Hey guys! I know I should be writing my other story the 'gift' but I am having bad writers block! and this story came to me today and I have been reading a lot of Paul imprint stories, so yeh. so enjoy...

Paul: you are forgetting some thing?

me: no I don't think I am...

Paul: well you sure as hell didn't write twilight!

me: how do you know I didn't!?

Paul: because you are a shit writer who is easily distracted!

me: o look its a butterfly!

Paul: you just proved my point!

me: fine! I do NOT own twilight! but I would love to own Paul or Jacob! ether one would do!

so yeah! please don't et offended by anything in this story it is done for fun!

would love to have a bête so if anyone wants t do it pm me.

no regular update as I am busy with life!

Rated M because im pinioned, but if I could get some one ease to write it I might include a lemon in later chapter

so finery enjoy!

March 14 2013

It's been 6 months, 183 day, 262974 minutes since….

Since they were all killed.

Slathered, murdered by those creatures.

I'm the last one.

The only survivor.

And I shouldn't be alive.

"Willow, honey" the kind voice of the caring nurse woke me up from my drug induced sleep. "It's time to go see Dr Howard."

Slowly I open my eyes to see Nurse Rachel looking down on me with her sweet face. Her dark hair tired back showing her tanned skin of her face. Her Big brown eyes look down on me symmetrically as I stretch out of my deep sleep.

I look around my cell of a room, it was square with my bed pushed up to one side, next to the half open window with bars over it to stop me escaping The walls were grey and chipped, on one side of a wall were the little lines I started into it for every day I have been here, so far there is 183,I will have to draw one more when I am alone again.

Rhubarb, who is curled my next me, meows as she stretches and stands up on the bed, purring happily as I stroke her black fur on the face and scratch behind her ears. I giggle as she pushes her head into my hand and re-lies down next to me, purring contently.

Rhubarbs been with me throw it all, every step of the way. She came to me a few days after I was born and she claimed me as her master, no friend. She has always been my best friend, Always.

She is the last piece of my family I have left, the last reminder of what I am.

And the humans try to take her away. They can't see her, they tell me she is not there. But she is there, she's always there. My best friend, my protector.

She might be 16 years old in age, but witches pets never age. I hate calling her that. Pet. She is no pet. She is free to go when she likes but she stays. She is no pet, she is my friend. Anyway she is pure black with yellow eyes, small frame and has the body of a 2 year old cat not a 16 year old.

"Hey Willow, come back to me" Rachel general shakes my shoulder, "Dr Howard is waiting for you." Generally she sits down on my bed and Rhubarb jumps out of the way to avoid being sat on, Hissing at the nurse. I giggle at Rhubarb antics.

"Come on Willow lets go ok, then we will go down to the cafeteria and grab some food." She said helping me sit up as I nod. Rachel has always been nice to me, she stopped those scary men attacking me when I first arrived, yelling at them to stop because they were scaring me, they have nether been back since.

Rachel helps me stand up and change in to black legging and a big grey tacky top. She is the one who bought them for me saying that I shouldn't be in the rags of clothes I had on. I trust her. She and Rhubarb are some of the last few people I trust. Some of the only people I have left.

"Ok let's go, shall we?" she askes

Nodding, we start walking down the corridor toward Dr Howards offices. Rachel is helping me walk by holding the left side of my body up, as i am a bit drossy from the drugs they give me, Rhubarb is walking on the right of me with her tall in the air.

"my brothers school is coming down here today, they doing a project on-" she stops talking leaving the sentence hang "anyway there coming down and if Dr Howard says its ok I would like you to have a talk with them." Seeing my panic she quickly adds "nothing big! Maybe just say hello and tell them a bit about you?" She nervously asked.

I got this weird pulling feeling in my chest as she mentioned the school, like the feeling got the night of the attack, the reason I survived. It was destiny. Fate was telling me were to go again, and it was saying to go meat the school kids. I look down at Rhubarbs knowing face as she looks to me, giving me a small nod saying she felt it to. It was part of my destiny to go there. But did I want my destiny to come true?

"b-bb-but w-w-what I-I-I-f-f t-h-h-h-ire is-s-s" I don't have to say it, she knows what I mean.

"Honey, don't worry. I will be there the whole time, so will Rhubarb" she says trying to calm me down. She can't see Rhubarb but she knows that it calms me to believe that she is their so she plays along.

"R-r-r-rhubarb" I stutter

"Yes, Rhubarb and I will be there, by your side we won't let anything happen. Ah here we are, have fun with Dr Howard and I will be right here when you get out."

"Y-y-you're not c-c-coming I-in with m-m-me?" I Sutter

"No honey, my brother's school is arriving soon and I have to greet them, but I will be back in an hour and we will go get some food together. Ok?" she asked

"y-yeah" I tried not to Sutter but those damn drugs make me so weak.

"Ok Hun, go on through and have fun with Dr Howard" she opens the door and I walk though in to the white room with a long mirror in one side and 2 sofas in the middle of the room. It had a white carpet and in the middle of the sofas was a coffee table which was wooden with strange patens down the sides of the four brown legs.

Dr Howard was sitting on the far sofa as normal with her note pad on her lap and pen in her hand. She was a short woman with blonde hair and blue eyes, she was skinny and pretty with purple glasses on.

"Hello Willow, how are you feeling today?" she asked getting ready to start writing.

Me and Rhubarb slowly walked over to the closes white sofa and sat down; Rhubarb sat on my lap and started purring as I stroke her head again making me giggle.

"I'm go-o-o-d" I said still looking down at Rhubarb.

"Willow, there is no need to stutter, your safe here, no one is coming to get you it's just you and me, no one else." She tells me

"I know, sorry" I say without stuttering, she is the only one who can make me talk normally since… since the murder of my family.

"Ok, that's good. Now have you been having any more dreams? Have the pills I gave you yesterday worked?" She asked.

"No, I had more dreams" I reply calmly, if I get upset they will put me under again. I have to talk; it's the only way I will survive. Survive I'm the only survivor from that day. The screaming, the blood, the begging for mercy. Those creators with the red eyes, the vampires.

"Willow, hey Willow." Dr Howard says, snapping me out of my flash back. "You ok?" I nod "ok well then. How about you tell me about the dream you had last night? What happened?"

"The man with the yellow eyes was there again, in the woods" I start remembering the man form my dreams.

"Can you tell me what he looks like?" I have already told her, he is the same always the same, but she keeps asking, keeps trying to see if he changes.

"Yes," she looks to me to continue. "He was tanned with dark hair and yellow eyes, like normal. He was beautiful, and-and he was standing next to that silver wolf again" but I couldn't tell her he was the wolf. Those eyes, they were wolf eyes. Just like the last werewolf I met, just like them.

"Ok, did he say anything?" she asked while writing it down.

"Not in the woods."

"Did you see him some where ease?" she asked looking up from her notepad.

"Yes" I whisper.

"Where?" she asked

"Here."

"Here as in the hospital, here?" she asked again.

"Yes" I don't feel like remembering, it hunts my dreams.

"Why? Do you know why he was here?" she calmly asks.

"He said he was here for me, that I was his. He wanted to take me away" I start crying burying my head in Rhubarbs side as she plays with my dark blond hair with fell over my head, in an attempt to cheer me up.

I remember how he grabbed me telling me that I was his that he was never going to let me go. How I screamed for him to let me go let me be free. How he tried to comfort me, calm me as his pack mates tried to calm him. How he held me even though I was screaming and kicking, how his pack mates had to rip him of me to get him away, how his eyes turned yellow and feral and he tried to get to me while I was screaming on the floor, how I felt so weak and useless because of those drugs they give me, if I had my powers I could have got away.

But I couldn't tell her that, last time she increased how much they give me. But not even that could stop my power of sight, how I can see the future though dreams, and that's the scariest thing. That there not dreams. It's my future. That he was coming for me and there was nothing I could do to stop it.

"Hey Willow, calm down. Okay we won't let him take you, your safe here. We won't let any man near you without use being there. Okay" Dr Howard try to calm me down, I know she thinks it's just dreams and a bad case of PTSD from when I saw my whole family slaughtered by men (they were vampires but I couldn't tell her that, they would only send me to the worst place in this mental hospital for the insane) and because of that I couldn't trust men so she makes sure it is always a woman with me.

"Y-y-you won't b-be able-e to-o-o stop-p-p him." I Cry hysterically "he's c-c-coming for m-e-e-e and there nothing anyone can do-o-o!"

"Willow, don't worry we won't let him get you. Ok nothing will happen to you."

"y-y-you promise-e?" I asked slowly getting a hold of myself. Looking up to see Dr Howard had moved to sit next to me with a hand on my shoulder. I look back down to see Rhubarb looking at me with her big yellow eyes, silently begging me to stop crying.

"Yes Willow I promise. Ok?" she says making me look back up at her. She brings a tissue up to my face and gentry wipe away my tears. "ok?"

Nodding I pull my dark blonde hair out of my face.

"Ok, how bout we leave it there for today? I will call Rachael and have her meet you at the door and you can go get some food?" I nodded. "O and I heard that Rachael wants you to meet the school that's coming round today are you going to be able to do that? I know there will be men there so if you won't I will be there with you?" as she mentioned the school I got the strange pulling feeling in my chest again.

"Ok" I say quietly looking back down at Rhubarb. "I will go for a little bit." I say looking back at her shocked face. She didn't expect me to agree. But I can't run from destiny, it will only find a new way to get you.

"Ok I will go tell her that." Dr Howard says as she stands up giving me a reassuring smile while going and grabbing the phone on the other side of the coffee table and calling Rachel giving her the news.

I look back down at Rhubarb who brings her paw up to my face to tell me I did the right thing, and to cheer up. Destiny is not always a bad thing.

Soooooo what ya think? im thinking Pauls point of view next? but I don't know... anyway review always love to hear it. willow is my own little creation. please don't get offend by anything!I do not mean to upset anyone.