Homeless

I still don't understand why you asked me to leave
but I won't give up my faith in you, I still want to believe
that you were being honest when you said you needed me

your welcoming smile is a contradiction
you've never confused me more
is there nothing left to bind us together?
can our friendship ever be the way it was before?

you offer me an apology, but no explanation
for why you must leave me here alone
you wish me good luck, but you offer no hope
that I'll ever be allowed to return to your home

you tell me to move on, to date, to live a normal life
but how could I ever be happy without you by my side?