A dark room dazzled by shiny stars,
Surrounded by demons and angelic scars,
Sitting on your bed with bloodshot eyes,
And pray you will see the next sunrise,

Grey is your front and your skin, oh so faint,
Your sharp features highly distressed,

My world seems to be in terrible pain,
While chapped breath shakes through your chest,

Allow my ear to lay on your heart,
Hear it beat, hear it pound, till the end of line,
Please, let me be your nocturnal guard,
Please, just give me some more time,

It's been a few years, it's been not long,
Since your smile brought me to heaven,
You took my mind, one by one,
Till I called you my lucky seven,

I wanted to be your everything, but it was never enough,
Your hands were strong and kisses gentle, but your lips, they stayed rough,
Now you lie here like a ghost, a shadow of the love I cared,
Am I to blame, have I betrayed the bond that we once shared?

No matter if, I do not care, can't be without again,
And if there is no other way, so hate me, wounded friend,
Bury me deep into your soul, dripple tears in my gaze,
And if you need to, don't deny, burn me with arctic haze

Swollen eyelids flicker, reflecting my face,
Two green, warm stones, filled with human grace,
Blankly staring at me as I vanish to dust,
Going back to my life, my carnival of rust.

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