Tori's P.O.V

The sun shining brightly through the gap in my curtains woke me up; I slowly opened my eyes and blinked a few times so I could adjust to the sudden brightness. I tried to stretch my arms our but it was difficult with Jade being tangled in them. She started to stir in my arms which made me pull her closer trying to make her stay asleep, it worked.

Last night we'd barely gotten any sleep at all, Jade kept waking up panicking about going to see her mother. I couldn't really blame her though; if I was in her position I would be just as scared and nervous as she is now.

I let my hand play with Jade's hair mindlessly as I watched her sleep, I love moments like this. It's so calming just watching Jade's chest rise and fall, after everything that's happened it reassures me that she's alive. She's going to be okay, I know she is, maybe not now but soon she will be I'm going to make sure of it.

"Tori?" Jade mumbled as she moved around in my arms, using one of her hands to shield her face from the bright light shining into my room.

"Hey" I said quietly kissing her on the forehead which made her smile. Seeing Jade smile was one of the best things in the world, her smile literally lights up the room although not many people actually get to see this side of Jade. To be honest I'm glad it's only me that gets to see her like this; it shows me just how much she actually loves me.

"What time is it?" Her voice was heavy with sleep as she rubbed her eyes.

I turned my head to look at the clock on my bedside table and the red light blinking at me repeatedly revealing the time. "Almost 8"

"What? Why are we up this early?" I let out a soft chuckle at how confused Jade seemed, I understand where she's coming from though we never usually wake up until at least 10.

"I think it might have something to do with the fact we're going to see your mother today" I said gently, I tried my best for it not to sound offensive and I really hope I hadn't offended her.

"I guess so, probably best we get up now then I want to get there when my dad is sure not to be" Jade said nervously before removing herself from my body and climbing out of bed.

"But it's so early" I groaned, covering my face.

"Get up" Jade laughed as I felt a cushion hit me.

"Hey, you don't need to throw things at me" I laughed before getting out of bed and following Jade downstairs.

"Well you wouldn't get up would you?" Jade threw back at me laughing as we reached the bottom of the stairs. I watched as Jade walked over to the kitchen and sat down on the stool.

"I take it I'm making breakfast?" I asked Jade a smirk on my face as I made my way towards the fridge, before pulling out everything I needed.

"Yes" She replied with an even bigger smirk on her face which made me laugh at how smug she was.

I started cooking our breakfast and I could feel Jade's eyes on me so I turned around to face her. "Yes?" I asked.

"Nothing" She shook her head at me but I could tell she had wanted to say something but stopped herself.

I ignored it though not wanting to push her and turned my attention back to cooking our breakfast. Within 20 minutes the food was ready and we were now sat at the table, neither of us had said a word when I was cooking. By the look on Jade's face though I could tell she was thinking about today, it upset me to see how scared she is of going to see her own mother but I'm going to be there for her.

"Jade, before what were you going to say to me?" I asked as we both started eating our breakfasts.

"It doesn't matter Tori, honestly it was nothing"

"I'm here if you want to talk" I said gently, not wanting to push her any further seeing that she was already upset.

We both finishing our breakfasts talking about everything and nothing, I grabbed our dishes and quickly washed them as Jade went upstairs.

Soon after I followed her and found her sat nervously on the edge of the bed with some clothes next to her.

"Jade?" I asked as I took a few tentative steps towards, as I got closer I could see a few tears running down her face.

"Hey" I said gently kneeling in front of her, bringing my hand up to her face and using my thumb to wipe away her tears. "What's wrong sweetie?"

"I can't do this" Jade cried throwing her arms around me.

I moved onto the edge of the bed and pulled Jade onto my lap rocking her gently from side to side. "Yes you can, it's okay Jade, everything's going to be okay"

"No it's not" I felt her shake in my arms as she said this.

"Jade, look at me" I said softly as she pulled back, I looked in her eyes and gave her a sad smile.

"Listen baby, I know this is going to be hard for you and it is completely understandable but no matter what happens today I promise I'm not going to leave your side. We are going to get through this together, I promise you"

"Thank you" Jade mumbled in my neck as she continued to cry. After a little while I had finally managed to calm Jade down enough so we could get dressed.

I'd left Jade to get ready in my room; I'd finally managed to find some decent clothes to wear and quickly got ready in Trina's room. Thank god she wasn't here.

I waited at least 10 minutes before I went back into my room, I don't know why I did but I did.

Jade was stood in front of my full length mirror looking at her appearance. "You look beautiful Jade, are you ready?"

I watched as she ran a hand nervously over her outfit, I sighed and walked up behind her wrapping my arms around her waist before kissing her neck.

"I promise you, you look gorgeous. Do you want to go now?" I asked quietly.

"Yeah, come on" She whispered nervously before exiting the room, I followed quickly behind her.

"Girls I need to talk to you" My mom said as me and Jade neared towards the door.

"Okay mom but can it wait until later? We really need to get to the hospital" I was really hoping she said we could talk about it later, I could see that Jade just wanted to get this over and done with. So did I.

"Okay it's not that important anyway, see you two later" Sarah said waving goodbye to the girls.

"Bye" Me and Jade quickly replied before rushing to my car.

I started the car and pulled out of my drive way as Jade stared nervously out of the window.

"Are you okay?" I asked as we drove towards the hospital.

"Yes" She whispered quietly.

It didn't take us long until we reached the hospital, there was hardly any traffic as it was still quite early. I parked the car in the hospital car park before turning the engine off.

Jade's P.O.V

"You ready?" Tori's words broke me from my thoughts.

"Uh...yeah I guess"

We both got out of the car, making our way towards the entrance of the hospital. Tori must have been able to tell how nervous I was as she grabbed a hold of my hand and squeezed it gently whispering gently "It's okay"

Eventually we found the ward my mother was on and which room she was in, I stood nervously outside her door not seeing any sign of my farther being here yet.

"You can do this" Tori said to me, but I couldn't bring myself to say anything back I could barely talk I was that nervous.

I finally moved my hand to push the door open and saw my mom lying in the hospital bed, she still had wires attached to her but she looked a lot better than when I first saw her. I was right my farther wasn't here, but there was a possibility that he would be here soon so I have to say what I need to and then go.

I walked closer to the bed, hearing Tori's footsteps close behind me. "Mom?" I asked, hoping she was awake.

Her eyes opened slowly and she looked at me with a small smile on her face "Jade, I'm so glad you're here"

"Don't" I said a hint of anger in my voice as I spoke to her.

"Jade, what's wrong?" My mother asked with fake concern in her voice.

"Don't even bother, tell me why you did this. Why did you make this happen?" I tried to hold the tears back but it was hard, Tori's hand moved to my lower back and rubbed soothing circles on it.

"Jade what are you talking about?"

"Don't bother denying it, the doctors told us you were drunk when this happened" Tori replied also with anger in her voice, I was grateful I had someone like her.

"I...I don't know what to say" She said regretfully.

"No...You never do" I said with hatred in my voice.

"Jade you have to try and understand...I wanted you to notice me"

"God, have you got any idea how pathetic that sounds?! I'm the child here! I should want you to notice me! You made your choice when you chose him over your own daughter" I growled angrily.

I watched as she sat up in the bed and looked at me sadly "I regret that choice, I should have chosen you"

"Yeah you should have, but you didn't! Now you go and do this straight after everything else, why? Was it just to make me feel bad? To make me feel sorry for you?"

"That's not it at all"

"If you're trying to win her back then lying isn't going to help you" Tori said.

"You never think of anyone else's feelings, the only person you think of is yourself. And that's why I came here, to tell you to stay away from me and leave me alone because I don't need you anymore"

"Jade..."

I cut my mother of "Don't, just stay away from me"

"Come on Jade, we should go" Tori said grabbing my hand and pulling me out the room.

As soon as we got in the car I completely broke down, I felt Tori's arms wrap around me tightly.

What had I just done?

A/N: Sorry it's taken me a while to update; I've been busy with school and couldn't think of what to write for a while. This isn't that good so I apologize for it, please review and tell me what you think. Your thoughts are greatly appreciated.

Also I'm thinking of writing some other stories, any suggestions or requests you have would be great, I'd love to hear them x