It's a wonder Bobby doesn't just chain them up in the basement and surround them with salt and devil's traps so the two idjits will stop pulling stunts like that.
You're right, this is very angsty. But in a good way. And I like how Castiel (though they don't know that yet) shows up to save Sam; very good.

This was so good. So sad. But good. Tears man geeze

That's the problem, neither can live without the other...and you nailed in so well my stomach hurts thinking about it...

Ahh this was so good. You really captured Sam’s desperation and I liked the twist with Cas saving him. Fantastic!

you could do a whole verse with these :O

I LOVED this! I live for Winchester angst, and I haven't read any in a while, so this was a great fix for me lol. It seems natural that Sam would think about killing himself, and I was honestly a little bit surprised when it was never brought up in the show (unless it was and I just don't remember), and I think this perfectly captured how the brothers-and Bobby-would've felt. Also, Cas's appearance? Clever as fuck and made me squeal with delight xD Fantastic job, keep it up!

I truly enjoyed it. Thank you!

Very nice story. I really enjoyed it a lot.

This so so angsty but so well done

...I wasn't prepared for this many feelings. Wow. Awesome job!

Wow! Reaching for the tissues reading this! Great story!

There's nothing better than hurt/angsty Sam and worried Dean! Love it. I think it was a great idea to write this for your birthday - can you have a weekly birthday? Ha ha. Hope you had a great day.
Looking forward to more xx

So well done. I could see Sam doing this to try to save Dean. Thanks for the story. Happy belated birthday too!

I really like that you brought Cas in. :)