The Pain In My Heart

Chapter 1: "Why can't anybody love me?"

"..." - speaking

'...' - thinking

"Why?", a crying voice said, "Why can't anybody love me?". Slowly with shaking legs the boy stand up, pain going through his body. Crying he slowly went to the kitchen. "Everything hurts so much ...", a tear fell from his face "... I can't anymore ...". Slowly he took one of the knives. Staring at it while it reflected his face. A tear fell on the knife, more followed soon. His face blue and bloody, the rest of his body even worse. The beating worse than normal. 'Fucking Bastard', the words echoed in his mind. He let himself slide down to the floor. Pain racing through his back. A sob escaped his lips "Soon my pain will be over ...", with that he started cutting up his arms, knowing no one would be there to stop him. 'Mother, Father ... did you ever care about me?', he sadly thought. A puddle of blood already around him, his body slowly dying. 'Itachi ... did you ever noticed me?'. With every minute his eyelids became heavier and heavier. "Goodbye world ... ", with that he closed his eyes, hoping to neeer wake up again. Death was reaching towards him.

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"SASUKE!" A frantic voice screamed, but Sasuke was consumed in darkness. "Sasuke, my little Sasuke ... please hold on." Only leaving Sasue to call for the ambulance.

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Three days later

beep ... beep ... beep ... the constant sound in the white room for the past three days. The boy on the bed looking pale and tired. For the last three days he has been sleeping. Slowly he was waking up again. A groan escaped his lips, his eyes started to open. 'Where am I?' In that moment a doctor came into his room. "Ah Sasuke! You're awake, that's good. How are you feeling?" "Where am I?", his voice sounded rought and it hurted him to speak. "Where? The Hospital, I'm your doctor Tsunade.", she took a closer at him and saw he was shaking and crying, "What is wrong?". "Why? Why couldn't I die? What have I done to deserve this?" With that he was a shaking mess, begging to let him die ...

to be continued

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