Prologue: How long has it been since I've been in this company...2 years already! 8 seasons...Just yesterday I improvised as a male to try to get to work along side SHIPS but was discovered as a female. Luckily...I STILL got to do it! Being an idol is wonderful and I enjoy every minute of it. So much has happened to me in the last 2 years that have impacted my life and have impacted my heart. Seiji Hiwatari was the one I was after at first, the prince of my dreams but a smack of reality name Kazama Hiroto came along and changed my views. He's cold to me and annoys the heck out of me but has a caring side...he's soft. He's real. I have liked him ever since that day he followed alongside to me and Seiji's date. I was holding his shirt so I wouldn't get lost in the crowd. I want to tell him how I feel. Only one thing is stopping me, he has a girlfriend.

**PLEASE ENJOY MY NEW STORY ON ANOTHER TAKE OF HOW I PERSONALLY WANTED HIROTO TO CONFESS TO KIRARI OR VICE VERSA.**

Chapter 1: New Drama?!

As I woke up that morning I looked around my room sleepily and blinked sleep away from my eyes. What day is it today?...AH work day! I sat up from my bed and checked the time. 9:30?! Ah I'm going to be late if I don't move it! "Naa-san!" The poor kitty jumped up at the cry of his name quickly getting sleep out of his system and looked to where his owner was calling him. "Naa?" He called, "Please get my clothes ready as I head for the bathroom!" With a gleam in his eye, Naa-san expertly layed out Kirari's clothes for the day and cleaned up her room. I head for the bathroom and quickly begin to brush my teeth. Director-san said he had a very important surprise he wanted to tell us today and I NEED to know. I look at myself in the mirror after washing my mouth and splash cold water in my face. My light brown hair and crystal blue eyes...I look just like my brother. Subaru. Not only that but I also look like my mother. She disappeared when I was young but had papa to take care of my brother and I. Meeting her again and not knowing who she was, was a real surprise and now haven't seen her since. "Naa-san!" This little cat has been by my side since I was a little girl and was truly like my mother hehe. "Na!" He quickly went inside and went to work with those magic paws of his. My hair was sparkling as today he tied it up in a side ponytail. "Arigato!" I smiled and gave him a hug. I quickly changed into my red-n-white striped sweater with my brown boyfriend jeans and strapped flats. Having and undershirt underneath of course. I ran downstairs and quickly gobbled down my breakfast as Papa laid out my favorite, pancakes! "Kirari I know you eat already like a person who has never seen food before but why are you in such a rush today?" He smiled and asked. "Mmmph!" I could only say and swallowed. "Papa director-san has a HUGE surprise waiting for us there today and I'm going to be late!" I stopped half way through my meal and get up. "I'm done! Jaa-ne" I headed out and quickly made my way down the street. "Kirari?" Kirari's father asked as he looked as his daughters half eaten plate of pancakes. "Are you okay?" He sighed and picked it up.

I haven't been eating the way I used to these last few weeks...really I've been thinking about one thing that has just happened recently. Hiroto-kun has now been asked out by a girl. Not just ANY girl but THE girl. Aoi-chan. I saw this 2 weeks ago but remember it like it was yesterday. It was quiet and nobody was left in the studio or so I thought. I forgot my sweater and was coming back to retrieve it. The light in the studio room was still on and the door was cracked just a little bit. I wondered what was going on and peeked through a little. I saw Hiroto-kun standing there in front of Aoi-chan. "Aoi-chan what is it?" Hiroto-kun asked and Aoi was standing there clutching her hands fidgeting back and forth. She looked somewhat embarrassed but looked up to him and said, "H-Hiroto-kun I want to tell you something. Something important." Huh? Aoi-chan never looks this nervous, she is always cool and well collected. Hiroto looked surprised at her nervousness but nodded. "I...like you Hiroto." She said quietly and with a blush filled face looked up at him. I couldn't believe my eyes to what I just witnessed her. Aoi-chan likes Hiroto-kun?! I gasped and covered my mouth. I turned and ran away with tears in my eyes and Naa-san on my head. I made the door creak and didn't get to see Hiroto quickly come out and see who was at the door. I disappeared before I was caught. Now...Hiroto-kun might have a girlfriend. More than likely he does.

I rushed into the company building's door and rushed to the floor we were told to go on and opened the front door. I saw Seiji and Hiroto already sitting on the couch and I saw director-san in front of them. "Ah Kirari! So glad for you to join us. Here take a seat." I smiled and nodded then took a seat in between the two boys. "Hey Kirari-chan." Seiji smiled and flashed that kind smile. I smiled "Hey." "Little late there...Baka." The raven-haired boy next to me said teasingly and I just stuck out my tongue. That's most than I have ever been to him over the past few weeks. I haven't really been able to make a conversation to Hiroto-kun after seeing what I did and averted his eyes a lot. It just brings up old memories. I can feel Hiroto-kun look at me questioningly but turns towards back to director-san. "Now that I have all of my stars, I don't know if you remember me saying this but I have a surprise in store for you guys." My eyes lit up and I lean forward. "As far as you know this company has been doing outstandingly well for the past 2 years or 8 seasons after Kirari-chan entered into this company as well as 4 years with SHIPS! What I have received new from our Manager was that he wanted to do another...film!" I stare in awe and start to smile, "Ehh? A movie director-san?!" "Hai Kirari-chan! He wanted to do a movie and most importantly he wanted Kirari to be the main female role!" I smile widely and get very excited knowing that the manager wanted me to be part of a movie but not just that...the lead female role?! "Director-san, what is the movie about?" I asked and he replied, " The title is called: "The Raging Ocean and Rain."You have done this genre before BUT since the fans enjoyed in so much we are making another love/drama movie. Your feelings are like the ocean and your tears are like the rain. That is the gist of the title. Also will this be a LOVE drama so there will be a male role out of the the male actors we have here. SHIPS, Arashi, and we are even bringing in Cloudy!" I stare at him as he said the name Cloudy...Arashi I can handle but cloudy? "Oi, isn't that guy not allowed to be around Kirari after what happened or almost happened?!" Hiroto-kun said suddenly and I look down. "Yea Director-san, remember the way he used to stalk Kirari-chan then try to do weird things to make her like him?" Seiji added and I swallowed. He would stalk me around and try these things on me that made me feel totally uncomfortable. Hiroto-kun was there...he helped me every time Cloudy would get too close to me. Hiroto-kun now probably has a girlfriend so why is he getting mad? It doesn't make any sense. "Is that so? I didn't hear about it but this is the cast manager selected for us and to top it off...neither me or Kumoi-san is going to pick. He is." I look up at that last part and said sadly but surely, "Don't worry about me, I'll be fine. That was only one time or a few but I will try to do my best and make a love drama that will shake all of Japan!" I smiled at director-san and he gives me a smile and a nod, "Thats what I like to hear Kirari-chan! By the way we are filming on an island we rented off of and leave the first thing tomorrow morning so pack well for the next 3 weeks, neh?" He gets up and leaves the room. An island?! We are actually filming on a remote island? I get excited but nervous at the same time. "Kirari-chan will you really be okay?" Seiji asks and I nod then get up and face them. "What happened was all in the past, I let go and forget. Sure I'll be nervous to the idea of possibly acting with him again but then again I might act with you guys too." I smile and he nods. "Still Kirari, I'm going to keep my eye on that Cloudy kid if he ever does anything to you again." Hiroto says almost with anger but I just look out of the window next to his face. Why would he want to protect me? He has a new girlfriend doesn't he?! I just can't look into his eyes. I close my eyes and say nonchalantly, "You don't have to do that H-hiroto-kun but thank you. I'll see you guys later!" I give a quick smile and leave the room. I stop in the hallway outside of the door. Why did I fumble on his name?! Ah I'm such an idiot that it's hard to even say his own name. I sighed and begin to make my way down towards my studio to rehearse the script I would be given at the island. Who will I act with?

*Meanwhile inside*

"Oi Seiji , Kirari seemed a bit...off right?" He asked his bestfriend who nodded. "Yeah she was and has been over these past few weeks. I hope she's alright." Hiroto nods and looks down at his palms. I have noticed that Kirari has been averting my eyes and trying to simplify our conversations but why would she do that?! Did I do anything that offended her in any way? Sure I tease her a lot but never would I bully her. Thinking back I could only remember the time before Aoi-chan confessed to me. She was fine before that, great even. Hmm...no she couldn't have been. I look up and walk towards the door. "Hmm? Hiro-kun?" I open the for but don't see her anymore. She couldn't have been...I shrug and walk back inside. Did she see? And more importantly...does she even know my answer?

END Of chapter 1! I really hoped you liked it and check the next story out in Chapter 2 coming out soon!