This is the second part to my first story called The Story of us. It goes all the way back to the beginning but in a different perspective, this time the story is being told from Dom's perspective. Not everything in the first story will be mentioned in this one and there will be more things added that I didn't put in the first one. The first one dealt with Letty and her struggles through their relationship and her own life. This one is obviously going be from Dom's POV but I'm going to try and make it about the good part of their relationship that wasn't really shared in the first one. It's going to be more of a fluff (well at least that's what I'm going to try to write, but I'm not very good at it) so I hope you guys enjoy the second part to the story.

Dom's P.O.V

It's been a year and a half since I got the call that Letty had been murdered. It breaks my heart more and more each time I think about it. How could I let this happen? I was suppose to be protecting her by going away, but the opposite happened. She's dead and nothing I can do will bring her back. I ask myself everyday why I made such a selfish decision, I should of let her stay with me, I should of kept her safe by taking her with me, not by letting her go. I made a mistake, one that I can't take back, one that will haunt me forever.

I've made a lot of mistakes though, that's what I do, I make bad decisions that leads to everyone else getting hurt. I never meant for any of this to happen, I never meant for Jesse to die, or for Leon to leave our family, I never wanted my sister to be a part of this life, I never wanted Letty to lose her life fighting for me, or Vince. They all gave it up for me and I don't understand why. Mia always said I was like gravity and when I was younger I agreed and I liked that fact that I could suck people in but now I wish that it were never true. I've lost so many people, so much of my family and it just isn't fair. It isn't fair to me, or Mia, or even Leon, who is out there doing god knows what with god knows who. I regret my decisions but I can't take them back, I wish I still had my family but this is the life I chose and I can't change it now.

I know Mia's happy, she just had a baby a few months ago. His names Jack and he's the best thing that ever happened to our family. It makes me wish I would of started a family with Letty when I had the chance. There is Elena who I could start a family with but it just wouldn't feel right. The only person I've every picture sharing my life with was Letty but she's gone and I have no choice to start over. I love Elena but I'm not in love with her. She's there for me and she understands what I'm going through and I guess that's why I felt drawn to her so quickly. She gets it, she's doesn't push me, and she doesn't make me talk about it, but she doesn't fill that empty void that I have. I don't think anyone can or ever will. I have her sleeping next to right now, it's comfortable but it doesn't feel right. She doesn't fit perfectly against my body like Letty did, she doesn't feel or smell like Letty, sometimes I just pretend that it's Letty laying next to me and not her. I know it's not fair to Elena but I know she thinks the same way about me and her husband and that's why it's okay with her. She's a beautiful woman but she's not the woman that I want to be with, the women I want no longer exist, except in my heart and memories.

I sure do have a lot of memories with her, I've known her since I was twelve. She's been with me for the majority of my life and even though we haven't always been the best of friends she had always been like family to me, whether we were together or not. I've always loved Letty and I always will. I just wish I could of told her that when I still had a chance. I was a complete jerk to her when we weren't together and I pretty much stayed an ass even when we were together. I didn't always treat her the way she deserved to be treated and I hate myself more and more for everyday. I should of told her how much she meant to me and how much I loved her when I still could, now it's too late, I'll never get that chance.

I can't help but wake up every morning and just think about her, she's the last thing I think about before I go to bed and the first thing that consumes my thoughts when I wake up. Hell she runs through my mind all day, everyday, just like she always has. She's always been the number one thing on my mind, for as long as I can remember she's been the only thing I think about. Now that she's gone and I'm trying to start my life over and forget my past she keeps bringing me back to the old days. She reminds me of everything that I've ever gone through in life because we went through it together. Well besides my moms death, she wasn't around for that. It's hard for me to remember my mom because she died when I was so young, but my dad, he's a different story. I remember everything about him just like I'll always remember everything about Letty. I hope I never forget one thing about her, I'd be devastated if I ever lost one memory about her. I know everything there is to know about that women, she didn't give it up easy but by the end I knew everything. Letty liked to keep secrets, not because she like to play games but because she was scared and didn't know who to trust, so she kept everything to herself, even though she shouldn't have. I guess it started in her childhood but she struggled with letting me and everyone else in her whole life. It was one of the struggles that we went through in our relationship. I got in though, she told me her secrets and now I'm about to tell you mine. I've had a long life filled with a bunch of bullshit that I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. But I'm still here, it shouldn't of been me who got to live but I did and now I have nothing left to do but look back on my life and what I've gone through.

I don't even know where to begin...

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