Insanity

December 4th

First day of the new school! Hopefully i'll meet some nice people, for once.. anyway! Of to school i'll write more entries later!

11:45 a.m

Haven't really had anyone talk to me yet. no one to talk with/sit with. i really do pity those who are afraid to talk to new people. I mean i don't bite.. not hard at least. Oh! OH! someones coming! i'll continue writing later i promise!

1:00 p.m

Okay, Okay i have ONE friend! He's so nice! His name is Leo, i know i hardly know anything about him but, i claim him as a friend already! oooooh, what a wonderful day though, this new school really did give me a chance to start over!

3:20 p.m

I'm so happy, yet kinda sad i didn't have a chance to talk to the other girls. i'm fine though! don't worry, silly me. i just need to cheer up, yes thats it cheer up! o0o (like my little face, me?≥3≤) i could totally sneak out tonight! Leo did invite me to his high tide party ≥3≤! thats exactly what i'm gonna do!

10:30 p.m

Oh god, That was a BLAST! I learned how to surf, party like no tomorrow, annnd how to make tons of friends! ≥3≤! I just hope i can sleep tonight, oh you want to know what happened, me? Hehe, alright then. When i arrived i was a little embarrassed, i didn't know how to surf, or party quite right. Leo kind of guided me through everything! He's such a sweat heart… O-oh no i don't like him, i'm only implying that he's a good friend! Anyway, after that i had to go home. When i came back my parents hadn't even of known i left ˆDˆ! That was pretty much the whole night for ya. goodnight, sweet,sweet diary.

December 5th

Last night i dreamt about the strangest thing.. That i-i killed Leo, HA, who would ever dream of such a thing…. but i-i enjoyed it in my dream.. i wasn't my normal self i-i was.. WELL! lets not talk about this, now. I have to get ready for school write in you later, dear diary!

11:20 a.m

YESH! I finally got to sit with the popular girls! whoop, whoop! Here's their names: Jonci, Kuna, Luci, Dreces, and Hocki. Their all super nice, can't wait to sit with them again…!

2:46 p.m

I had to be excused from school today for some odd reason.. still haven't figured it out yet. Later~ Now i know why i had to be excused from school t'day.. it because father went crazy… the police say he was on drugs, just went crazy, killed mother.. I-i know he wouldn't have just "snapped" like this. He-he never DID do drugs… NEVER! I KNOW THIS! The police won't let me stay with him.. i know he needs help, i-i thought moving would give me a new start…..