonight. James would be home soon and he'd had to seduce the pretty boy into telling him that he knew about him and Logan or sleep with him to keep up the reuse to James. Logan was sitting on his bed watching him.
"This is gonna work," Logan said softly.
"I hope so," Kendall said.
"You just gotta break him," Logan said.
"Easier said that done," Kendall said looking over at Logan.
"I have faith in you Kendall," Logan said encouragingly.
"That makes one of us," Kendall muttered. Logan jumped up from the bed and walked over to Kendall.
"Relax, you got this," Logan said grabbing Kendall but the shoulders. "You're Kendall Knight, you're the fearless leader of Big Time Rush and you take no prisoners. You can do this," he said.
"Can I?" Kendall asked.
"Yes," Logan said pulling the blonde in for a kiss. Kendall melted into the kiss and his hands anchored themselves on Logan's hips. Logan broke the kiss as it threatened to heat up. He shook his head. "Save it," he said. Kendall nodded his head.
"So how far am I gonna have to go with him?" Kendall asked.
"He's gonna break way before it gets too bad don't worry," Logan assured the blonde.
"Are you sure?" Kendall asked.
"No, but this is James once he gets uncomfortable he freaks," Logan said. Kendall nodded his head, but he wasn't sure about this.
-The One Where Everybody Finds Out-
James was pacing back and forth in Camille's living room. Carlos and Camille were watching him pace. He hated to admit it, he was a bit nervous about tonight. What if Kendall didn't crack, what if he did sleep with him just to keep up his secret. James wasn't sure if he wanted to sleep with Kendall. Yeah, they were friend and James was bi, but he didn't really like Kendall that way. Kendall was a friend and that was it.
"Will you relax, he'll break," Camille said as if she had read his thoughts.
"Are you sure, I mean this is Kendall we're talking about," James said turning to her. He looked at Carlos for help.
"Yeah, he once lied to his mother about a test score and begged a teacher for a retake just so he wouldn't have to tell his mother he bombed the test," Carlos said. James nodded his head.
"This is different," Camille stated simply.
"Hopefully," James said, "I mean I am bi, but he's Kendall, I don't like him like that," he said.
"Well, as much fun as this is, I have a date I'll see you guys later. Please be done by the time I get back," Carlos said as he started for the door.
"I make no promises," James said.
"James," Carlos said.
"What, you know how tough Kendall can be, I should've gone after Logan, he's weaker," James said. Carlos opened his mouth, but closed it.
"Just be done," Carlos said as he walked out the door.
James looked at his watch and saw that it was almost time for him to go meet up with Kendall. Logan would be leaving soon and they'd have the place to themselves. James was going to have to crack Kendall.
"You ready?" Camille asked.
"No," James admitted.
"Well let's go," Camille said ushering James out the door.
-The One Where Everybody Finds Out-
Kendall was standing in the kitchen waiting for James to show up. Logan was in the bathroom so he'd be able to hear everything and maybe help Kendall if he freaked. The only thing he hoped was James didn't need to use the bathroom. Kendall walked over to the bathroom and opened the door. He saw Logan sitting there.
"He's not here yet?" Logan asked. Kendall shook his head. "Maybe he chickened out," he said.
"I don't know," Kendall said. The front door opened and Kendall quickly shut the bathroom door. He turned and saw James walked into the room. James smirked when their eyes locked.
"You're here," James said.
"Told you I would be," Kendall said.
"So here we are," James said gesturing to the living room before letting his arms fall to his sides.
"Indeed," Kendall said. This was so awkward.
"You know, I'm glad you called," James said slowly as he walked up to Kendall. Kendall arched an eyebrow at James as he moved into the living room away from the bathroom. Logan knew what was happening, that didn't mean Kendall wanted him to hear it all.
"Oh yeah, and why's that," Kendall asked turning to face the pretty boy.
"I was starting to think you weren't getting what I was putting out there," James said his eyes roaming over Kendall.
"Well, I was," Kendall said slowly. He smiled as he looked James over. James was standing near the kitchen counter not moving. "So, uh we're alone," he said.
"We are," James said nodding his head slowly. He moved over to the blonde. He stopped in front of him. "This last week, you've just been…so…god," James said biting his lip.
Kendall swallowed the lump in his throat. He was nervous about this, James seemed to be into this. He knew James knew he was with Logan. He just had to get him to admit it.
"So, uh wanna sit?" Kendall asked not wanting this to progress the way it was. James nodded his head. They sat down on the couch together.
"I"ve been thinking about this all afternoon," James said.
"Me too," Kendall nodded his head. He looked around nervously. He wasn't sure how to stall this without being obvious about it. "Should I put some music on?" Kendall asked jumping up and grabbing the remote to the stereo. James nodded his head. Kendall turned on some slow mood music. This was the last song he had played to get Logan into the mood the other day. The CD hadn't been taken out. Now his thoughts were on Logan.
"Maybe I could dance for you?" James said standing up and swaying his hips to the music. He moved over to Kendall dancing to the beat his hips swaying. Kendall watched his hips but all he could think about was Logan.
"You look good," Kendall said licking his lips at the thought of Logan.
"Thanks, I try," James said smirking. He rolled his hips and stepped up to Kendall. Kendall's thoughts wouldn't turn from Logan though. All he could think of was Logan trying to be sexy and being awkward about it until he got into his groove.
"Sexy," Kendall whispered as he thought of Logan.
"Don't say things like that, it makes me want to rip your clothes off and have you take me right here," James said lowly.
"Well, why don't we move this to the bedroom then," Kendall suggested.
"Really?" James asked shocked.
"Oh, do you not want to?" Kendall asked. Had he done it? Was James gonna crack.
"No, no I do, I just want start here, maybe get some lotion and see where that goes," James said arching an eyebrow at the blonde.
"That's sound great, I'll go get some lotion," Kendall said pointing to the bathroom. James nodded his head. Kendall headed over to the bathroom. Once he was in there he shut the door and looked at Logan who was sitting on the counter. "This is getting out of hand, he wants me to get lotion," Kendall said.
"He's bluffing," Logan hissed jumping down from the counter.
"No, I'm serious he's not backing down," Kendall said shaking his head.
"He will, now…" Logan said grabbing the bottle of lotion from the counter and putting it in Kendall's hand, "get back out there. He's going to crack," he said.
"I don't know," Kendall said slowly.
-The One Where Everybody Finds Out-
James looked over his shoulder and Kendall wasn't back yet. He opened the apartment door and saw Camille standing there. She was eager to hear what he had to say.
"He's not backing down, this isn't going to work," James said shaking his head.
"Get back in there, it is too," Camille said.
"Aren't you guys done yet?" Carlos asked walking up to them.
"Not yet, he's not cracking," James said.
"Seriously, I want to play Castle Smashers," Carlos sighed.
"The sooner I crack him, the sooner we can get on with our lives," James said.
"Show your abs," Carlos said quickly, "it's his kryptonite, I've heard him and Logan arguing over it once. He can't help but stare," he said grabbing James' shirt and ripping it open. James opened his mouth to protest. "I'll buy you a new one, now get in there you're wasting my video game time," he said. He pushed James into the apartment and shut the door behind him.
James turned and saw Kendall exiting the bathroom with the lotion. Kendall looked at James confused.
"Are you leaving?" the blonde asked.
"Not without you," James replied.
"So uh," Kendall said holding up the lotion. His eyes were locked on James' abs. James smirked to himself.
"I guess this is it," James said stopping in front of him. Kendall nodded his head, his eyes still on James' abs. James placed his hand on Kendall's hip and pulled him in closer. Kendall's eyes snapped up to his face.
"Yeah, let's do this," Kendall said slowly. He looked at James trying not to look down at his abs.
"Our first kiss," James said. Kendall nodded his head biting his lip nervously. He leaned in closer and James did as well. They froze a centimeter apart. James moved the rest of the way and pressed their lips together. He was in this all the way.
Kendall pushed James away, "Alright, alright, alright you win, I can't have sex with you," he said shaking his head.
"Why not?" James asked grinning.
"Because I'm in love with Logan!" Kendall hollered. The bathroom door and the front door opened. Logan walked out of the bathroom as Camille and Carlos stumbled into the apartment. Logan walked over to Kendall his eyes wide as he looked at the blonde. "That's right I love him, I LOVE HIM!" Kendall said pointing at Logan. Logan stopped in front of the blonde looking at him with a loving expression. "I love you Logan," Kendall said softly to Logan as he placed his arms around his waist.
"I Love you too, Kendall," Logan said wrapping his arms around the blonde's neck. He pulled him closer as he stood on his toes and kissed the blonde with everything he had. The other three were shocked.
"I thought you guys were screwing around, I didn't know you were in love," Camille said once they parted. Logan was smiling as he hugged the blonde a bit tighter.
"That's it then? Everybody knows, no more secrets?" Carlos asked.
"Well actually, my mom doesn't know, I was hoping we could keep that from her until we can figure out how she'd take it," Kendall said.
"Ok, we know, but just so you guys know, we're ok with it," Camille said.
"I agree, I mean come on I came out to you guys," James said.
"I know, but you tend to say things in the heat of the moment and I just don't want my mom to freak, I want to ease her into this," Kendall said.
"I haven't told my mother yet either," Logan said as the apartment door opened. Jennifer and Katie stopped in the doorway. Kendall and Logan let their arms drop as they looked at one another.
"Mom, what are you doing here?" Kendall asked.
"We weren't eve there an hour when Katie tried to pull a scam and got us kicked out, what's going on?" Jennifer asked looking around the room. "Logan sweetie is something wrong?" she asked obviously having heard what Logan had said.
"No, I'm fine," Logan said his eyes wide.
"Is this about you two dating, I already know," Jennifer said. Kendall's eyes went wide as he looked at his mother. "I just didn't want to push you guys into telling me. I knew when you were ready you'd tell me and your mother does know. We figured it out while you guys were on tour. She came up to me after your show in Minnesota," she said.
"You're not mad that we kept this from you?" Kendall asked.
"No, as long as your happy sweetie, I'm happy," Jennifer said to her son.
"Ok no more secrets, why don't we go out to celebrate, I want smoothies," Carlos said.
"Yeah sounds good," James said.
"Let's go, we'll be back in a bit mom," Kendall said.
"Alright boys, have fun," Jennifer said, "you too Camille," she added to the curly haired brunette. James ran to his bedroom and changed shirts.
The five of them all said quick goodbyes and left the apartment. Kendall and Logan didn't bother hiding that they were dating. Kendall grabbed Logan's hand and pulled him closer to him. They all climbed into the elevator. Kendall made Logan stand in front of him. He rested his chin on Logan's shoulder.
"Ok, just because we all know that doesn't mean you do it while we're in the apartment," James said braking the silence.
"Agreed, we'll keep that part secret still," Kendall chuckled.
"I'm glad everyone knows we're dating now," Logan said as the elevator doors opened and Jo and Lucy were outside the elevator their eyes wide.
"Not everybody," James said laughing as he left the elevator.
"Hey girls," Kendall said.
"You owe me twenty bucks," Jo said turning to Lucy. "I told you," she gloated.
"Damn, I…just damn," Lucy said pulling out twenty bucks and handing it to Jo.
"What's that about?" Kendall asked.
"I told her you and Logan were dating, and she didn't believe me," Jo said, "you are dating right? I heard you correctly?" she asked.
"Yeah, we are you just missed the whole finding out thing, we're going for smoothies now, want to join us?" Kendall asked.
"Yeah, it'll be fun," James said winking at Lucy.
"Why not," Lucy said looking at Jo who agreed as well. The seven teens headed out of the Palm Woods in search of their smoothies.
Boom! That's the end. I hops you all liked it, I had tons of fun writing this. I got Jo and Lucy into this at the very end. I spent most of the fic wondering how to get them into this, but the lines were already spread thin between James, Carlos, and Camille. I think adding them at the end was perfect. I like how this turned out.
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