Hey! Well, so this is my first fanfic ever. Major BBRae action, some RobStar and CyBee so I would turn back now if you don't ship them or whatever. Some language and mention of rape and suicide…

oh yeah and I obviously do not own the Teen Titans, cause if I did it would still be on the air (not that crap Teen Titans Go!

Summary: Raven Roth has been abused by her father since she was 10 years old. It had gotten even worse since her mother died. How will she cope with her depression and empathetic personality disorder at her knew high school?

Ages:

Raven 17

Garfield 17

Richard 18

Kori 17

Victor 18

Karen 18

Raven Roth woke up with a sharp pain in her head. "Damned father… why'd he have to throw that brick so hard," she thought while she recalled the events of last night.

Trigon Roth, Raven's father, slapped his daughter hard with the first thing he could grab. (Which just so happened to be a brick…lucky Raven…) 'The little witch deserves it,' he thought to himself. 'It was her fault that her mother is gone and she will pay for it.' Raven cowered at her fuming father. Normally, she would fight back, but the last thing she wanted was to be covered in bruises for the first day of school. She could feel the rage well up inside her father and honestly, it scared the crap out of her. Still angry, Trigon began to fiddle with the button on Raven's jeans. "Dad, please… don't," Raven whispered stumbling on her words. "But dear Raven you were bad and that means you need to be punished." Raven could feel that he wasn't kidding and her voice faltered. She was helpless; for she wanted so badly to scream but her body wouldn't allow it. Trigon dragged her onto the floor and had his way with her.

When he was finally done she dragged her near lifeless body up the stairs and immediately went to her bathroom and grabbed her favorite razor. 'If I die, then I wouldn't have to put up with my fucked up life anymore," she thought. 'But I did promise mom I never would…' Her mind felt like it was going to implode, so to relieve herself of her troubles, she slid the razor down her leg as she had done a thousand times before. This time, she had stopped at her minimum of four cuts and soon drifted off to sleep.

Raven sighed, and limped over to her closet to find something to wear. She immediately went past the few shot sleeved shirts she owned to her favorite blue sweatshirt, which she paired with black distressed skinny jeans and boots. She combed through her short, dark violet hair and put on just enough make-up on to cover the bruises. She then took her morning dosage of pills and grabbed her black messenger bag. She tip-toed past her hung-over father who was passed out on the couch and went out the door. 'It's a good thing I left early, the school is five miles away' she thought as she realized how far she would have to limp. If she wasn't so beat-up the short run wouldn't take that much effort for the nimble girl, but bruises and cuts covered her. So, even the slightest movement brought about serious pain.

When she finally reached the infamous Jump City High School, she went immediately to the main office to receive her schedule. She studied it carefully then went to find her locker to put away unnecessary belongings. 'Locker 244' she walked down the never ending hallway until she reached her assigned number, only to find a skinny boy with blonde hair with green tips standing in her way. He wore a green camo t-shirt with blue jeans. As she studied him more closely she noticed that there was slight muscle peeking out and he wasn't quite as scrawny as she originally believed. 'Stop it Raven, what if someone noticed you staring?' she scolded herself.

"You're uh… in my way" Raven stated in the monotone that she had mastered. The green boy turned around with a confused look on his face. Raven noticed his striking green eyes as she gestured to the locker that he was blocking. He looked down sheepishly with a blush creeping onto his face.

"oh, hehe… sorry" he said. Raven simply nodded as she proceeded to open her locker. She noticed he was staring at her so she glared at him.

"What?"

"Oh, hehe… My uh name is uh Garfield, but uh you can call be Gar if yah want… So, uh what's your name?" he asked sticking his hand out hoping to make a new friend. But instead of even acknowledging him, Raven shut her locker and headed off to AP biology.

"What was her problem?" Garfield asked, slightly annoyed that she ignored him. Victor Stone, turned to his best friend and gave him a questioning face.

"I'll tell you during lunch, but I've got to get to class before Miss Gapolin kills me for being late again.

The tall African American nodded and headed off to his own class.

Well, that concludes chappie number one. Did yah like it, did yah hate it? LEMME KNOW! Criticism is widely accepted, so do not be afraid to share. I'm not going to go all cannibal on you this time.