Karofsky did more than kiss Kurt in the locker room that day. He broke him till he could no longer be broken. Kurt can take this no longer and his facade begins to slip. Self harm, noncon, suicidal thoughts, depression, severe bullying.

Kurt walked through the halls of McKinley his head down holding his bag close to his body. The junior was in pain physically and mentally. After what happened with Karofsky he spent the weekend locked in his room, not coming out for anyone. He had cried all the tears he had before passing out that night. Glee club felt different it felt like no one even noticed he was in agony as the other kids spoke happily to each other. He clutched the fabric of his dark sweater tightly his mind was elsewhere.

Someone tapped his sore shoulder hard waking him from his daze. The other kids laughed, they wouldn't be laughing if they knew what had happened to him last week. "Kurt we were discussing the set list for sectionals. If you even care to pay attention." Rachel spoke harshly from the front of the room.

The boy narrowed his eyes "Leave me be Rachel I was trying to block out your god awful voice." Kurt tried to sound annoyed. "Well I know who wont be getting any solos, Mr. Shue said I could help decide." She sounded so proud, but Kurt really couldn't care less about a solo right now.

Once glee was over Kurt was on his way to his locker his head was elsewhere. He didn't notice a jock stick out their foot to trip him. He fell hard and the jocks ran off, he held back tears refusing to have anyone see him cry. No one helped him or even asked if he was okay.

After school Kurt was at his locker when Dave came up to him. Kurt froze the boy pushed him against the lockers telling him if he told anyone he would kill him. Then he was gone, Kurt couldn't breathe he was pretty sure he was having a panic attack. He slid down the wall drawing his knees to his chest trying to even out his breathing.

"Kurt, hey what happened?" Mr. Shue saw him sitting there. Kurt shook his head tears running down his face. Going to the principal was no help, he couldn't tell them what had really happened otherwise he would be dead.

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At home Kurt sat in his room alone staring at the knife on his desk, he had cut himself once after the rape last week it made him feel better so doing it one more time wouldn't hurt. He watched the blood dripping from his arm slowly before wrapping it with a bandage carefully. He felt a little better now that he could feel something.

At dinner he barely touched his food, his father was concerned. "Kurt, buddy you need to eat." The boy just stared at his plate. "Not hungry." He whispered. Burt looked at Carole not sure what to say. She spoke this time. "Kurt honey, did something happen at school? You can tell us you know."

"I'm fine, just tired. Can I be excused?" He asked. They let him go Finn looked worried. "Finn is something going on at school that's making Kurt act like this?" Carole asked.

"I don't know. Hes still getting picked on but that normally doesn't bother him. He doesn't eat lunch I know that." "He's not eating?" Burt could see how badly the bullying was effecting Kurt but every school had bullying and Kurt was a target. "Yeah, hes also really quiet and stuff. He never comments on anything or fights Rachel for solos its like hes there but hes not." Finn tried to explain.

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Finn watched his stepbrother carefully the next few days at home he stayed locked up in his room and at school he never wore his flashy outfits anymore. He tried to step in when ever he saw someone harassing him but he wasn't there all the time. He told Rachel about his worries and she immediately agreed with him.

"Finn there's something we need to do, Kurt cant keep going on like this." She told her boyfriend. "I know that. But he wont listen to me or anyone."

"He turned down a solo Finn! If he was okay he would never in his life do that! Even Mr. Shuester agreed with me."

"I'm sorry but Kurt will talk when hes ready, you know people are still giving him a hard time."

"A hard time! Those football players call him disgusting names and treat him like dirt! Have you seen them slam him into the lockers?"

"Look if I piss them off they will treat me like shit too. I cant have that if I'm the quarterback." He tried to explain.

"Hes your brother Finn. Whats more important to you?"

"Kurt of course, hes already mad I told Burt hes not eating." Finn told her.

It was worse than Rachel had originally thought, her dads made sure she was informed about all the issues within the LGBT community including the homophobic bullying kids received in schools.

"Finn don't you know how many LGBT teens have committed suicide the past few years because of bullying in school. Those kids were tortured every day like Kurt is now."

"Kurt would never kill himself Rachel, he wants to go to New York after Graduation with you."

"You don't know that, Kurt has a low self esteem."

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Kurt was backed into the wall behind the parking lot Karofsky had cornered him making escape impossible. The boy had his hands all over Kurt who was frozen with fear and panic.

"Pl..please not again." The smaller boy sobbed. He couldn't control the tears even though they made him look weak. He was beaten till he was on the ground, he could see blood on the pavement.

He couldn't do anything about this, the pain was unimaginable and he screamed in complete agony. Dave had covered his mouth roughly making it hard to breathe while he violated him in the worst ways.

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Kurt heard knocking on his bedroom door, it was early and school was starting soon. "Kurt you up we have to leave soon and mom wants you down for breakfast." Kurt was under the covers he was in too much pain to move from yesterday.

"Kurt, are you up?" The door creaked open. Finn was already dressed and ready. "Why are you still in bed?" He asked. Kurt pulled the covers up higher trying to shield the light coming in from the hallway.

He could feel Finn pulling down the blanket, his hand felt cold on his face. "Shit your burning up." Kurt heard his stepbrother mutter. His eyes felt so heavy he let them close again.

"Kurt, buddy you need to stay awake a little longer." Kurt looked up blearily at his dad. He felt something hard being pressed into his mouth. He saw Carole sitting at the foot of his bed she was gently rubbing his leg.

The thermometer beeped and Burt took it out checking it before showing it to Carole. "He was fine yesterday, how could it be this high?" Kurt was losing his battle to sleep before he could hear anymore he was back in the void.

When he woke up a little while later he felt a cold cloth on his face and someone was gently stroking a hand through his hair. He whimpered softly, the pain level had not subsided. "Kurt sweetie, you feeling any better?" Carole asked him. She must have stayed home to watch him, this made him feel guilty.

"N..not really." He whispered. "You need to eat and get some fluids, I heated up some soup you can have that." Kurt felt sick at the thought of food. "I'm not hungry." The boy whispered.

"I know you don't feel hungry right now but you body needs nutrients to heal." She told him. Then helped him sip some water and take some pills before getting him to eat. His hands were shaking so badly he couldn't hold the spoon.

Carole gently took over and spooned the food into his mouth, he felt so weak. He managed to eat a little bit before falling back to sleep.

After school Finn came home to a quiet house, he knew Kurt was really sick and needed to rest but he wanted to see how he was doing. He opened the door and saw his brother still tucked into bed like this morning. His hair was a mess and his face was flushed with fever, he gently touched his forehead. He felt the heated skin under his hand. Kurt whimpered shifting a little in his sleep but not waking up.

Finn sighed in relief of not waking him before going back to his room.

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