A.N: I don't anything of the twilight series. This all came from my imagination…..

I sigh, "I'm not sure why everyone is making a big deal out of my 17th birthday…"

Edward smirks and says as he drives towards his house, "We aren't making as big as deal as Alice had planned. She was going to invite the whole school, hire a DJ…."

My eyes widen, "She didn't…."

He laughs, "No, it's just going to be my family. I don't see why you are not happy about celebrating your 17th birthday. You can finally legally drive that hunk of red metal other than to school…you're the same age as my physical human age….yeah that's all I can think of…."

Our governor recently made a law that 16 year olds could drive alone to school and back but not after 6pm and curfew of weekends was 8pm. Also not allow to be more than 30 miles away from your house.

I roll my eyes, "Don't make fun of my truck. It's a classic."

He laughs and replies, "I'm sorry for making fun of your precious truck."

We arrived at the Cullen's house and Edward says, "We are early. I wanted some time alone before the family get together. They are out hunting right now."

Deep inside, I was hoping we were going to use this alone time, wisely…..like going to the next level. Though, this was Edward we were talking about….when things got heated during our make out sessions, he usually pulled away. It was frustrating.

He opens the door for me and I grab his hand as he helps me out of the car. I smooth down the dress that Alice made me wear. I probably should had taken a look at the weather and saw it was going to be in the 50s tonight. Most people from here would be okay without bundling up in this weather but living in places like Arizona and California…it was a bit out of my element.

Edward and I walk into his house, hand in hand. I was relieved that the heater was on in the house. He led me upstairs, to his room. Soon after we dated he had bought a bed for me and clearly stated that it was for sleeping. On the bed there set a neatly wrapped present in gold paper and red ribbon. He says, "Open it."

I say, "I told you not to get me anything."

Edward says, "Bella it's your birthday. It's custom to get presents on your birthday."

I sigh and walk over to the bed and sit on it as I put the present in my lap, carefully unwrapping the paper. It was so beautifully wrapped…I felt bad tearing into it.

Edward said amusingly, "It's going to be your 40th birthday before you ever get that unwrapped…"

I rolled my eyes and said, "It's too nicely wrap to mess it up and you have an eternity….anyway."

I finally got the present unwrapped and it revealed a white box. I pull the white box and inside was old bounded books of Pride and Prejudice. Edward sits next to me and says, "It's an original copy, they are in 3 volumes."

I look at Edward in awed and say, "But this cost 10s of thousands of dollars….."

Edward says, "It doesn't matter. The look on your face is worth every penny."

A lot of the time he would completely frustrate me and make me angry with his ridiculous boundaries but then times like this make all of it worth it. It wasn't that he spent 1000s of dollars on me…which deep down I had a hard time dealing with…but that he knows how to perfectly pick out the perfect present for me…though he made had help from Alice with her psychic powers…but that didn't matter.

I reply, "I love it."

I was scare to pick up the books, because they seem so fragile I put the top back on and gently sat it on the table beside the bed and then turn to Edward and kiss him. His cold lips move with mine and I pull his shirt guiding him with me as I lay down on the bed. My hands guiding up his torso, feeling his define muscles. I felt Edward hand on my bare leg and I silently remind myself to thank Alice for making me wear this dress. His hand was slowly guiding from my calve to my thigh, he was always so careful to not have our pelvic areas touch and I desperately tried to have our bodies fully touch…but it was too impossible so I desperately try to get shirt off as I clumsily start unbutton it but then what always happened he stopped. He sighs as he pulls up with the half way unbutton shirt that I worked so hard on. He pulls my dress down…that had hitched up to my new Victoria Secret undies….which was another gift from Alice.

He then sits on the side of bed pulling his hands in his now disheveled hair. I sit up leaning on the head board and crossing my legs. I ask, "Are you going to ever want me…intimately?"

Edward gets up and turns to me, "We have gone over this Bella. I don't want to hurt you….If I lose even the tiniest bit of self control, I could crush you or even….bite you. I'm a monster, in a teenage boy's body…"I sigh, "So what? If you crush me…you could go on and change me and if you accidently bite me then you could go on and let the change take place…or suck out the venom and spit it out like you did with James."

He said in a serious tone, "I won't change you….not like that."

I look the other way out the window, "So I'm just going to be human, get old and you are going to court me without ever been intimate…"

Edward says, "Maybe one day I will consider changing you but when you are an adult…..and when you actually understand what the consequences and repercussions there are with being changed."

I sigh angrily because he knew how I hated being consider as a child and I felt the bed move and him lay beside me and he says in a more gentle voice as he grabs my hand, "With the intimate part….hopefully my control becomes better….it's already improved with being around you….use to I could barely kiss you without the burn in my throat and the blood lust desire….but now that has faded….so I'm sure over time….I'll be able to be more intimate…"

I knew I was being irrational and I see why he still considers me a child because my emotions get the best of me but I sigh once again and squeeze his hand as I look over at his gentle topaz eyes and say, "I'm sorry. I shouldn't get mad at you….I know you try…..I just can't help it sometimes because sometimes it feels like you are pushing me away because you don't want me…"

He kisses my head gently and says, "If you even knew how much I wanted you. If I could be human just for a day….believe me I would cancel this party and we would just stay in this bed for the whole 24 hours"

I giggle and he smiles, "I love you Bella Swan."

I give him a gentle kiss on his lips and say, "I love you Edward Cullen."

We made out, the PG style making out, side by side and hands not going roaming in any where below the neck.

Edward finally release and says, "They are almost here."

He rises up and slides off the bed and grabs my hand, helping me off the bed. Edward's shirt was still halfway unbuttoning, revealing his perfect chest and part of his defined abs that I rarely get to see. I go to the bathroom that is attached to his room and fix my hair and neatly smooth my dress out, then do a few human things before going downstairs.

Edward says when I exit out of the bathroom, "Ready?" His shirt was button and his clothes and hair were perfectly neat again.

I nod, "I guess so."

I grab his hand as he leads me downstairs where the rest of the families were standing in the living room, waiting for us.

Alice for a second glared up at Edward and I noticed them having a silent conversation. Maybe Alice planned on Edward and I to get intimate….since she did buy me new underwear…which is really a weird birthday present, from a best friend….I guess it is…haven't had a lot of best friends in my life.

Alice then looks up and says happily, "Happy Birthday, Bella!" Everyone else then chimed in with the "Happy Birthdays."

I blush and say, "Thanks. You guys really didn't have to do this…."

Esme smiles sweetly, "We haven't been able to celebrate a person's first 17th birthday in a very long time…it's our pleasure."

She smiles lovingly at Carlisle who has his arm around her waist and pulls and envelope from behind her back, "Here We got you this…"

I blush again and look at the two, "Really, didn't have to give me anything…I think the free medical care and food is enough."

Carlisle chuckles and says, "That's absurd, Bella. It's your birthday…open it."

I sigh but open it up. It was two plane tickets to Jacksonville, Florida. Esme says, "With my…as people say, , motherly nature…I know your mother has to miss you dearly and I have notice that you haven't seen her much this year…so hopefully you can use this during one of your school breaks or the summer."

I did miss my mother, dearly and I saw her in Seattle this summer….since Phil had a game there…it was a short visit. I give Esme a tight hug and say, "Thank you." I then give Carlisle an awkward hug….not sure why it was awkward…it was never awkward to hug any of the other male members of this family…..and shouldn't be with Carlisle since he has been my doctor for past year, but I may have a tiny girly crush on him. I'd never admit to Edward and hope Jasper doesn't noticed.

He hugs back and I say, "Thank you."

He smiles, "It was our pleasure, Bella."

I step back and Alice says her hands clasp with Jasper's…"well we have already giving you your present" and Jasper raises his eyebrow and at her and says, "What did we get her."

Alice says, "The dress she is wearing" She then disapprovingly looks at the Keds shoes I am wearing and say, "And the shoes she is not wearing." Thankfully she didn't mention the underwear. I shrug and say, "Alice I would have killed myself in those heels….."

Alice rolls my eyes, "You wouldn't have…I would have seen it before….like every other time you have almost accidently killed yourself…"

Everybody laughs and I roll my eyes at Alice.

Jasper jokes, "I picked out the dress. You're welcome." Everyone laughs and Alice says, "Yes the dress you didn't know about until now."

Emmett then says, "My turn!" He gives me a bear hug and my feet leave the floor. Edward says, "Please don't crush my girlfriend."

Emmett puts me down and smirks at Edward before he hands me my present. "It's from me and Rose."

Rose rolls her eyes and says, "I don't even know what it is." She wasn't very fond of me. Esme chided, "Rosalie."

I say, "Its okay."

I start to open the present and my finger accidently grazes the edge of the paper and I say, "ouch." At the slight sting in my finger….I then watch the blood as it slides downs my finger before I could think, I heard a growl and look up…Jasper with a animalistic look on his face was inches from me but Edward pushed me back into a table and felt a pain in my arm and Jasper was slung back into the wall at the opposite end of the room. I look up as Jasper tried to run back toward me but Alice, Rosalie, Emmett, and Esme held him back. I look at my arm which was now bleeding from the impact of being thrown into the table and the shattered glass candle holder on the floor.

Carlisle was instantly at my side kneeling down, he quickly pull off his tie and wrapped it around my bleeding arm…..I look back up at the 6 pair of vampire eyes looking down at me, some maybe were looks of hunger….Carlisle says in a authoritative tone, "Emmett, Esme, Alice, and Edward….get Jasper out here and as far from here as possible. Rosalie, please clean up the mess, while I stitch up Bella and then go and help the others." They are quickly out of the house.

Rosalie says, "Why do I have to…"

Carlisle raises his tone frustrated, which I rarely heard him do, "Because are you are the most tolerant to human blood. It'll only take a few seconds." I see a blur of Rosalie and then she is back with a bottle of I assume of some sort of cleaning stuff…

Carlisle picks me up, bridal style and looks at Edward who is so still, he looks like a statue, "Edward, you need to go now and be with Jasper…..I'll take care of Bella, I promise."

Edward gives me this look of pain and regret and says….if the place weren't so silent right now, I wouldn't had heard, "Sorry Bella. So, Sorry." He was then gone.

Rosalie was a blur again but I could smell the scent of bleach and then when I saw her again there was no more glass, blood and, only left was the hole in the wall that Jasper had crashed into and Rose clothes were changed, "Done."

Carlisle nods, "Thank you, Rose." And then she was gone.

Carlisle carries me to his office and sets me down on his desk.

Carlisle rolls up his sleeves and grabs his medical supplies out of the bottom desk of his drawer. He opens them up and sets it beside me as he gently places my hand with my hurt arm on his waist and I could not help but feel a shiver go down my spine, with the touch. He then unwraps his tie off my arm and says, "The bleeding stopped. No damage veins or arteries."

I nod, not able to utter out words yet. I felt extremely responsible for what happened with Jasper. Carlisle has to be mad at me….

He begins to pluck out the shards of glass and I wince, he replies, "Feel free to grab on to me as tightly as you need…"

My hand was tingling just being on his waist…not sure if they are able to grab…but he pulls out a huge shard and I grab tightly, "I almost thought I heard him hiss but when I look up, he chuckles. "That was the last piece"

I felt a sting as he rubbed what I am guessing was rubbing alcohol and then he rubbed something that made that area of my arm numb, I look away as he started stitching, I had to start talking, to get the stitching part out of my mind, "I never wanted a party."

Carlisle says, "It's not your fault. Jasper hasn't been away from human blood as long as the rest of us"

I look up at him as he concentrates on my arm, "How do you do it?"

Carlisle smiles, knowing I was referring to being around blood on a daily basis, "Years and years of practice."

I reply, "It must have been really hard…"

Carlisle replies, "Just like anything else in life, I had to decide what to do with what was given."

I reply, "Did you ever think of just doing it the easy way?"

He said without hesitation, "No, I knew who I wanted to be. I wanted to help people; it brings me happiness even if I am damned regardless."

I look at him dumbfounded, "Damned, like hell?"

I could tell that is what he meant by the look he gave me.

I respond, "You are not damned, Carlisle. To be honest, my knowledge about God is limited but my mother did date a preacher for like six months and what I remember from church and bible studies I was I force to go to….is you are pretty much everything that was said about being the perfect Christian."

He laughs and says, "Thank you. You have always been very gracious about us, but by all accounts if we are damned, I hope foolishly we will get some credit for trying."

I ask, "Do they all think like this?"

"Edward believes there is no afterlife for our kind. This is our after life in return for limitless immortality…..that we have lost our souls…"

I say, "So he won't change me because he wants to protect my soul?"

He says, "If the tables were reverse would you do the same? Take away his soul." He says as he does the last stitch.

I say, "No. But I don't believe the same away. Do you believe the same as he does?"

Carlisle sighs as he puts his medical stuff back in his bag, "I try not to. I try to justified that giving Edward, Rosalie, Emmett, and Esme this life was justified….though sometimes I wonder if I messed with nature…or with God's fate…..I believe they have a place in Heaven because they didn't choose this life but I wonder if I do…since it chose it for them…"

I look into his eyes and say, "I know you do Carlisle. You have said that the change doesn't always work, that the body rejects the venom or the heart stops before the venom can make it there….so if God controls everything….he wouldn't let them have the 2nd chance…"

He shakes his head and laughs and I raise an eyebrow at him.

He looks up at me and smiles, "You fascinate me, Bella. Every cell in your body should tell you to flee…"

I say, "You're a doctor, you are around people constantly….they don't run when you walk in the door, do they? I mean what I've overheard from some of my friends and their mothers….they want to get as close to you as possible."

Carlisle says, "Maybe, so. But I've worked, years and years among the humans. I have some sort of aura that brings off human vibes. Though, in school…do a lot of people approach my children?"

I shake my head, "Not really…."

I notice, Carlisle was very close to me, "You on the other hand, approach us with open arms. You've seen what we capable of doing…..James, played with you as if he was the cat and you were the mouse….almost killed you…and I was sure that you would be running for the hills but you never did and now a vampire, one you know and grown to be good friend with… almost attacked you and you are sitting here…blame yourself…."

I say, "Maybe I do have a death wish….I would have dead the first day of school if it wasn't for Edward…."

Carlisle shakes his head, "No you would have not died….just brain dead. Alice had vision that you would have become a new member of our family that day…..but Edward couldn't just watch it take your life away…"

I sigh, "Edward, protecting my humanity…from day 1."

He sighs, "He was supposed to have somehow distracted you….away from your truck. So, he wouldn't had to block the truck with his bare hands and threaten to reveal our true indemnity. We had discussed it the day before, but some reason he waited the last minute."

I think for a moment then say, "Did you not want me in your family?"

Carlisle was very close to me, I just had noticed and he pulls a piece of hair behind my ear, I could smell his sweet breath as he spoke, "You weren't ready….Alice had visions of you struggling a lot with the change…"

We just looked at each other in silence; I had this weird urge to kiss him. I knew I shouldn't but I couldn't stop myself, I lean forward lightly kiss his frozen lips. I was preparing for myself to get rejected but instead his lips moved with mine. I unconsciously open my legs and he moved closer, pulling me into his body. My hands were exploring his chest, wishing the fabric wasn't in the way. I felt his hands gliding up my leg. His lips parted and I felt his tongue begging for entrance. I granted it eagerly and moan as his tongue entered….he didn't kiss like Edward, there was nothing guarded about this kiss. His groin was against mine and I could feel him, I rubbed myself against him and heard him moan as he moved his hips with mine, I found myself unbuttoning his shirt to the last button. He moaned at my warm hands touching his bare skin. I felt him unzip the back of my dress

Oh, is this really happening. Am I going to lose my virginity to Carlisle in his office? I should stop this, I started it…but why isn't Carlisle stopping it…he's the one with all the control. How can he lose control with me?

My dress fell to my waist and he starts kissing me down my neck, he quickly unclasp my bra and I gasp when it left my body and he gazes at my naked chest, I saw his eyes…black with lust. I felt his other hand on my upper thigh and I moan. I wanted him to just take me. I won't lie the nights when Edward is not with me, I pleasure myself….sometimes I fantasize about Carlisle. But this was real life and I knew as soon as he is done and gets out of this trance he in….he is going to regret it, Edward going hate him more than he probably going to now, and Esme…the most selfless woman on earth. I'm the monster here….not them. I am going to ruin a family that has been together for almost a century.

I gently lift Carlisle's chin to look at my eyes, he seem to somewhat come back to reality, his eyes start to fade as he looks at me with concern, I ask, "Should we stop? I mean, we are going to get caught, sooner or later….Edward will see it in your head or Alice will get a vision…."

"Bella, if Alice gets a vision then she has had it by now…." He spoke.

I stomach went into knots. What is she going to think? She is going to hate me….

Carlisle steps back as he sees the anxious look on my face and I could see he has been brought back to reality.

"You're right. We have gone too far and I can't…." I never once saw Carlile have anything but a calm, cool expression. But his eyes had fear…confusion…

I knew we needed to stop, but a part of me was so drawn to him and I was afraid if he pulled back then I'll lose him. Which he wasn't mine to lose…I was stealing him…taking something that wasn't mine….but my thoughts weren't coherently and I pull his shirt, trying to pull him towards me, "No…..I don't want to stop."

He looks at me unsure but before I knew it, his hands were in my hair and his lips capture mine.

He says between kisses,"….well….we….should….hurry….before…..we get caught."

His hands go under my dress pulling down my panties. Was there even any reason wearing pretty underwear if no one was going to admire it?

He throws the panties in the fireplace, that wasn't lit.

I place my hands on the desk and support myself as one hand glides up my leg and the other goes into my hair as he captures my lips, I feel his fingers do unbelievable work down there, I moan maybe too loudly.

I wanted to see him and this desk was getting uncomfortable. I all the sudden got this braveness, I slide off the desk, his hands slide on to my thigh and he looks at me curiosity. I think trying to read if I had suddenly changed my mind. But I grab his shirt and twirl him around…or rather he let me twirl him around as I back up to the couch. I stand at the edge of the couch and I pull his shirt down his shoulders. He was staring at me as I go to the button of his pants, was he going to stop me…make me stop but he does nothing, just watches as I undo his pants, I was nervous but I pull them down….and surprised he didn't wear underwear, but more surprised at what popped out.. I wrap my hand on it and he hisses as do it and he groans, "Fuck, Bella….I just need you…"

He pushes me on the couch…just enough to make me fall back.

He tore my dress completely off and kicked his pants off. He seemed to have brought himself back to reality again, when he looks at us both nude and looks at me concern and a little frighten, "Are you sure, you want to give up your virginity with me…on my couch…"

We had gone this far….and who else to lose your virgin to than someone as experience as Carlisle.

I nod and bite my lip, "Yes."

He sighs and responds, "Fuck if I ever did have a place in heaven, I'm pretty sure it's gone now…" Just hearing his proper mouth say the curse words made me even more turned on he pulls me in kissing me deeply and I felt his erection barely grazing my center but I moan in his lips, he hisses, "It's going to hurt…and bleed a little…."

I knew about my hymen and I manage to say, "Just break it…quickly."

He hovered over me and with on swift movement, my virginity was gone and he kisses me muffling my screams he says breathing hard, "Are you okay…."

All I could do is nod through the tears and breath, "keep going." and it continue first slowly but as I started to guide my hips with him he started to do it more faster, I thought I was going to unhinge just hearing his, groans, moans, and curse words. "Fuck…fuck…Bella." He groaned in passion and I moaned….I felt that I was going to explode, "Fuck, Carlisle I think I'm about to…."

Carlisle groans, "Me too….….just let it go."

And I did and he did soon after we both yelled ecstasy and passion. He kisses me as we ride out our orgasms I say as I breathe hard. I was breathing hard, "I know you probably had better but that was amazing."

He smiles and kisses, "Amazing is one of the words I would use….." but he stops…

His face twist into shock and his head turns towards the door and I couldn't see anything but my heart pounded. No….please…not…

"Edward…." Carlisle said shocked….How long had he been standing there?

Carlisle pulls out of me and in a blur pulls his pants on and throws me his shirt, he blocks me with his body as I quickly and clumsily put it on.

Edward stood there like a statue….with a look of horror.

"What is going on…." Esme…sweet Esme….the one that on days I would need my mother's shoulder to cry on, Esme would let me borrow her shoulder, the one who cooked for me, and treated me nothing but kindness.

"Esme….I can explain…." Carlisle says desperately

She glances at us in shock but then her face turned to hurt and betrayed and said "….it's pretty clear what is going….but why? Why her?! Why the only girl our son has loved?" She then looked at me with the same betrayal look in her eyes, "Why the girl that I was starting to consider as another daughter….part of our family…"

Carlisle looks at me helplessly and back to her, "…we didn't plan for this to happen"

Esme hissed, "She is a child, Carlisle….only 17 years old."

I finally get the courage to speak up, "I kissed him…seduced him into doing this….."

Edward says in disgust, "This looks more than a fucking kiss. Your scent is everywhere, blood on your thighs, and the fact you two were straddle on his couch….fucking naked." Esme eyes tightened shut with her hand over her mouth, mortified, disgusted, betrayed….I look down and hadn't realized the blood on me and knew that Edward had been to biology class and medical school enough times to know why…..Carlisle took my virginity. I desperately try to pull on the shirt to cover more….

I say, "He told me to make him stop but I made him keep going…."

"Bella….quit" Carlisle says lowly in a monotone voice, "I am the vampire with centuries of control….I could have stopped…."

Edward holds up his cell phone and takes a picture of the two of us, he replies, "I'll send this to Charlie….too"

I run over to Edward grabbing his arm in tears, "Please don't…I'm so sorry and I know deserve worst but don't send that to my dad….it'll tear him apart."

He laughs humorlessly as he snatches his arm out of my grip, "Oh, I'm suppose to protect your dignity? You fucked someone I consider a father. If you fucking wanted to have sex with someone…why not that Jacob Black or Mike Newton….I've seen their minds they would of gladly taking up on the offer…but Carlisle?!"

I look over at Carlisle who was standing there, humiliated, regretful…I predicted this was going to happen and then back to Edward….I had no answer…I was speechless.

He laughs humorlessly again…it was a little unnerving and I step back next to Carlisle…he says, "This is because I rejected you earlier today. This is my revenge?"

"No! It wasn't revenge...I was okay with waiting….but then…" I couldn't even explain the way I felt so drawn to Carlisle at that moment before we gave in to passion. "There is no explanation for this….I'm sorry."

Edward glares at me, "too late for sorry."

Edward glares at Carlisle and says, "Outside. I don't want to destroy the house, Esme put a lot of time into it."

Edward says in more gentle tone to Esme, "Do you want to join."

She shakes her head, she was broken, hurt and I felt the tears rushing out my own eyes….what have we done? Her voice is low and shaky, "I…I think I am just going to the Denali's and check on Jasper. He should be there by now…."

She never once made eye contact with me and Carlisle tries to grab her hand, he says desperately, "Please….Esme…." She gives him a harsh look and her hand was a blur for me to see but I heard the loud slap and the reaction of his head quickly turning from the impact of her hand.

Then she was gone. Carlisle looks at Edward and says, "Do what you need…."

I follow them outside

Edward punched Carlisle in the face and Carlisle, rubs his face and looks back at him.

"Hit me back, Carlisle! Make this worth it…..fucking hit me!"

Carlisle just shakes his head and Edward hits him again, I see a huge crack in Carlisle's face and Edward hits him again and Carlisle falls to his knees moaning in pain. Edward then kicks him in the face face and then bends down and grabs Carlisle in a choke hold. He was going to rip his head off….like they did to James…noo….he wouldn't….

Carlisle pleads weakly, "You can kill me. Just don't harm Bella…I've done more than enough damage…."

I was on my knees crying, "Please don't do this Edward….I'm a stupid whore….but just don't kill him….I'll understand if you all just runaway and not look back…never talk to me again…jus t don't…"

"Shut the hell up, Bella…." Edward growled

He never once has used that tone with me and it was scary…

Edward's voice was strained, "How the fuck you could do this to me and most of all to Esme?"

Carlisle said helplessly on his knees, "I don't know…I'm a pathetic excuse for a person. Son, if you just knew how…." Edward puts a tighter grip on him "Don't call me son, bastard. If you wanted a human you could have fucked one of your nurses again. I have kept all your infidelities from Esme and in return you fuck my girlfriend too?! What a fucking sick bastard are you….strutting around acting as if you are this perfect man with morals…"

All the sudden Emmett and Rosalie walks out of the woods. Emmett says, "Alice, told us we need to come back…." He pauses when he see's Edward and Carlisle. "What the hell is going on?"

"What the fuck are you doing, Edward?" Rosalie slowly approaches

Edward growls, "I walked in Carlisle and Bella….fucking naked on top of each other."

Rosalie backs away, while they both look over at me….I was standing there pathetically with tears streaming down, wearing Carlisle's shirt. Edward sounded like he was sobbing," I will fucking kill you Carlisle…"

Emmett says slowly as he kneels down next to Edward trying to calm him down "I know you are piss dude and you have every right. But you kill him, you will regret it later on and you don't want that guilt on you…."

Then another rustle in the woods and Alice walks out. She glares at me and then looks at Edward, her face is stoned and emotionless, "Emmett is right. You going to regret it and the guilt will eat you up. I've already seen it." And I could tell Edward was reading her mind, probably the vision of the mess he will be in after killing Carlisle, He backs away and growls at Carlisle, "I fucking hate you." And he says, "I wasn't going to ever kill him and you know that Alice…"

Alice nods, "I know…but we need to go."

Alice says, "Come on. The cops are on their way. They will take care of them." Edward gives me a hateful glare before following the others into the woods.

My heart drops as I hear the sirens.

I drop down by Carlisle's side and say, "Come on Carlisle get up, so you can leave…"

I almost offered to go with him but the last person he probably wants to be around is his harlot, I say, "I'll just stay here…you can leave….I'll pretend I was brainwashed or that it was all a joke…or something."

Carlisle seemed as if all hope was gone and he pulled himself up and says as he dust off his pants…the cracks in his body from Edward beating him were gone "It doesn't matter, let them take me in…I deserve it. I'll say I took advantage of you. Take all the blame…."

I say, "No! I'm not going to let them think you took advantage!"

He doesn't move a muscle just looks at the blue and red lights get near.

I say, "…..prison doesn't have a lot of wildlife in there….you wouldn't survive unless you give up being a vegetarian…and then that will give away your identity…."

I desperately push on him…trying to get him to back into the woods, but he doesn't budge.

I start crying, "Carlisle, go! Leave!"

"PUT YOUR HANDS UP" We were too late.

There were three cops, I knew them all….two of them was at my house every other Wednesday for poker night and the other one was my dad.

I worried about his heart; he was breathing hard and his face was the color of a tomato

Here I was standing, with nothing but a man's shirt on, next to the most respectful doctor who was wearing no shoes or shirt and "Get on your fucking knees, Dr. Cullen….with your hands up." My dad demanded

Carlisle did as he was told and his hands were cuffed in the back and Charlie said leaning in, "I should fucking beat the shit out of you….for touching my daughter. "

Carlisle just closed his eyes and didn't say a word and the other cop started reading his rights.

Charlie's eyes then fell on me…wearing barely anything. He looked as if he was going to vomit at the sight, says holding in his anger, "Bella, get in the car…now."

Joe says, "Charlie you are going to have to take him to the station. There is a robbery at The Stop and Go…."

Charlie said a few choice words and said, "Fine. Put the motherfucker in my car."

It was silent the whole way there, I could see Charlie was holding in his anger right now…he was going explode and I was going to be his unlucky victim. He every once in a while would look through the rearview mirror at the man in the backseat that as he probably believes, violated his daughter. I knew he was thinking of ways to kill him and get away with it.

When we got to the station, there was a news crew. The closest news station was in Port Angeles….how did they get here so quick it was a good hour away…then it occur to me that Alice probably saw it….and gave them heads up.

Charlie says, "Stay in here. Don't even think about leaving this car. Do you hear me?"

I just nod and Charlie gets out of the car opens the back door and forcefully pulls Carlisle out of the car and leads him in the station with the news crew asking question and taking pictures. I look at Carlisle helplessly as his dignity is ripped away from him. He was a respectful doctor, with a loving wife and family…then I come into the picture and take that all away…..

I see Charlie's phone in the cup holder and grab it and go to his text messages, there was Edward name as I clicked on it….he had two pictures…the first one was the two of us both naked on the couch, all you could see naked, was Carlisle's butt but you could clearly see my face and the next photo was me and Carlisle standing half naked, with him in only pants and me in his shirt. Above the photos it read, "I just walked in on my dad fucking your daughter." I deleted the text quickly…even if he had already seen it…it shouldn't be in his phone.

I didn't even noticed Charlie opening the door and Charlie growls, "Why you have my phone…."

I say nervously as I hand it to him, "I….I was looking at the text Edward sent you….."

He grimace and says, "I wish I could wash those images from brain…and to think it was Edward I worried about…". He looks at his phone to see the text is gone.

Charlie says, "It doesn't matter the pictures have been printed out and going to be use as evidence to put him away for a LONG time."

I don't say anything, because I know Carlisle could easily escape from prison. I just didn't know if Carlisle wanted to now. If he didn't believe he had a soul or a place in heaven before…..he for sure doesn't now…..I just need to talk to him, but I had no way…..because with my dad being chief and him going on trial…I'll never be able to visit.

Charlie's phone rings and he answers it, "Please, Don….can we hold the questions till tomorrow"

He pauses and says, "Huh?!"

He pauses as he listens and looks down at me and can see the blood on my thighs…I tried my best to pull the shirt lower.

He screeches on the side and buries his head into the steering wheel, "Fucking hell!"

He still talking on the phone and says in a low voice, "Yes there is….No, Dan….I had to drop the bastard off at the station….Joe and Ted was called for backup at the Stop and Go robbery. I let Sean book him in and left….so I am still on the road."

He finally hangs up and looks at me with hurt and anger, "Who are you. Because you are fucking well….not my daughter….she wouldn't do something like this…"

I shrug, not able to stop the tears.

He says, "Just tell me he took advantage. That he forced you to have sex with him…"

He knew I wasn't taken advantage of…the picture Edward sent, I was smiling up at Carlisle…

I just close my eyes tight…worst conversation to have with your father. "No. I wasn't forced….I wanted to…maybe more than he did…"

Charlie grimaced, "He has a wife….who has been very good to you…..and Edward….I know I have my faults with him…..but I'd never wish something like this on anybody…..runs in on his father having an affair with no other than his girlfriend…"

I just look out the window and say, "I'm monster. Okay dad….I get it. I just watched his whole family crumble because of me….I promise you I understand what I've done…."

Charlie hiss, "He's the monster. You are a child…." He then puts the car back in drive and heads home.

Author's Note:This chapter is a lot longer than probably the future chapters will be! Yeah, it's changed from the Original Twilight series….it's her 17th bday instead of her 18th bday and Bella already knows about the wolves.