Author's Note: Okay, so...this takes place during the first part of Pray in the Abyss, where Takaba was stuck in the stall with those ass holes. And..how he kind of his confused about how he really feels about Asami and how Asami feels about him.

Summary: To ease his nerves, Asami writes a letter to Takaba explaining to him how he really feels about their relationship and Takaba in general.

"I'm too poor for your lifestyle." Takaba breathed, eating from a small canister of ramen noodles. He sat at the table, while Asami sat in the armchair, reading the newspaper. Asami knew Takaba hadn't meant for him to hear that, but he did. On the outside, Asami kept up his impassive facade, not shedding a single ounce of emotion for Takaba, but on the inside it made him crumble. He hated to think that Takaba felt this way, worthless, poor, overlooked.

By now, Asami knew that Takaba was digging his way into things that he had no business getting involved in, and that perhaps meant spying on Asami himself and clawing his way into Asami's life. Of course in doing this, it was impossible for Takaba to avoid running into either Asami's enemies or business partners. It was painful to imagine that now, Takaba was comparing himself to these people, feeling less and less whenever he did so.

It was not a part of Asami's character to show emotion, but he was human, so he felt it. Looking over his shoulder and staring at Takaba's anguished face made his heart clench. Takaba hadn't seen Asami staring, so Asami took this as a chance to reply.

"I'm glad you feel that way." Asami's voice was as calm as ever. "You're a pet, and nothing more. There is no reason for you to feel differently."

The look on Takaba's face hurt Asami more than anything, but he only smiled. Takaba grunted and stood.

"I'm going out. See you whenever."

It was ten o'clock at night when Takaba returned to the apartment. He was tired and really had no reason for being late other than just walking around the streets of Japan. The more he thought about it, the more he loathed returning to this place. He just didn't belong there...he didn't belong in Asami's world.

"I'm home." He announced, taking his shoes off and shutting the door. As expected, there was no response, meaning Asami wasn't home yet. Takaba slowly made his way to the living room, where he tossed his bags on the couch and then made way to the bathroom. However, before leaving the kitchen, something caught his eye.

There was a white envelope sitting on the table, obviously addressed to Takaba. Curious, Takaba walked over to the table and took the letter in his hands. Then, walking over to the sofa, he sat down, opened it, and began to read it.

"Dear Takaba Akihito,

It has come to my attention, that your better judgement has been clouded, or perhaps your value and outlook on your existence itself. As you read this letter, I just want to make sure that we are certain on one very important aspect: You are mine. That will never change, no matter where you are, no matter what happens you will always be mine. Don't forget that because that knowledge may one day end up saving your pathetic life.

Now to get on with the letter, and it's overall purpose.

When you decided to stick your viewfinder into matters that did not concern you, your life changed, forever. The only one at fault for that mistake is you, Takaba, and now you are living with the consequences of your foolish actions. To think, all this could have been avoided if you hadn't been nosy.

Your purpose now is only to please me, to do as I say and to never disappoint me. No, this letter is not to tell you that you are more than what you actually are, because you are not. You are not like me, and you never will be, my world, my life is something that someone of your background cannot even begin to understand or comprehend. In all honesty, it is better that you stay out of it. I know living with me, that is somewhat impossible, but do not attempt to concern yourself in matters that do not concern you.

Lastly Akihito, you are perhaps the most confusing person on the face of the Earth. Never have I met a person such as yourself, that has made me question my own solid feelings. However, you making your way into my life has taught me one specific thing; how to love something, how to truly care for and love someone.

Because of my hectic lifestyle, and your misfortunes, it may be hard for you to notice how I really feel about you, but I want to assure you that I feel something for you more than just simple property. You are more than a comrade to me, you are more than a friend, you are more than someone to relieve stress.

You are the only person I trust, you are the only person I feel love for, and I am not ashamed to say that. I admit, it is at my own fault, that I make you feel like a lesser being and I apologize greatly for that. But you are more than what you think. You are strong, intelligent, spirited and the air you carry about you is enough to make all my worries melt away, no matter how stressed I am. Nobody in this world is able to make me feel that sense of happiness when you are around, and for that Takaba, I thank you.

You are young and youthful, and as much as it pains me to admit it, my death is probably closer than we think. But you are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me and while I seem possessive over you, I only want to hang on to the happiness you grant me before my time is up. You are so kind, to stay with a man like me when we both know it is more than possible for you to find someway to escape. I applaud you for being able to put up with my personality, with my secrets, and most importantly, I applaud you for being able to put up with me.

Lastly Takaba, I am only human, and I have enemies, enemies that I believe will hunt me down at all cost. An early death for a man such as myself is inevitable, I can only play my cards right for such a time. To ensure however, that your pathetic self does not go to waste, I have graciously transferred portions of my investments into your bank account month by month. By the time my death strikes, everything I own will automatically be transferred to your account and will be in your name. This is the best I can do, for you tolerating me.

I love you Takaba, and I want you to know that. There will be hardships we'll face together and there will be times when you feel alone, but please know, that I will always love you, regardless of the things that seem to tear us apart.

Be strong Takaba, like I know you are and keep looking up, I don't know what I would do if the shine in your eyes ever vanished.

Love,

Asami Ryuuchii."

Takaba was half laughing half sobbing at the very end of the letter. He didn't know what to think, other than his suspicions about how Asami felt for him were finally put at ease. He loved Asami and Asami loved him. That's all he needed to know, now he could sleep peacefully now.

I hope you liked it! It was kind of had writing from Asami's point of view, please tell me what you think give me your honest opinions. And I do not own the finder series.