I'm sorry, that fourth-from-last line caught me off-gaurd. Oh fuck I'm scared.
Also, I can totally see how writing about your own experiences or anything like this could take a toll on anybody's mental state. When you write things like this, you write how you feel and you feel what you write. It can take a lot, and you were very bold by going as far as you did.
I personally like how it ended. Well, not 'like' as in, well, relating to real events because it isn't good that things happen, but I like it because, well, life is blunt and unpredictable and shit happens. Sometimes it just can't be prolonged.
I also like how we got to see a bit of how everybody was feeling throughout the story. Seriously.

Holy shit. I'm saying it again and I'll probably be saying it one more time after: Realist. Fucking. Shit. Life is fucked up and way sugarcoated in media, always with everybody and their happy endings because that's the end goal. From the perspective of somebody going through that, too. Holy shit. That's what really got me. Again, how did I find this in a fanfiction? This is like...people need to read this. *Refrains from jotting down a list of swear words to process this.*

This shit is seriously the realest shit I've read. (Though, my experience with group therapy and in a mental institute in general left me in a much worse mental state. I'm still traumatized.)
Seriously, though. I was gonna leave this review after reading the last chapter, but fuck it. I've read very few, if any, things as deep as this and certainly didn't expect to find it in fanfiction.

Ah fuck you man.
Gorgeous writing, you got the writings of insanity down pat.
Probably shouldn'tve read this in my mood, but damn.
Well written.
I do hope you're alright. With yourself.
And well fuck. His ending... Lovely wording.
Quite lovely.
Thank you for writing.

Fuck you. I'm crying and I can't stop.

WTF?! you can't just do something like that to me! Are you TRYING to make me brake down to a crying mess?! Great story though, i really loved it

I SAW THE REFERENCE TO 'TO THIS DAY' IN THERE AND IT WAS BEAUTIFUL.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Whyyyyy?
1st, you sink the ship,... then... HOPY EVERLOVING MOTHERFUCKING SHIT WHY THE FUCKING HELL AHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhh-hhhh-hh..hhh...mmmphhhhahhhhh... * fades away to sobbing *
* sighs heavily * sorry i had to get that out... i seriously broke into tears at the DaveKat shipsink and the... you know... (if i type it out ill start crying but you know exactly what i mean... the finale. god that sounded sadistic...)
and then of course at Dave's reaction i jut kinda crumpled up into a ball and withered away into a horrible pile of feels and shit. * another sigh * so thanks i guess, for giving me my sweep-ly dose of feels. hell, i may have overdosed on feels... anyway, it was beautifully written and i loved every minute of reading it! It has also motivated me to get up of my own fat ass and write the sadstuck DaveKat ive had an idea for for a while now, so, uh, thanks for that.

And another note, i have also (and will in the future) spend sleepless hours wondering exactly what songs were on that playlist, and exactly how Dave felt over everything... Something to ponder, i guess.

Anyway, i just wanted to say thanks for writing this, it was beautiful, and my feels are now broken from abuse, so thanks again and whoops im rambling but oh well~

So, yeah. I loved this.
-Rolco The Fallen Angel / Rolco The Sylph Of Breath ~Xoxo

Wow.
I am just blown away by the whole story.
It was really fucking amazing and horribly sad.

Rest in peace Karkat

i was going, "holy hell" and "no, no, no, No!" the entire story. you took my davekat otp and smashed it to bits by turning it into a dave x terezi thing (i HATE that pairing) then promptly did THAT at the end. omg. i loved the sarcasm in your writing. this was a very triggering story and definately a sadstuck and i cant not favorite it.

I'm crying and swimming in a pool of my own tears. That is how good you story is. It makes people cry

And my sadistic streak comes to a pleasurable end.

FUCK! I screwwed up huge this time...

*I AM CRYING HARDER THEN I EVER HAVE. WHY JUST WHY DID YOU HAVE TO KILL KK? WHY?! THIS WAS AMAZING UNTILL HE DIED.

Nooooo... D: I mean, I get that it's an acceptable ending in technical ways.. but... Karkat, no D: although I suppose it did wrap up endings nicely (even if I was wanting to see Karkat recovering by feeling black for Dave) so, good job I guess? I liked reading it.