I wanna try translating this story I wrote in Spanish to English... Let's see how it goes
And yes, that means my first lenguage isn't English, but I worked really hard on this translation so give it a chance please!

I wrote this FanFic while listening to "See You Again" by Carrie Underwood. It's a beautiful song and I recommend you listen to it! :)
Let me tell you that I still don't know If this translation will be a One-Shot or if I'll translate the other chapters, It all depends on the interest you guys have in this story and the reviews you post about it.
I know it's really short but if I continue it, I the second chapter will have the same lenght and the others will be at least twice as long as this chapter.

A stellar mage was sitting at her oak desk in her bedroom, which was only lit with her pedestal's warm light, contrasting with the white snow that was falling from the dark night sky even after a far too cold afternoon for her liking.
It was a somewhat gloomy atmosphere, especially considering the mood of the young blonde, who did not seem to mind the lack of lighting at the time of writing. She had come out of the shower just over an hour ago so her hair was still damp, and that was a problem considering that outside her room the temperature was -3 C and the cold breeze was always able to find a way in through those little spaces below her windows and doors. Clearly, under these conditions, she was prone to get sick, but she did not care since she was too immersed in her writing.
Her delicate hand neatly traced each word, but the eventual tear she shed made it hard to read. She should have been used to writting such letters, but this was different, because the person at the other side of it, the one that was suppossed to read it, was not her mother , and it was not being written for the same reasons, but right now, it didn't matter much. She knew it was not the same, but she needed to ease the pain in her chest every time she would think about him, and that pen and piece of paper were the best method for future novelist to do it.

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[...] The day you left, a part of my heart was frozen, I froze in time. That ridiculous smile that used to make my day, who would have thought that I would lose it in seconds ? I still remember the day I met you , and you saved me from that mimic the way you smiled at me, the way you helped me, a total stranger at the time, and the way you turned my whole life upside-down, and you, very silly and oblivious as always, had no idea.

That day when you left Fairy Tail... I cannot forget your smile, how happy you were and of course I understand the reason why. For so many years you searched for him, Your Dragon , your father , but I'm not going to say that a part of me didn't die when did you turned around and didn't look back. I'm still waiting for your return, I'm still waiting for that moment when I get home, to my apartment, and see you there, eating my food , sleeping in my bed , coming through the window, I'm still hoping that from one day to another, I see you in the guild , with a mission in hand , arguing with Gray, hiding from Erza , see fishing with Happy , or sick while riding the train. You should be back by now, where are you? You said you would be back in six months, but here I am , 1 year, 12 months, 52 weeks, 365 days later, and no word from you.

Perhaps it is the simple fact that I regret what I did, or rather what I did not do, what I now upsets me so much. I know nothing of your life, how is it , if you're hungry , or sleepy, if you're happy , if you are training with Igneel, and I regret that I did not have the courage to say "I love you" when I had the chance... And who knows if I will have that opportunity now? I'm afraid that you have disappeared from my life for goos, that one day I wake up to realize that two years have passed and I still have no word from you, that I'm still alone without my partner, my best friend, without the person I love.

I'm afraid of losing you forever, What is taking you so long? Do not scare me more because I've had enough. Come back to me, Tell me about your new experiences, your training , your father , Your Journeys, Your adventures ... I know that you'll be back , that you will come back to your second family, Fairy Tail, I just have this ridiculous uncertainty (because knowing you, there is no way that you won't come back) that I might not see you ever again. I know it's silly of me, I know we'll meet again, I know that sooner or later you'll return, and when you do, I'll be waiting here, with my arms wide open to welcome you, a big smile on my face, maybe even some tears, and with what I've been keeping to myself for so long and that, even if it may not be reciprocal, you deserve to hear. That is why , I am saying Goodbye but only until I see you again, Natsu.

Love,

Lucy Heartfilia

Please, tell me your opinion... Good or Bad, I'm interested in reading it
Let me know if you think I should keep on translating or If I should leave it as a One-Shot
Let me know what you think about my translation skills, Do they suck or are they acceptable?

THANK YOU FOR READING :)