HEY THERE YOU CRAZYS, ITS ME AGAIN SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING I WAS SERIOUSLY SICK BUT I FEEL A BIT BETTER TODAY SO I FIGURED I WOULD GO ON WITH THE STORY :D P.S. ALL TRUTHS AND DARES WITH * CAME FROM 46 she has a new story go and check it out because it is stellar

TRIS POV

We all sit around in a circle as Zeke goes into a closet and grabs a huge duffle bag setting it down right in the middle of the circle. I hsve no idea what is in there and there is part of me that doesn't want to find out.

"Okay I shall begin, Will Truth or dare"

"dare"

"Do the cinnamon challenge"*

"What's that?" he asks legitimately confused

"Just eat a tablespoon full of cinnamon" says uriah

"Ok" Will says he goes back into the kitchen and comes out with a huge serving spoon and some cinnamon. We all look at him like he is crazy as he loads up the spoon.

"Are you sure you don't want to back out Will that is a lot of Cinnamon" says Christina trying her hardest not to laugh. Will shakes his head and sticks the spoon in his mouth. IT takes him 3 seconds before he starts hacking and coughing out cinnamon all over the floor. We are all laughing on our sides. WIll runs to the kitchen and drinks an entire bottle of water in one gulp. After washing out his mouth he comes back and sits down like nothing happened.

"Tris, truth or dare" Will says trying way too hard to act like nothing happened

"dare"

"7 minutes in heaven with tobias" i look at him nervously. We both know that he hates small spaces and a closet technically counts as one but he nods. We walk over to the closet and close the door behind us.

"Are you ok with this" I ask him. He nods though i can hear his heartbeat. I look up at him and our lips connect and instantly everything goes away, the fact we are in a tiny closet and the fact that tomorrow we have a trial. We pull away and smile before leaning back into another kiss. Before we get anywhere though there is an ice cold bucket of water dumped on both of us. I yell and jump into Tobias's arms, then i see Will Uriah and Zeke laughing their heads off right outside. I grab a towel and dry off and ew walk back to the circle.

"Lynn truth or dare"

"truth"

"PANSYCAKE" Uriah yells from the other side of the circle

"Oh shut up you ass hat" says Lynn

" Well bed, wed, dead, Tobias, Uriah, Will"

"Wed Will, Bed Uriah Dead Tobias, sorry dude" we all laugh and continue

"Uriah Truth or dare"

"DARE" he yells triumphantly.

"Drinking contest with Tobias-"

" why did i have to get pulled into this" Tobias complains

"Anyway first one to puke or pass out looses" Lynn says as though Tobias hadn't said anything. We all walk into the kitchen as Zeke takes out a giant bottle of Vodka and some shot glasses lining them up for them and fills each one to the top.

"READY, SET, GO" Lynn yells and the games begin. FOr the first 3 shots they are both fine, by the fifth Uriah looks a little green, after the eighth Tobias looks a little buzzed and Uriah is about to puke. Lifting the 9th glass Uriah slams it down onto the table and runs to the bathroom. He comes back a few minutes later and we return to the circle.

"Tris" he says through a slurred voice "Truth or dare"

"Truth"

"how many times have you been raped". Everyone gasps and Tobias grabs me and places me on his lap faster than ever.

"Uriah what is wrong with you" Marlene screams.

"No guys its fine, really" I say. Then i start to recall them. The first few times it was Marcus, then before he left for college Caleb. I never told Tobias because i knew that he would be livid but i figured now more than ever would be a better time to tell everyone. "fifteen" I start. "it started with Marcus when i was 15, Marcus did it a few times. I had sort of gotten used to it happening. Then one time, Caleb and Marcus came over for dinner because Tobias was quote 'out with friends' and then Caleb did….. so i think 5". The room fills with gasps. I start crying and Tobias can do nothing but hold me in an attempt to keep down his anger. After this we all kind of realize that Uriah ruined the game. SO we all make our way to our allotted sleeping arrangements and put on our PJS whilst getting ready for bed.

As I lay there next to Tobias watching our chests rise and fall in unison as they so often do i felt him stroking my hair. He only does that when he is upset. I turn onto my side so i am facing him and i see him. His deep blue eyes are staring at me and i can't help but love them.

"What's wrong" i ask in a semi serious manor

"Everything" he says with a sigh but not a sigh of drama a sigh of "oh my god this is awful" but a sigh of something more.

"Well i can't fix everything so tell me what is really wrong"

"I love you Beatrice Eaton and I love our daughter and i love how we have our own little family but there is something so wrong here"

"we don't have a home to raise her in"

"and the only god damn home either of us have ever had are with monsters and i dont want to turn out like them Tris. We are going to be awful parents is just know it and-"

"SHHHHHH" i cut him off with a kiss on his foehead. "hey think of it this way, our family is a little broken, and at least she has 2 parents that love her more than life itself". He smiles at the thought and we fell asleep like that. My head on his chest and his arm around me, with Lily in the crib that we finally bought her and for that short moment i swear there was nothing in this world that could ever change this situation no matter how shitty.

HOLA READERS I AM SO SORRY THAT THIS CHAPTER WAS SHORT BUT I JUST STARTED 10TH GRADE AND IT IS LITERALLY THE MOST STRESSFUL THING. I THINK IM GONNA DIE :P HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE STORY