A/N: Yesh, I am attempting to write an Elsanna story despite not watching Frozen yet. (I am ashamed of myself.) But, I think I got the gist of the two's relationship after scrolling through the Elsanna tag on Tumblr for hours and hours… (I'm starting to think my growing obsession is a sickness.) If I make any mistakes, I apologize sincerely in advance to the fandom. So without further ado…
Chapter 1
The scene played out like one of those bad dramas the television would grace upon the screen during the early afternoons - mindless entertainment which stay-at-home moms would listlessly stare at with glazed eyes. Elsa found those shows a bit distasteful, but oddly entertaining. Right now, the dilemma in her life was quite in bad taste, and yet, she couldn't deny her inner demons were bizarrely interesting, to say the least.
Elsa stared across the dinner table with her mouth slightly agape. Her expression was one of pure awe as she surveyed the beautiful canvas which was her sister's face - her features painted on in perfect harmony. Anna's eyes, always inviting others in with their brilliant shade of aqua-green - a hue warmer on the color scale than Elsa's. Her lips, eternally childish in appearance with their permanent pout, and whenever Anna's bubble-gum pink tongue would dart out of the corner of her pouty mouth while she was eating, Elsa had to blink rapidly to bring herself out of her fantasies. And her hair, oh man, her hair, Elsa thought. Anna's fiery shade of red hair was so very, very attractive to Elsa.
What gods had decided to be cruel to Elsa by creating her sister so temptingly beautiful? But would it have made a difference if she was not so attractive? No, probably not. Anna's magnetic personality was more than enough to make Elsa's head dizzy with want. Combine that with her stunning beauty, and Anna was simply irresistible.
Ew, what? Elsa thought to herself on where her mind had wandered about her own biological sister. Elsa had meant to inwardly groan at her deprecating thoughts, but the gods once again punished her for such sinful fantasies, and she had accidentally bemoaned her woes out loud right in front of Anna.
"Elsa?" Anna's high-pitched, girly voice called out to her - the older girl's name sounding a thousand times more precious coming from her younger sibling's mouth. "You okay? You look a little flushed."
Elsa had felt a slight warmth seeping from the base of her neck towards her cheeks - staining them with a slight tinge of pink. It usually took a lot for Elsa to show any signs of blood pounding in her veins, or simply blush because of her innately cold body temperature. So now that she was displaying signs of a rising blood temperature, Anna of course, would be showing concern at such a rare sight from her sister.
Elsa was silent for a long moment, which made the atmosphere between the two even more strained than it was in the beginning. Anna's brow furrowed in worry as she swiftly reached out the back of her hand to make contact with Elsa's clammy forehead.
"Elsa, you're sweating!" Anna said, her voice rising an extra octave. "Oh no, did you eat something bad?" Anna's green eyes darted across Elsa's untouched plate of food and then returned to Elsa's frozen face.
With all the willpower she could muster, Elsa squeaked out a barely audible, "I-I'm okay, Anna. Really."
Anna still had her warm hand across Elsa's perspiring forehead, but she soon retracted it, although reluctantly. She continued to look at Elsa with her eyes shining with worry for her sister.
Elsa felt somewhat disappointed as Anna removed her hand from her skin. Elsa groaned to herself again, this time successfully. Why can't I stop being so horrible? Elsa's shoulder slumped in a self-loathing posture and Anna noticed her elders sister's obvious melancholy.
"Hey, Anna, it's snowing outside," Anna cheerfully pointed out. "Do you know what that means?" Her baby sister's eyes gleamed mischievously.
I can bury myself under the large pile of snow conveniently formed outside our home since I'm so ashamed and embarrassed of my incestuous feelings, I just want to disappear? Elsa answered internally, but of course she would never say such a thing out loud. "Does it have something to do with a snowman?" Elsa inquired, instead.
Anna's face lit up with joy from Elsa's response - she was happy to know her older sister still remembered her recurring request from their childhood and well into their adulthood. "Yes, Elsa! Do you want to build a snowman?"
The request never failed to tug at Elsa's withered heart strings - rejuvenating fond memories of their past and even their present. As if on cue, her face felt hot from a blush forming once more. She tried to hide her cheeks by bowing her face from Anna's gaze, but failed miserably.
Anna quickly got up from her seat placed across from Elsa and practically skipped over to her. Elsa felt her sister's warmth radiate onto her exposed back where her dress failed to cover.
Two slender, but strong arms encircled her neck and across her collar bone. The sensation of Anna's delicious heat coming into contact with Elsa's chilled body, was an indescribable euphoria words did no justice to accurately describe.
Elsa could feel Anna's petite breasts press slightly against her back as she continued to hold her in a semi-embrace, and her own body stiffened from the unexpected electricity coursing through her - making her skin jump into goose bumps from excitement.
"I've missed playing with you, Elsa," Anna whispered sadly, her hot breath cascaded across Elsa's outer earlobe and making the rest of her body flare up with a desire Elsa did not want to relinquish herself to. Her muscles coiled tighter as her hands laying on her lap clenched into tense fists.
Ignore the feeling of Anna's breasts pressed against you. Ignore the feeling of Anna's breasts pressed against you. Oh no, I can't ignore the feeling of Anna's breasts pressed against me! Elsa's mind rambled on in a battle between rational and irrational thinking. Her fists increasingly curled into themselves so tightly, she felt her nails break skin on her palm, causing her to hiss in pain.
"Elsa? Did I hurt you?" Anna said, her voice laced with guilt. She quickly took her arms off of Elsa, and Elsa shivered not from the loss of heat no longer warming her, but from the loss of Anna holding her, comforting her with her soft body. She cursed herself, for making Anna release her from such a comforting embrace.
Elsa quickly came up with an excuse, "It's not that! I just bit the inside of my cheek is all," Elsa didn't say very convincingly, but Anna believed her despite her terrible fibbing skills.
"Aw, does it hurt, Elsa," Anna pouted, eyeing the entrance to Elsa's mouth which nearly made Elsa's nose bleed and her brain hemorrhage from cuteness overload.
The only response which came out of Elsa's mouth were only incoherent sputters. "Uh, ah, I-I," Elsa mumbled, her speech impediment all too embarrassingly clear.
Anna touched Elsa's cheek to turn her face towards her. She then leaned forward until their faces were merely inches away from each other.
Ah, no. Please, give me some space, Anna. I'm not accountable for what I may be tempted to do, Elsa fervently thought, wringing her hands in a state of utmost anxiety.
Elsa felt Anna's breath dance across her lips and she nearly swooned off her chair at the tickling sensation it caused to reverberate from her head to her core. She shivered obviously again, and she hated how much of her emotions she was failing to conceal - ironically breaking the mantra she always repeated in her head. Conceal, don't feel, but Anna was making her feel too many damned things.
"Open wide," Anna demanded sternly, making the combination of her girly voice and the hard tone in which she spoke all too much for poor Elsa to take.
"I'm okay, Anna," Elsa said, as close-mouthed as she could. Her eyes darted away to a random corner in the room, trying desperately to ignore how close Anna was. She was practically on top of her!
But Anna seemed determined to make sure her older sister was not just brushing her off again. "Elsa, open wide," Anna said, her voice sounding more like their mother whenever she was mad.
Without thinking, Elsa parted her lips and showed Anna the inside of her mouth.
Anna moved in even closer, her breath mingling with Elsa's in an intoxicating combination of fire and ice.
"Hmm," Anna hummed inquisitively, causing Elsa's brain to tick infuriatingly with bad, bad thoughts.
Damn it! Control your hormones! You're not a teenager anymore for chrissakes! Elsa reprimanded herself. Even if she were still a teenager, Elsa's feelings for her own little sister could not be justified, and this fact was all too painfully clear to Elsa.
Anna's face was so close to hers now, Elsa was afraid she may pass out at any second. She gripped the sides of her chair as Anna's onslaught of relentless teasing continued.
Anna's fingers reached up to Elsa's chin and she said, "Mind if I put my fingers in your mouth?"
"Huh?" Elsa squeaked out, her throat instantly drying up from such an unexpected request.
Anna giggled at Elsa's flustered face and Elsa felt herself begin to pass out of consciousness from such an adorable sound.
"I want to open your mouth a little wider is all. If you really did bite the inside of your cheek, then we must make sure it's not serious," Anna said, a smile tugging at the edge of her lips.
Elsa's heart was beating so loudly, it made it difficult for her to think clearly. She meekly shook her head in agreement and Anna didn't hesitate to proceed with her initial idea.
Anna smiled warmly as she placed her thumb on Elsa's bottom lip to tug the sensitive skin down for a larger view of the confines of Elsa's mouth.
Elsa's skin felt prickly from her nerves shooting to high anxiety levels and she knew without a doubt, her face must have turned a scarlet red as Anna applied more pressure on the edges of her mouth.
Gently, Anna's fingers danced under Elsa's chin as her thumb remained on the older girl's bottom lip. Accidentally, Elsa's tongue grazed against the tip of Anna's thumb which was midway inside her mouth, and she quickly mumbled, "Thowwy!" Her tongue too paralyzed to move from the roof of her mouth to form a clear apology.
Anna stifled an outburst of laughter, but had failed. In one swift movement, her hands were no longer on the sides of Elsa's face, but were now covering her own mouth in an attempt to stop herself from laughing.
But Anna failed to stop herself from giggling. "Ha ha!" Anna's cute laughter rang out to Elsa's ears.
Elsa growled at her sister's antics, more inwardly frustrated and embarrassed at herself than genuinely angry at her sister.
After her fit of laughter faded, Anna said, "I'm sorry, Elsa, but you are just so adorably awkward sometimes."
Sometimes? Elsa thought. More like all the time. Wait, she just called you adorable, you putz. Score one for home, Elsa mused to herself. Stop! Where's the stop sign when you need it, you pervert. Elsa's inner monologue distracted her from seeing Anna return to her previous position where their noses were nearly touching.
"We should find you a boyfriend soon to get you out of this awkward phase you seem to be going through," Anna said, as each word she breathed out fell hotly on Elsa's lips.
Elsa's heart dropped upon hearing Anna's suggestion and she looked down disappointedly. Of course she doesn't feel the same way as you do, you idiot. Only you would be capable of feeling such atrocious things because you're a reclusive spaz with little to no experience with the real world, Elsa's mind once again chimed in like an annoying memo.
"Or," Anna whispered, "maybe a girlfriend instead if you prefer."
Elsa nearly choked on her own spit and her body convulsed causing her to lurch suddenly forward, banging her forehead with Anna's.
Elsa saw lights flash behind her closed eyelids as a loud and incessant ringing continued in her ears. "Ow," she mumbled as she rubbed at the sore center of her forehead. Elsa was in so much pain, she had nearly forgotten about Anna.
Upon opening her eyes, she saw Anna now sitting on top of the table holding her head with both hands. She was mumbling, "Ow, ow, ow," over and over again.
"Anna!" Elsa got up off her seat to inspect Anna. "Anna! I'm sorry! You okay? Come here," Elsa ushered, and wrapped her arms apologetically around the smaller girl. "I've got you, Anna. Are you okay?" Elsa rambled.
Anna merely smiled up at her older sister and said lightheartedly, "You've got a hard head, Elsa!"
Elsa smiled and let out a shaky breath. She had thought Anna was seriously hurt. Despite the smile on her little sister's face, she saw a bright red mark begin to form on Anna's forehead.
Elsa instinctively pressed her finger gently on the spot.
Anna stifled a pained groan and Elsa removed her fingers away quickly, but Anna grabbed Elsa's wrist to steady her arm.
"Hey, I'm okay. You can touch me," Anna simply said, and Elsa's body froze at the thought of the many different ways of what Anna just said could be interpreted.
Elsa gulped loudly, and gingerly rubbed her thumb across the blemish marring Anna's usually clear skin. "I'm sorry, Anna," she said, apologizing for more than just the injury, but for everything, including her feelings for her baby sister - the person she should be protecting, not having carnal lust towards. What a terrible person she was for even thinking such things.
Anna smiled warmly up at her older sister. "Don't apologize, Elsa. It doesn't hurt at all," Anna reassured her, and pulled Elsa in for a hug. Elsa was taken aback from the barrage of both scent and sensation bombarding her into a state of paralysis. Once again, her innate desires would not leave her mind at peace even for a moment.
Elsa greedily inhaled Anna's fresh scent and let the intoxicating effect overtake her more potently than downing a large mug of alcohol. Anna's hair brushed her neck and cheek, sending little jolts of tantalizing electricity throughout her body. Elsa shut her eyes and let Anna's presence drown her into a state of bliss.
Elsa let her guard down and she regretted it, for she would show too much of what she had been trying to hide all along.
"Mmm," Elsa moaned into Anna's neck and both their bodies froze in realization. Elsa's eyes shot open in fear at what she had just done. Ffffffffff-
"Elsa?" Anna said, and pulled back while letting her arms fall off of Elsa's body. Anna looked curiously at Elsa, awaiting an explanation.
Elsa wrung her hands and found it insanely difficult to hold eye contact with her sister. Without saying a word, Elsa ran out of the dining hall and practically sprinted to her room. After shutting the door and locking it with the familiar click she's heard all her life, Elsa was alone in the confines of her familiar room once more. But then the dawning realization of eternal loneliness threatened her, making her nearly sob at what she had just forever ruined with her only sister whom she loved so dearly.