this is the best fanfiction I've ever read, and I'm a fanfiction addict. you're a great writer and I aim to be able to write half as good as you someday. you just have a way with words that make this story so much more real and emotional. I love it, keep writing!

Wow. This story is so emotional to read. I think I’d like to read the original epilogue-ish ending. How did the original story affect Blaine? Did he get counseling and get his life back together? Did he go on to college, meet someone, get married, etc? I guess I’d just like to see how what happened changed Blaine. Did he start to consider how his actions affected others?
I always felt like canon Kurt was hanging on by a thread and living on scraps of affection. And he just learned to cope with it. Blaine never had to face the consequences of his obliviousness or negligence. Kurt always just accepted that Blaine was “too good for him” like Sebastian said, which I always found to be quite sad.

At first, I actually wanted you to kill Kurt off because Blaine was such an awful friend, and I thought he deserved the pain. But man, I can't stop crying. There are so many "could have beens" when you take your own life. I can't say I blame Kurt though. He really did have a miserable life. Honestly, if we're gonna compare this to the show, cannon Blaine could have treated Kurt so much better. Once they were together, i loved them. I even loved them as friends, but this really shed light on the fact that Blaine 100% led Kurt on. I think it was pretty obvious that Kurt liked Blaine, considering how he acted around him, and Blaine didn't do anything to make it clear that he wasn't interested. Blaine probably didn't think it was much of a big deal, but to Kurt, it was his whole life (or at least, a big part of it). So basically, don't play with people's emotions because it may not seem life altering to you, but it just may be to them. I'm not gonna lie, I've imagined what life would be like if I took my life. I'm not suicidal, and I wouldn't say I ever was, but there have been multiple nights where I let the idea play in my head. I felt sad because I felt like no one cared, but the idea of making someone finally notice me, idk there's something relieving, almost empowering about it. Suicide is never the answer, but I can't say I don't see where Kurt was coming from. Oh man, I gotta read some fluff so I can stop being a crying mess and actually fall asleep. This was good though. I don't see myself reading any other suicide fics (at least for a loooong time), but this was good. I really like your writing style. At first I didn't know how to feel about it, but it was good, very emotion driven (I mean duh, you're writing about someone who takes their own life). But yeah. Oh, and if you're looking for a sign (not that I think anyone will read this tbh), this is it! You are loved. Even if you don't think you are, I love you.

HOLY CRAP, I actually thought he dies and Blaine gets a new boyfriend, and I thought, "Blaine is a jerk". But that plot twist hit me so hard... I cried my eyes out, thanks so much for this

I'm bawling like a baby right now.

you are evil and cruel and now you have made me fucking cry and have madee fucking swear so excuse me whilst I go eat chocolate in a small confined space

Ok, so I read your first 7 chapters in absolute tears. The problem is, I'm reading this on my phone in the dark while my roommate sleeps a few feet away. Hopefully she's actually asleep so she hasn't heard my muffled sobs in my pillow. So, I read the alternate ending because I figured it would be happy and I needed happy. I also figured it wouldn't fit in with the rest of the story, but I needed my happy fix. After the first few paragraphs, I was pretty sure the alternate ending was NOT going to have a happy ending, but I decided to keep reading because, well, I love this story!
Then it turned out to have a happy ending, and I could see it fitting in with the rest of the story! I don't know if this is how you intended it, but I figured the first 7 chapters were the story Blaine wrote and the last chapter was real. Well, that's what I'm going to make myself think so I don't get to sad!
Overall, you did a marvelous job. You had me in tears a majority of the time, and a lot of the time it was full out sobbing (quietly, I might add. And sobbing quietly is a struggle). Amazing story!

This is one of the most gut wrenching stories I've ever read. So well done, and so tough to read. Hauntingly beautiful.

Oh my gosh I went through all of that pain just to see that there was an alternate ending. Far out I should've just skipped to this, I cried so much while reading this fic! It was amazing but I like the alternate ending haha
Amazing writing :)

Bloody hell.
I'm really sorry, but I can't bear to read any further. This is incredible, so heartfelt and soaked with tears. But it's incredibly depressing and I know if I finish it to the bitter end it will haunt me. Seriously. You are a genius with words and I hope hope hope that you aren't writing from personal experience because you are too talented for that.

everything you've written pertaining to this story and AU is heartbreakingly beautiful and stunning and just ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 3

this is very good. if you ever need to talk be sure to PM me.

I like the previous ending more thanks for the great read! /

Although incredibly sad, I do prefer the original ending. This alternate ending is good, like sliding doors almost, Kurt emailed, instead of burnt a disc, he got to live and be loved and had his Number 2 fulfilled.

Thank you for making me feel.

I cried every chapter of the story. I'm really glad you included an alternate ending. I think I needed it. I wouldn't be able to sleep otherwise.