I’ve always felt Sam tested out Lucifer’s words in S5. I get that the CW probably wouldn’t want to show that, but I think they should of at least alluded to it. Anyway, great story, I appreciated all the feels. Exorcising the site cracked me up. Thanks for writing and sharing!

Sweet story

ThIs is a perfect story and perfectly believable and perfect and ouchh Sam feels man I love you this is a really great story. Your writing is beautiful.

That was nice. I think you're good at writing Sam _

yays more Sammy angst... thank you!

Good story. Sad but good at the same time. Btw, it's Christo not Cristo

Czar Remy, I hate to say it but I don't think your exorcism mojo quite worked. :-s 's still being a bitch with the email updates. Either that or it's my PC. Anyway, to review...

Aaagh, poor Sammy! :( This made for pretty uncomfortable reading in places, but it was still really, really good! Your descriptions are always so brilliant, and your dialogue is so fluid and natural-sounding it's a joy to read. :) Poor, poor Sammy...But at least things are looking up for the boys at the end. There is always hope somewhere, even in the bleakest circumstances, and this really came through here. Keep up the awesomesauce work and DFTBA! XD

*stares*
*deep breath*
How. Do you do so much amazingness. /All at once and so fast ohmygod/.

"Dean drove the rest of the journey with his free hand resting on Sam's shoulder, and for the first time in a long time Sam felt whole instead of alone." /Sam/...

This was perfectly angsty and I don't even know I mean this was actually really really believable and that's just super saddening and bittersweet and everything *deep breath*

You totally made my feels go crazy. Again.
And not in a fangirly way like literally /I love this character so much and nothing bad can happen to him like this because ohmygod your amazing writing made me need to hug him and cry/.

And yes yes, Jared's such a great actor with Sam it's amazing and dude you *pokes this* could have written this specifically for him and it's perfect *shakes head* *hugs everybody and especially you because I cannot love more things right now*

I love your work! I'm so glad I found your stories! They're perfect! I just love their relationship so much, just a brothers. X

*stares* hi yeah I'm kidnapping your plot bunnies and amazingly realistic writing skills okay.

No, but seriously. This. *pokes fic* Is like... heartbreaking and sweet at the same time. Its so beautiful. And the feels. All. Those. Feels. Gosh darn /Sammy baby/ Dx *cuddles him*

I can never get myself to try a suicide fic cuz I'm scared i'll screw it up somehow by either making it too angsty or not touching on the angst properly. This though is goddamn perfect. Have i mentioned that? xP

*pokes you* you broke my feels I am just unable to can anymore darn you and your plot bunnies and deep awesome writing

x)

Love this! You captured Sam and his constantly tortured soul perfectly. I could easily see him doing this. Adding to Favs!

Very nice! You also had a touch of drunk/drugged Sammy, which is like the best thing ever! I know, I have a problem. :P