-Maya's POV—

It's been… god knows how long. At least a few years, and the only thing that's changed is me. I don't remember my real name, it's been so long since I've used it. My hair has grown out immensely, and my hair is so tinted with blood it's turned pink. The ringmaster removed my deformities and gave me new ones, horns to be exact.

It's lonely here. Everyone else has either died or found a way to escape, leaving me here to rot. I never talk, only sing.

I haven't seen any of… Them since that day. It's a struggle to remember their names, let alone their faces. I only remember the color of one of their hair; Dark blue. His name, as he had, escapes me. Ka… Kakio? No… But it doesn't matter. I'll never see him again, so it's trivial information.

I've learned to be alone. The others, or so I've heard, have grown to be very successful and happy, even getting their 'problems' fixed. I refuse to leave the cage I started in. I just know something wonderful happened here, and I can't bring myself to leave it.

I'm happy… I just need to convince myself that I am. I don't remember what my parents were like… Maybe they were kind and loving. Or they could have been abusive, but that doesn't matter either. The only think keeping me from going mad is the hope I'll meet up with the blue-haired figure, even just once more…

I now know what the figure in my dream was telling me. She was warning me, warning me to not try to run, or I'll end up like her. Ha… That news came a bit late, didn't it?

Growing tired, I lay down and struggle to remember even the name of the figure as I do every night. As I fell asleep, I saw a snow white wing, almost looking of that of an angels. But who was it from…?

-Miku's POV—

Today's a beautiful day! The sun is shining and the flowers are in bloom! I rise from my bed and look around, rubbing the sleep out of my eyes. "Good morning world…" I mumble softly as I get out of my bed.

I found my eyes drifting to my legs, and a flood of memories flow through me. I remember Kaito, the twins, even Meiko. And especially Maya… I still feel bad, it was my plan that got her taken back. But, the others got out alright. So I suppose I'm torn, right?

I let out a slight giggle, taking my pajamas off and changing into my clothes. It's funny how now that I'm away, even the slightest thing can make me laugh.

My parents are rich, so they managed to pay for mine, Kaito's, and the twins' surgery to get ourselves fixed. Wait, scratch that. Kaito's was a mental thing… So he kinda just lived with it. But it's alright, we're all happily living our lives now, and are doing our best to suppress all of the memories from that horrid place.

Except for two… Two memories that we'll never want to forget…

-Len's POV—

Today's a new day, and it's nice to have full control of my body. It's been five years since we've escaped, and those years have treated me and my sister well. We all keep in touch with each other, but sometimes it's not… Fun, shall we say.

I felt a buzz in my pocket and reached for my phone. I had a text, and it was from Kaito.

Kaito: I'm going back for her.

Is he nuts?! Going back to that hell for a girl… It was stupid.

Banana: Are you mental?! Accept her sacrifice, dude! Just let her go!

And I waited, and waited for a response. If only I got one…

And yes, my name was Banana. Rin set this up for me… Mental note: Get Rin back for this.

Rin still hasn't stirred yet, she always was a heavy sleeper. Quietly getting out of bed as not to awaken her, I sighed a little. I got changed and prepared for the day.

Funny how you appreciate the little things, like sleeping in and pajamas, after going without them for so long. Even getting to hug my sister is something I live for now, and seeing the smile on both of our faces.

"Thank god for Saturdays…" I mumble, taking my pajamas off and changing into my clothes. Maybe Miku and I could meet up and go for some Leeks and Bananas. That'd be nice…

But, for now I'll just go down stairs and await Rin to wake up. She could come with us, and maybe she wouldn't ruin it.

I still can't stop think about Kaito though… Is he really gonna go back there?

-Kaito's POV—

Call me nuts, go ahead. I shouldn't have confessed… Now things feel too rushed for me comprehend. I'll find a way to get her out, or at least see her once more.

Even if I got caught; neither of us would be alone anymore. I was already changed, and getting ready to walk to the circus. Let me see… I believe I have everything I need. Time to go, I suppose.

Walking to the circus, I couldn't wait to get back. That's something I never expected to say, or even mean.

(Awkward time skip yay!)

About an hour or two later I arrived. It was just as shitty as I remember it, maybe even shittier. Silently buying a ticket, I pulled my scarf over my face and took my seat. It was winter, maybe it was a usable excuse.

The show started a little later, and I was surprised to see what she had become. It was horrifying to see her that way, to realize what must have happened for this to be the outcome.

To realize how I abandoned her when she needed me most.

-Maya's POV—

I was shoved on stage, same as always. "Now, watch as the Circus monster sings a song!" He cheered. The crowd's response was quiet, as if growing bored of my act. I knew what happened when an act got boring.

So, I sang a new song this time. One the ringmaster probably would kill me for later. Death seemed like the only option, so I didn't care. What's to live for? The blue-haired figure probably had gone and forgotten me by now, and the pain wasn't worth it.

"Time is dead and gone…" I sang out, a faint smile on my face as I noticed how mad he seemed. "Show must go on…" I continued, eyes staring out into the crowd.

They seemed entertained, very much so actually. "It's time for our act…" The ringmaster looked furious, as my lips were now a complete smile. "They all scream at me…" The crowd loved it. What sickos.

"They cannot see, this curtain hides me…" It was calming, to know death was coming so soon. The ringmaster walked on stage and pushed me to the ground. And still I kept singing.

"An amazing gift, so quick and swift… You were amazing." It sounded a bit odd now that he had his leather boot crushing my face, but hopefully it would end.

The crowd took even more joy in seeing this, and I realized that even if I was to escape, the world's full of sick people. It would happen again, and then I'd just be worse.

"By myself I can't, they start to chant, why are you not here?" It hurt, the boot crushing my face. But I had to give them what they liked.

"Grinning at me, I lay in my knees. They want to hear me, why cannot 'he see?'

I want to see you,

I need to see you.

I have to see you.

What happened to you?"

Most of the rest of what I sang was a blur, I guess from gaining a concussion. My final words I would utter in this life,

"Hey get up you worthless… Circus… Monster…" Everything was spinning, I felt my head pounding. My eyes drifted on him, the blue-haired figure. I was smiling, I'm finally leaving this world.

"Kaito…" I said softly before allowing the blackness to consume me completely.

I was the Circus monster now.

There was no going back from the start.

Yay for failures~ I'll probably redo this later. Also, sorry for the rushed love! ^^' When I redo this I'll make sure to fix this.

Just a word of advice, whenever I say something like, (-is totally not gonna end with death of main character-) I'm being sarcastic and mean that it will. Well, until next time we meet again~