-Previously before, at 6 in the morning-

Chapter 8 Pov. Yuki

"Hello, this is Asuka speaking," giving off a soft yawn

"Hello..?"

It was silent and you could hear soft shifts of static in the background.

*sniff*

Hearing light muffled noise Asuka resorted in guessing.

"Yuki is that you?" guessing at the mysterious sounds

"Yes..." as she softly spoke, in breaking the silence

"Do want to talk?" sighing with relief in finally hearing her voice

"I honestly don't know..." as I second guess myself in calling Asuka in 6 in the morning.

"Really? Its fine, I mean I'm not trying to push you, but personally, carrying something that meaningful to you to make you this upset should get off your chest. Shouldering all your feelings to yourself, can be hard and lonely. And I think you shouldn't go through that. Plus at a very young age. You shouldn't close off your feelings, people care about you, you know, just like Souhei... You have plenty of time in the world to take to someone, just know, you have people for support. Carrying something that burdens you only makes cramped and hurt, so just know, you can never be alone within any situation." as she carefully spoke

"Its just, I honestly don't know how to talk about this..." giving off a frustrated huff "You say this as if you know me, but you barely even know me and you help me. I don't get it!" Tears pour down my eyes with the feelings of distress and frustration.

"I don't know you how can I trust you! Personally experience! You don't know me, who are you to tell me what I should do. You're not my mother. My mother is in coma! She can't even tell what to do. Do you think it's your personal job to supervise me. I'm practically not worth your time. I'm alone and practically have no family! My father died, my mother's in coma, and my so-called brother ran away from home yesterday! Do you think its my fault! Because I don't know anymore! I don't get what's going on! Am I punished for some special reason, I didn't do anything, I haven't done anything wrong to anyone. I did as I was told, I acted obedient and perfect the rest of my life and for what, nothing?!

"And you! Why are you trying to help me so much?! Why are you willing, as a complete stranger to come and help me! I bet you pity me just like everyone else does, am I right?! I'm done, I'm completely done with this! Why am I stuck in this complete messed up world, is this karma! I don't deserve this, I never did anything wrong, did I why, why is it only me..?" as I quietly poured down my feelings on her ear.

In silence I grew in embarrassment, and quickly wiped my eyes in realization. I knew I had to react and apologize for my behavior, in front of Ms. Asuka. I'm such an immature child, I should have known better I shouldn't have my emotions have the better than me and pour them onto an adult. I was a complete mess practically yelling at her ear at the time and letting my personal thoughts be revealed made me flustered; I didn't know I was this bad in holding a secret.

"Yuki..." as she tenderly spoke

"..I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to insult you in anyway Ms. Asuka" ashamed I quickly apologized

"It is completely fine, Yuki. I know you are distressed and feel like your life is tumbling down, but you mustn't give in and give up. Yuki, the reason that I am helping you is nothing special. I just saw myself in you. You're hard determination reminds me of myself as a teenager. And I have to say, for you be an 11-year-old, to be burdened by this can be hard. And I never wanted to see someone else face it alone."

"And as for your 'so-called brother' I think he will eventually return, he'll find his way back home, I just know it." as she warmly suggested in certainty

'But surely he's following his heart, "home is where the heart lies", and I can never forgive him for that just leaving me with mother.' as I bitterly thought

"Yeah sure, and Ms. Asuka I'm still sorry about what I said earlier." as I shook off the topic of Ame

"Honey, you have to quit with the apologies', its fine. I know you needed to release your emotions and its better this way, so its fine!" as she tried to soften me up

"Alright, and Ms. Asuka I know maybe in the morning, but, can I take up your offer?" as I softly laughed off the previous conversation in trying to forget about Ame.

"Yeah sure, I'll be there as soon as possible." as she genuinely spoke

"Thanks..."

I just knew I can't dwell in the past, I needed to look ahead and forward into the future. And I can never let Ame ruin that for me.

End of Chapter 8

-Invisi0bil (ᅌᴗᅌ* )