Yes, yes, I take forever. I'm SO extremely sorry everybody! Well, I'm also updating my other stories... sometime soon... but PLEASE check them out! I need 'dem motivating reviews! :D Also, please enjoy this last chappie for my Gintama fic! ….One MORE thing! *Said with Asian accent* I'm making a new Gintama fic, and this one will be really good! it's going to be titled "This Ugly Beast Can Only Kill." I've already written down most of the prologue, and I just need to post it up! Lol, even though I don't exactly know when, since its going to be a looooong thing-a-ma-bob of fillers and back story. Geh, it's already over 3,000 words, which is an accomplishment for me and my short chappies, Hehehe. Thank you, and please remember to R & R!

Disclaimer: Dare I even continue saying it? Oh well... I don't own it! If I did, these two... kekekeke~ Well, we all know what'd happen. xD

Chapter 2

At that moment, Hijikata lunged towards Gintoki, practically ripping his clothes off of himself.

Nipping and kissing at his collar bone Hijikata moved lower down Gintoki's body, eventually reaching his pert, pink nipples that were being played by the strings of sukonbu.

Hijikata stared at them while they were at work and gulped thinking about himself doing that to Gin. Tentatively, he stuck out his tongue a licked Gin's chest, leaving a trail of saliva in its place. Gin's vocal moans not only turned Hijikata on further, but they boosted his ego as he grew bolder in his actions, letting his hands roam the ever-so-delicious body.

"T-toshi, hah, the sukonbu- ah...!"

With that impromptu, Hijikata began sucking on Gintoki's nipples with vigor, licking away all the slime and relieving the snacks from their hard work, though as soon as they were removed, the sukonbu strands were replaced with the suckling mouth of Hijikata.

"Nyah~! Toshi, st-ahh~!" Gintoki couldn't pull away when both Hijikata and the sukonbu were molesting his body like this.

Suddenly...

"Hah, AHH!" Gintoki's body spasmed as he came, coating all over Hijikata's bare stomach as well as his own. Both men blushed, and Gin just covered his face with his hands while Hijikata leaned over him still panting, but surprised by Gin's quickie.

"..."

"..."

"Nipple play, eh?"

"S-shut up!"

Hijikata could only smirk at him.

"Oh come on, it's ok. We all know you probably haven't gotten any lately since there aren't any girls out there who'd want to bed you." Hijikata said teasingly.

Gintoki stared at him, suddenly looking slightly nervous about their positions. There were still a ton of those damned evil, stupid, snack strands rubbing, poking, and prodding his lower half bringing his previously sated member back to life.

Looking anywhere except at Hijikata's face, Gin gave the best reply he could come up with, with so many distractions that made his mind wander.

"Humph! I wonder why, when there's a Demon Vice-Commander following me every time I go to place like the pachinko parlor or the red light district!" At that point, Gin happened to look down and notice Hijikata's obvious erection, and he blushed...hard.

That last comment slightly pissed off Hijikata...but then again, almost everything pisses Hijikata off, so to exact his revenge, he grabbed Gin's half hard rod and began to slowly stroke it, tightening and loosening his grip while eliciting a particularly loud moan from him.

"Hm? What's this? Hard again already, Gin? You're lasting longer than I thought, old man." Hijikata smirked at the scowl Gintoki 'attempted' at making. It was more of a cute pout, and it reminded Hijikata that he had his own little problem to take care of as well.

"Toshi." Gin hesitantly looked at him again, straight in the eyes. "Please be gentle. This is my first time."

At that moment, Hijikata felt like steam was just shooting outta his ears. How could Gin say those words so easily and not be embarrassed?! Plus, his first time?! No way! The permy silver haired guy, known for always being drunk or at the pachinko parlor during the night... is still a virgin?!

Hijikata took another gulp before lavishing Gin's body with more love bites and nips. Raising himself up, the two locked lips in a soul searching kiss, tongues delving into each others' mouths and the occasional bite from Gintoki as he tried not to moan too loudly.

After a while, Hijikata decided that Gin was ready for the next stage.

"Oi, yorozuya. Where's your lube?"

"What? Oh, its the drawer over there."

The scent of mint hit Hijikata's nose as he pulled out the small bottle and uncapped it.

"Eh~? Gin, I seriously would've thought you had strawberry scented lube rather than mint." Hijikata chuckled, as Gin blushed.

"B-baka! Just hurry-!"Gin tried to say, but he was stopped by Hijikata's very attentive mouth, suckling on his nipples, and his hand stroking his member slowly up and down with an iron grip. Low groans and high pitched moans were echoing through the thin walls of Gin's apartment, and he couldn't help but hope Otose and her cat-maid-dude-chick, AKA Catherine, was out shopping or whatever, because he'd never live it down if they heard him moaning wantonly like a slutty girl.

Toshi's fingers entered his rear end one by one, and Gin resisted the urge to dig his nails into his broad back all the while.

Hijikata was working up a really good sweat. His lower half was strained and he felt hot, but he still needed to prepare Gin so that it'd be just as pleasurable for him or else he may never get another chance like this. His fingers entered Gin's ass, and he searched for his G-spot with no avail. It was harder than he thought, and his patience was thin enough as it is. Suddenly, Gin yelped really loudly while arching his back. A couple strands of the forgotten sukonbu had made its way downward and entered Gintoki's bottom along with Hiji's fingers. Hijikata may not have found Gin's special spot, but he didn't need to apparently since the little snack did it for him. Hijikata was actually pretty grateful for the sukonbu's weird behavior(AN: Weird behavior doesn't even cut it Hiji...!) and the damn shady ass dude who sold it to them. Hijikata glanced at Gin's face before he lowered his head and started slurping up the little snack again.

"Baka! W-ah-what do you think you're doing?!" Gin looked shocked, but the pleasure numbed him and made his body feel limp from exhaustion.

"Well, its not like I can take these out of your ass with my hands since they are all slippery because of the lube and precum covering them." Hijikata retorted while continuing his ministrations, making Gin's flushed face turn beet red. Unable to think of the right words to retort to his comment- or even speak coherently in the first place- Gin covered his face with the backs of his hands and simply blushed away his worries.

"Oi, yorozuya..." Hijikata looked up at Gin's face.

"...What..." Gin replied, keeping their gaze locked for the moment.

"Can- can I put it in now..."

Both men blushed and turned away from their heated stare down, and Gin nodded his head in affirmation. Hijikata moved slowly, in order not to startle his partner, but he had been holding back for a long time now, cutting his tolerance level short. As soon as he was fully seated and had checked to make sure Gin was comfortable(AN: HAH. as comfortable as he can with a D*** up his butt! XP), Hiji began a steady pace, because he wanted to get the most out of Gin and his little moans while he had the once in a lifetime opportunity. Well, it was actually because he didn't want to come too fast and embarrass himself...

"AAAHHH, FORGET THIS!" Gin suddenly pushed Hijikata off of him and flipped their positions until he was on top. "You're going too slow, baka, so I'm going to take control here, hehehe."

Gin ruthlessly pounded his ass onto Hijikata's livid member, until Hijikata came into his ass, overflowing and spilling out.

"Hmm, who's got a quickie now, eh? Hahaha, and you sure did come a lot Oogushi~" Gin winked at him, and continued speaking as Hijikata started moving away. "Matte, I'm not done with you yet. You started this, but the thing is, I'm going to end it." Like the unmerciful and sadistic bastard he was, Gin grinded his ass and squeezed Hijikata's member while it was still inside of him.

Hijikata was a mess.

Dirty little thoughts flooded his mind as soon as those words left Gin's mouth, and those motions Gin made just fueled his sex drive even more.

Hijikata's tongue flickered out to lick his lips, tasting Gin's sweat and the tangy flavor from the sukonbu. His back arched and he felt close, so close.

"Are you sure- aaahh- that this is yo- hnn- your first time?!" Hijikata inquired almost incoherently whilst Gin pounded his ass onto his slick, throbbing member.

Breathless, Gin struggled to reply back. "Hahh~ y-yes, but it just...feels so good~!"

"Gin, I'm gonna... come soon..."

"Ahh~ me too! T-together~?"

With a long drawn out grunt, both men came to completion. Exhaustion lulling them both to sleep, but priorities kept Hijikata awake and moving, no matter how sluggish he felt at the moment. He took his time cleaning up their mess while using Gin's exhaustion to his advantage and observed him as he lay on top of the soiled couch. Gin's pale flesh was now flushed red, just a tad bit lighter than the blush covering his face, and he was covered in a thin sheen of sweat that seemed to taunt Hijikata into ravishing him once more as they slowly dripped down the stained flesh to mix with their cum. But he refrained from doing so, seeing that both men were drop dead tired. Toshiro wiped down Gin's body, occasional eliciting a moan or muffled grunt from Gintoki's now overly sensitive skin. He cleaned the rest of the sukonbu, throwing them in the trash and slipped his and Gintoki's clothes on them.

With a determined look in his eyes, he stood up and walked towards the door.

"Gin... I love you. I hope you can return my feelings some day. Thank you for... tonight. I'll give you some space, in case you don't wanna ever sad my face again."

With those last words, Hijikata walked out the front door without a single glance back.

(Gin's POV)

...

Oh boy...

...

I got up slowly from the couch, the ache in my lower back finally settling in after our late afternoon activities. It really, REALLY, hurt, and that pissed me off. Stupid, Hijibaka and his damn sex drive. I may be young, but I've never had much of a sexual appetite. Ughh. Take Tsukki for example, I mean...she's hot and all, but I'm just never in the mood to take up her offers. Never needed it.

I looked out into the window, evening was creeping up across the horizon- Mr. Sun seemed to be getting ready for bed, meaning its time for me to sleep... if I can. Damn Hijibaka...

(BACK TO PRESENT)

I squinted my eyes in concentration as I lay on my futon. Sure it felt okay when we were doing it, but I'm sore now...well actually, it felt really good... UGH. Stupid, stupid, stupid! Stop thinking about that! I grabbed a copy of Jump from under my pillow and began reading, trying to forget those moments of pleasure and pure bliss, but after a while I began to realize that I couldn't keep my mind focused on Nar*to, but rather it kept wandering back to Hijikata's face when he came, *blush*, and to his pained face when he said the forbidden words.

"Gin... I love you..."

"GOKU* DAMMIT. URGH. WHY THE HELL CAN'T I GET HIS EXPRESSION OUT OF MY HEAD?!" I pulled at my hair in frustration, there had to be a reason why I kept thinking about him! I jumped up suddenly from my futon.

"LIGHT BU-ACK!" I rubbed the top of my head a bit, because I managed to hit the hanging light bulb. "I'll have to remind Shinpachi about changing that... Oh yeah! I almost forgot what I was going to do! LIGHT BULB! I got an idea!" I grabbed a clean yukata and donned it as I rushed out the door with my bokken and slipped on my boots.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~TIME~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~SKIP~~~~~~~~~~~~~!~~~~~~~~~~~~~

( 3RD PERSON POV)

Hijikata slipped into his quarters quietly so as not to disturb the beast, Okita, in case he decides to question his extended and unexpected absence from duty today. he changed his police uniform and hid it at the bottom of his dirty clothes basket.

*Blush*

His face flushed and he flopped onto his futon while he buried his face into his pillow. His earlier exclamation at Gintoki's home embarrassed him, and he was tempted to squeal like a love struck high school girl, but refrained from doing so and kept a semi calm demeanor, even if the blush wouldn't leave his face. Whether or not Gin heard what he said or was completely knocked out by the time he made his decision to confess was irrelevant. He was finally able to admit his feelings, and nothing would change the fact that he loves Sakata Gintoki, a lazy bum who doesn't pay his rent or assistants and yet managed to capture his- and many others'- hearts.

Suddenly Hijikata heard a small clatter. It seemed to come from just outside the boundaries of the courtyard, but none of the officers should've been up at this time of the night. Slowly and quietly, Hijikata slid into his blanket and pretended to sleep.

'It's probably just Okita sneaking around hiding my mayo...' Hijikata thought to himself and he slowly sunk into his sleep.

*thud* *thud* *creeeak*

Hijikata's eyes popped open.

"Wait a damn minute!" Hijikata scrambled to the door while grabbing his sword and eventually just collided with the screen door, breaking through it and rolling out into the courtyard.

"If it is Okita hiding my damn mayo again, I'm going to KILL him!" Hijikata looked up and his eyes locked with the shocked face of the intruder.

"Yo-"

"Shhh! Keep yelling like the stupid demon vice commander you are and the entire barrack will wake up!"

Hijikata lowered his voice to a whisper, but he was seething.

"Why the hell are you here?!"

"I need to talk with you."

Well he was fucked. No pun intended, but seriously. Gintoki was gonna take advantage of the fact that Hijikata wouldn't want his subordinates to find out of his situation and would keep his mouth shut as Gin cursed him for all eternity.

No regrets... No regrets. Hijikata thought as he led Gintoki into his room, and pulled the broken door up to cover the hole in his wall.

"That'll have to do for now." Hijikata said, turning towards Gintoki, who was sitting quietly on the floor. He walked over and sat across from Gintoki, just an arms length away. Their eyes locked, but nothing was said. Gintoki merely stared at him with his dead fish eyes. It was unnerving, so Hijikata chose to speak first.

"So... What is it that you want, that you have to come see me so late into the night Gintoki? Hmm?" Hijikata looks towards the ground trying to look indifferent and rubbed the back of his head a little frustrated at himself. He was scared of what Gintoki would say. Him. The Demon Vice Commander was scared.

The silence was overwhelming. He didn't really know what to do. Gintoki was nervous. Impulsively he ran over to the Shinsengumi headquarters and snuck in to see a man that basically raped him earlier that day. Honestly, his butt still hurt, but he sat there quietly trying to figure out exactly what he was going to say to the man in front of him. All he knew was what he wanted, but he didn't know how to get it.

Exasperated, Hijikata sighed. "Ne, Baka Yorozuya. What are you doing here? Are you going to say something or just sit there?"

"...mean it..."

"What? I can't hear you. Stop mumbling!"

"I SAID, DID YOU MEAN WHAT YOU S-" Hijikata covered Gintoki's mouth in an attempt to muffle him.

"Shh! Okita has supersonic hearing, I don't want him to know we're in here together right now! We can't be yelling in the middle of the night anyways! It's disruptive to people who are sleeping." Hijikata whispered desperately. Gintoki glared at Hijikata until he backed away. "Sorry... What were you saying?"

"I don't feel like asking anymore." Gintokis said, turning away with a pout.

Hijikata really needed some mayonnaise... He rubbed his face with his hands. Gintoki is really stubborn and annoying when he's like this, though it's kind of cute... ughh...

"Stop being an idiot and tell me already, baka yorozuya. We don't have all night."

"Humph." Gintoki grumbled a bit before turning away shyly. "Well, if you insist..."

"Are you bipolar or something?" Hijikata said under his breath in a sarcastic manner.

"Do you want me to ask or not?"

"Yes, yes, I do!"

"...well, it's just... I want to know if you were being serious... back there... this morning... when... when... ugh! You know what I mean!" Gintoki turned back to Hijikata, awaiting an answer that he was afraid of hearing. It didn't help that Hijikata was hesitating to reply back.

"Of course I was serious, Yorozuya. It's so ridiculous actually," Hijikata chuckled halfheartedly. "…Here I am, the Demon Vice Commander, supposedly heartless and demonic and batshit crazy, but I'm in love with a stupid idiot with an ugly perm. Haha, I don't even know when it began or even what exactly it is about you that draws me in. Maybe it's because we're so alike, yet exact opposites. I have loved once, but love is a bitter and cruel thing. My first love left me once, and now my second love is this." He waved in Gintoki's direction.

"Uh, Hijikata? I just wanted to know if you were serious, not your whole philosophy behind why you're in love with me."

"Oi!"

"I want to save that conversation for another time." Gintoki blushed. "Being honest about this stuff is pretty hard."

"Tell me about it. I've been subtly chasing after you for so long, because it was so hard to say it outright." Hijikata said with a sigh.

"Er... not so subtly. It was suuuuuper obvious. Even Kagura noticed it."

At this point, Hijikata was sweating profusely. He has this look as if he'd accidentally written his soul off to the devil, while gintoki just picked at his nose and looked around the dark room, avoiding Hijikata's depressing face.

"But I can't say I hated it." Gintoki said. He scooted up closer to Hijikata and placed a hand on his knee. He looked up at Hijikata underneath his eyelashes. "I think... maybe we can be together. It doesn't matter how long or why we're together. It's just that I can't get you out of my head lately, and I admit there was a reason I went to you first this morning. Well, other than to buy me snacks, and the reason is probably that somewhere inside, I kind of liked you too."

Hijikata blushed. Gintoki was chuckling at his expression, but he didn't comment in case Hijikata would get angry and go off topic.

"So, are you willing to try it out? With me?"

"OF COUR-!"

"SHHHHHH!" This time, Gintoki's hands were over Hijikata's mouth. When he realized what he was doing, Gintoki removed his hands, both of them blushing, before they broke out in laughter.

Nothing between them would be the same. They could act the same, yell at each other in the same manner, and even have their normal, aggressive fights with one another. But they both knew it'd be different, because each action was performed with more affection than Gorilla san had for Otae.

Why? Because they were together, and that's all they needed or wanted.

*Instead of saying things like 'god dammit' I picture Gintoki saying Goku instead since he thinks so highly of DBZ and of Goku. lol

OH, DON'T LEAVE YET, TRUST ME. READ UNTIL THE END OF THIS.

WHOOOO~! It's finished! Sorry guys, it's taken over a year! Dx I kept hitting road blocks in my writing and I kept changing it over and over again. Agghhh. Originally I planned to end it with more smut, lol. But that didn't happen. Hahahaha. Maybe if you all like it and tell me that you want more, I'll write an epilogue! :D Please tell me what you think in the reviews! I really appreciate it. I feel kind of like it ended too quickly, so please tell me! :) Also, I'm writing bonus chapters in another story. Please check it out soon!

PRE-EPILOGUE:

"BAKA, HIJIKATA! That hurts!" Gintoki whacked Hijikata off the top of his head with a Jump! comic book.

"Wha-? It was just fine last time!? Why won't it work this time?!" Hijikata said incredulously. He was feeling more and more impatient by the moment. Just wanting to shove it inside already.

"You have to be gentle, you stupid Mayo-freak! Let me do it!"

"What?! You think I can't handle it? I'm a man! A man can do anything he sets his heart on!"

"Are you saying that I'm not a man too?! After all the times we've done it together?" Hijikata blushed."Plus, saing that is a disgrace on all those hardworking women- like Ketsuno Ana!"

"Don't bring up that woman at a time like this. If you do, I might just slip and break something..." Hijikata said in a threatening manner. Gintoki merely scoffed at his antics.

"Stop being so stuck up and let me have a go at it too..."

TO BE CONTINUED... XD (If you want me to... eheheh)