Friday, September 11th 2:18am

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It's their year anniversary tomorrow. I'm sure he's going to go all out. I could end with a bang tonight. The pills came in, they're early. But I don't mind. He doesn't love me anyway. But who would notice my death, we hardly even speak.

Maybe I could cover my body in cuts and overdose. I could just cut. Die of blood loss, slowly and painfully. That's how my life's been.

Slow

And

Painful.

I'm sure the maids would here first to find me in the morning. I'm not sure what Hikaru would do. Probably run and cry to Haruhi. They where talking last night after they had sex, it seems she's pregnant.

She's such a whore I know it isn't even his. Tamaki told me he slept with Haruhi a few weeks ago, he's another one that hasn't noticed my shiftō. He said it truthfully, but he also told me to keep quiet. He said they did it a few times a week until she told him she'd tell Hikaru the baby was his.

It's Tamaki's though. Maybe I will end it tonight. I'll have this on the bed with me, the blood might seep into the pages. I won't mind though. Maybe they'll burn this book so he doenst have to keep it to remember.

At least let him read through it, so he knows I love him.

I love you Hikaru,

You're my everything..

Yours should have known, I love you. Now I'm lost in the distance you look at me like a stranger, do you hate me.

All you had to do was show me love.

I'm prepared to lose everything I've got.

Remember that night underneath the stars? For a minute I thought you loved me back. This was before Haruhi. I could've confessed.

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A/N: I'd apologize for not updating but I feel like not many people enjoyed this story anyway. Um so this is the last chapter... Please no hate in reviews.

~CYIANODIY~