Welcome to my profile:)

I am a delicate femme seeker from the planet of Cybertron. My bondmate is Thundercracker. My best friend is Skywarp. And Starscream is my little seekerling. Or I wished so. Unfortunately i am only a common Homo Sapien from the planet Earth.

So yeah, I'm a human from Denmark. I am 34 and my gender is female.

My favorite characters are The Command trine, where especally Thundercracker has caught my optics. However i like Ratchet and the Twins too, but the seekers have my true love.

I ended up here on after watching some episodes of Transformers Armada. The tale between Starscream and Alexis intrigued me and i sought out more of the fanfiction gender. In the beginning i only lingered here to read what others wrote and marveled at the universes others were able to paint with their words.

Lastly i ended up writing something myself. First only to get control of my own life. At that moment i suffered from a depression and it showed in my first story that you will be able to read here. It is "Fate and Destiny". It is crap due to plot since there isnt any. I then decided to publish it in january 2013 to see if there were any interest. There werent much.

But then a plot came to me late in January and i began working with it, without much success at the start. countless rewritings followed and FINALLY it succeded.

"On Seeker Habits" was born the 11. february.

It was some of a break through for me, since it changed something radically in my mind and with a final diagnose as having Asperger syndrome, my life now seems to work out for me magically. It has been a huge support for me to see the large interest in that particular story and it is a boost to my nonexistent self esteem.

Sure you have noticed my faultry gramma and what else in my writings. Im not that strong in those parts. But you will have to accept it. I have been asked if i want any beta, but i am still not sure. It might not be to good for me... might end up feeling a slight pressure then... i know... foolish... but that is how it is with me and my diagnose.:)

But of course i have other stories on the go...

Not long after the publishing of "On Seeker Habits" i got the idea leading to "The Secrets We Keep", much thought up by long thoughts about Thundercracker. It ended up pestering me so much that i had to begin write it... it made me confused to have a new story in my head while concentrating on the other.

Then "Solaris" came to me.

Regarding "Seekers" and "Amnesia" those have been begun while i still worked on "Fate and Destiny" and at the moment are a bit out of my head. However i still return to them now and then, adding new notes or writing on then. So expect some updates now and then.

Last in the group came "The Immortals" where i wanted to play with a really strange scenario. It isnt dead, but my focus is back on "On Seeker Habits" which is my fav story at the moment.

When i am done with "On Seeker Habits" the sequel is practically planned and i could begin writing on it right now. Still i need to have the facts in "On Seeker Habits" complete before i want to do the sequel. To minimize mistakes.:)

So "Origin" is going to be the name of the sequel, and is going to change the focus a bit. We are going to see it more from the grounder points. Still the seekers has a huge part. You will be in for surprises.

20/10 - 2013:

Just a minor update for you who wait for news on my stories.:)

I'm still working on the ending on chapter 36 in OSH, don't worry it will be out in a few weeks, maybe less. After that there will be a chapter 37, which is more like a epilogue and followup on some of the mysteries littering OSH. Kinda a 'look behind the screen' thingy. It will have The Sky Above/Primus as focus as we follow the work the God did during the events from Starscreams birth and up until the present time of the chapter.

So generally, OSH should be done in a few months, depending on how easily i manage to deal with the remaining of chapter 36 and the whole chapter 37 - which shouldn't be that hard since everything is already written, im just going to clarify and let you see things from the god's perspective and see some of his reasonings. It all is going to lead into "Origin", but i will be finishing some of my other stories before i delve into the sequel, so dont expect "Origin" to be out within 2013.

I almost have "Free Me" completed, my work on OSH has just delayed any work on it. The story isnt going to be much longer, but i might add bonus chapters to it to investigate the universe it happens in further. So far i have it at 5 chapters, and 1 bonus chapter.

"Innerworkings Of The Trine" will be the one following the completion of "Free Me" and then i will be looking at "The Secrets We Keep" before i might focus onto "Origin".

Don't worry, i havent forgotten the rest of my stories and i know there is a lot of you who want to hear more from "Seekers" especially. I'm coming back to it at some point, but so far the mentioned stories above is the ones most clear in my mind and i honestly have trouble knowing precisely how i want "Seekers" to play out from where i am in it atm. I have a lot of ideas to the torture Skywarp is going to put the autobots through, but to get it down on the paper seems the challenge, and i need more thoughts on it, so atm im going to finish some of the others to clear my mind enough to work with it. Might have "Seekers" working beside me as i begin on "Origin" to take thoughts off of them and get inspiration now and then, so there might be chapters coming on "Seekers" when i begin on "Origin".:)

Update 6/12-2013:

Bad news everyone. My muse is suffering.

I have entered a minor depressive state and with it less and less energy which is affecting my inspiration and muse greatly. I have a lot of thoughts and ideas in my mind still, but not the energy to get them down on paper, and having the ideas lingering in my mind is draining me further... it is a bad cycle and i hope i can break it. But that aside i got a few victories. First, i have added a chapter to "The Secrets We Keep" and more is clearly coming as i find the energy, second i have just completed "Free Me". What a nice feeling to finish one of my works and set it as complete. I hope these small victories can give me renewed energy to write. I would really like to completely finish "On Seeker Habits" but even if i got the epilogue in my mind it seems so hard to begin to write at the moment.

Expect to see more from "The Secrets We Keep" soon, since it seems its going to be the next i finish.:)

Update 14/12-13:

Been looking a bit on "Second Chance" lately, since i have decided to expand it into a true story. So far i have made notes to 7 more chapters, and there is going to be more. When i am going to begin to write it i dont know. I still have "The Secrets We Keep" and i want to finish it before delving into something new. OSH is giving me troubles. I can't seem to get the beginning on the epilogue right, and have decided to let it be until i get a break through. So "Origin" will have to wait until i have that sorted out. I have had thoughts about "You Don't Know What You Have Until You Lose It", and i have a very vivid image in my mind describing the painful first chapter, i just need to magically get it down on paper the right way, which i haven't succeeded in yet. But it will come. Just know that we are going to see Thundercracker do some really evil things to his trinemates. I imagine him to be much like Megatron in that story. It is gonna be fun to write him with all the evilness of a pure decepticon. Gotta say, poor Screamer, and unfortunately also Skywarp.

Update 18/02-2014:

The new year seems to be good for me, even if it began with a nasty virus that took me more than 14 days to get over. My life is working out for me more and more, even if i have some issues annoying me. I have lost almost 10kg and changed my lifestyle towards a more healthy body. Still, i feel like it is hard for me to really write, i have so much going on in my life that i have to prioritize some over others, but my mind is always on my stories one way or the other. I'm currently playing around with Timeparadox, and i actually dont know how it is going to end. Tho, im not the type for sad endings, so it hopefully should work out for Thundercracker, Starscream and Skywarp.

Update 17/04-2014:

Origin finally got its kickstart. Finally my mind seems able to deal with the sequel to On Seeker Habits and it took me only 2 days to write the Prologue, chapter 1 is also well under way, but when I'm going to upload it, i dont know. Where i have trouble writing on some of my other stories, returning to On Seeker Habits is surprisingly easy for me and the universe just whispers to me like none of the other of my stories do. I'm back in the mindset ruling me as i wrote it and it makes me very happy to experience it again. I would wish the universe could just keep going on and on with more to explore and look into, but so far i just have to be happy that i can have these two instalments of the universe. Origin should not be as long as On Seeker Habits, but i actually dont know how far i'm going to take it. Tho, i know that there will be a lot in depth investigations in past. At least if everything go as i in my mind wants it.:D

Update 18/10-2014:

Chapters in Origin is seeing some changes. They are not 'game changing', but areas I feel needed some more thought and then there is some adjustments here and there, while mis-spellings and wrong gramma is tried to be eliminated. Chapter 1-11 has been redone this far. When i have done 12-19 I will begin to actively write on Origin once again. Affections is being updated whenever the muse bites, when I begin with Origin again, that will be less and less frequent, but I will get back to all my stories. My life is slowly beginning to right itself and i get more energy to focus on my writing once again.

Works:

- Fate and Destiny (Abandoned so far)

- On Seeker Habits (Completed) (WooHoo 23.447 visits 20/01-2015 - Thank you very much guys and girls:D)

- The Secrets We Keep

- Seekers - Hiatus

- Amnesia - Hiatus

- Solaris (Going to be rewritten when i get the time) - Hiatus

- The Immortals - Hiatus

- Innerworking Of The Trine (7 chapters?)

- Affections - Ongoing.

- Free Me (Complete. Might add future bonus chapters)

- Second Chance

- Timeparadox

Coming up:

- Origin (Sequel to "On Seeker Habits")

- You don't know what you have until you lose it. (New story featuring Thundercracker as he is transformed into the true Decepticon warrior his leader and Trinemates always have wanted. But in the end Starscream and Skywarp ends up missing their stoic calm and collected blue Trinemate, what to do?) So far i dont have much more ideas except the brief plot and when i get more time i will be delving into it and develop it further and turn it into a story with multiple chapters.

Greetings

Tolaya