So I quickly got this posted. Lav Menace and I are in PA fixing to go see Fall Out Boy, Like in less than two hours. So I will be back later to read reviews and to reply and answer any questions.

Warning there is smut. Boy on Boy smut.


A kiss that is never tasted, is forever and ever wasted.

-Billie Holiday


Can anybody hear me?
Or am I talking to myself?
My mind is running empty
In the search for someone else
Who doesn't look right through me.
It's all just static in my head
Can anybody tell me why I'm lonely like a satellite?

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
Can I please come down? (come down)
'Cause I'm tired of drifting around and round (and round)
Can I please come down?

I'm deafened by the silence
Is it something that I've done?
I know that there are millions
I can't be the only one who's so disconnected
It's so different in my head.
Can anybody tell me why I'm lonely like a satellite?

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
Can I please come down? (come down)
'Cause I'm tired of drifting around and round (and round)
Can I please come down?

Now I lie awake and scream in a zero gravity
And it's starting to weigh down on me.
Let's abort this mission now
Can I please come down?

So tonight I'm calling all astronauts
All the lonely people that the world forgot
If you hear my voice come pick me up
Are you out there?
'Cause you're all I've got!

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
To the lonely people that the world forgot
Are you out there?
'Cause you're all I've got!

Can I please come down?
'Cause I'm tired of drifting round and round.
Can I please come down?

-Astronaut, Simple Plan

"The rain has let up." Molly says as she looks out the window. The boy next to her barely nods, and Trissy looks at me then Peter.

"Excuse me? May I ask something?" She points at Peter, "are you two dating?" She then points at Molly who makes a gagging noise.

"No."

"Hey!" Peter frowns pretending to be hurt.

"You're a dick."

"A charming dick." He looks at my sister. "She wants my body."

Molly punches him in the chest.

"Ouch! That hurt!" Peter frowns, "so mean to me!"

Molly stares him down then jabs him in the side and Peter winces, she grabs his shirt and starts tugging it up and Peter smacks her hand away. "What happened?"

"Nothing." He looks at me, "so-"

"Did someone hit you?" Molly crosses her arms over her chest.

"I always asked to be hit and spanked in bed." Peter smiles.

"Peter!"

"Okay. Okay I was going home and I tripped. No big deal." Peter frowns and then looks out the window. "Hey it stopped raining!"

"We better get back." Trissy says and I know my eyes are still on the boy, he's acting differently than Aunt Evelyn but I guess abuse victims act differently. "Caleb?"

I blink and smile, "we should call Aunt Evelyn and see if we can stay longer. If that's okay with you?" I look at Molly.

"It'll probably be just Peter and I tonight so sure!" Molly taps her chin, "we should go get corn dogs."

I pull out my phone and go through contacts, I select the house and press the phone to my ear. On the third ring someone picks up.

"Hello?" It's Marcus.

"Hey, Uncle Marcus! It's Caleb. Listen Trissy and I are staying for dinner with some kids, trying to make friends. If it gets too late we may stay." I hang up when there's only silence.

"I don't think he's use to that." Trissy looks at me. "Kids who don't need his permission." Molly and Peter are looking at us, eyes wide. "Our mother is recovering from being sick and our father sent us here to live with our aunt for the summer."

"So corn dogs?" Peter smiles at me. "How old are you two?"

"Fifteen." Tris answers as I say, "We'll be sixteen in August."

"Wow, I just turned sixteen," Molly high fives Trissy and then points at Peter. "Bastard here is sixteen, he'll be seventeen in October."

"Let's go." Peter walks out the door and starts walking it down the street. "What? I parked my car a few blocks down. Last time I parked it in front of your house your dad got it towed!"

"That was one time!" Molly screeches.

Peter turns to face us and walks backwards. "Sure. He did that three months ago."

We walk for a bit before we hear shouting. "My dad is going to kill me!"

"Come on, Four! Your dad won't kill you. We just have to find them before it gets too late!" A male voice says and we turn the corner of the sidewalk and I notice that we are across from our cousin's friend's house. The four of us slow down to watch the commotion. Tobias has his head in his hands and is walking back and forth. His friend, Zeke I remember his name being, is trying to calm him down and there is a couple of girls there.

"Shut up, Zeke!" Tobias says over and over. "Just... where did they go?"

"Maybe they got lost walking?" One girl kicks at the ground.

"Or kidnapped?" The other shrugs.

"Or to get corn dogs!" Trissy does a little dance while looking at Molly, and I smile. It's good to see her like this.

"Oh thank god!" Tobias starts towards us. "Where were you two?"

"Are you going to tell us that we should've stayed near you?" Trissy raises her eyebrow.

"You left and we were so lucky to find Molly here." I start pulling my headphones up. "By the way I already called your father told him we were staying with Molly for dinner. So you can do whatever... or whomever, you want." I pull at Trissy's hand to get everyone moving.

Peter stops next to a car and we get in Caleb in the back with me and Molly gets in the passenger seat. Peter starts the car, rolls down the window, then leans out it. "Don't worry man! I'll have them home before ten!"

Around nine-forty we had dropped Molly off at her house. "Bye, Mol!" Peter waved and then turned to look over at Trissy and I. "Want to come sit up here with me, Caleb?"

Trissy nudges me and I get out to take the passenger seat. "So where to?" I point out directions to him as Trissy taps away on her phone. When we pull up in front of the house Tris gets out and I turn to unbuckle my seat belt.

"Wait." I look at Peter, he leans close to me. "Would you like to go for a ride with me?"

Yes!

"Excuse me?" I bite my lip and he leans closer. Fuck... Fuck.

"Do you" He pokes my shoulder, "want to go for a ride?"

Fuck yeah!

"Sure." I roll down my window. "Trissy." I wave my hand at her. "Tell them what ever you'd like." I roll the window back up and Peter takes off, his hand resting on my thigh. I don't say anything as he pulls down a gravel road and stops the car.

He climbs in the back and I follow, heart racing. His hands find my shirt and pull me to him, his mouth finds mine and sucks at my bottom lip. My fingers tug at his hair. His hands pull at the neck of my shirt, pull my headphones and sets them and my phone in my seat. The screen is lit up, Uncle Marcus flashing.

His fingers fumble with my jeans before he's pulling them down, I work on his and he bites my ear lobe. "I don't have a condom or lube, wasn't really expecting this. So nothing internally tonight."

"That's fine," I lean down and take his dick in my mouth, I hear his breath leave him before he moans. It's fine, it's fine. I bob my head up and down, it's fine. I feel his hand grab my hair and I move faster. My tongue brushes the underside of his length and I feel him stiffen before coming.

Don't spit.

"You can spit." Peter looks at me, "I wouldn't judge you."

So I roll down the window stick my head out and spit. I feel Peter's hand wrap around me, his mouth kiss at my chest. "Stay right there."

It's not until he slides down to lay on the back seat and takes me into his mouth do I realise how close I am. I move my hips a little, breathy moans leaving my mouth.

So close.

So close.

With a cry my body stiffens and I feel my release over come me. I move to let Peter up and he ducks his head out the window and spits. "I don't like the way spunk tastes either."

"Oh." I lean back and we sit there in our shirts, Peter stretches.

"I could go for a cigarette, but I don't have one." I smile and we sit there for a few minutes, "I should get you home."

"Yeah." I grab my pants and get out to pull them on. We drive back in silence and when we arrive I open the door unsure of what to do.

"So I take it you don't have any plans tomorrow do you?" Peter looks at me and I shake my head. "Would you like to hang out?"

"Me and you. Or with Trissy?"

"Oh your sister can come too! She's pretty cool, man I'd hate for your impression of North Carolina be your aunt and uncle's living room walls." I laugh at that. "I'll ask her."

"Hey, Caleb?"

"Yeah?" I turn and Peter looks out the window then at me before surging forward and kissing me.

"Sleep well. You have my number. Talk to you tomorrow."

"Good night." I say and get out, I watch his tail lights go before heading inside.

"Where were you?" Uncle Marcus crosses his arms and Trissy is standing halfway down the stairs.

I tried. She seems to be saying and I take a deep breath and then my phone gives a beep.

"So your phone is working?" Marcus takes a step closer. "Why didn't you answer me?"

Evelyn looks at Tobias who then takes Tris' arm. "Mom wanted to show you something. Needs help." They disappear into the living room and I stare down Marcus.

"Well?" He gets closer and I tilt my head.

"Are you going to hit me like you do your wife and son?" I step around him. "I didn't think so."

Tris looks at my from the couch and nods and leaves. We go upstairs. "What did you say to him? Are you in trouble?"

"Nah."

"So?"

"He sucked my dick and I sucked his. That's it."

"You kissed him didn't you?" She looks at me and I know my smile gives it away. Yeah, I did.


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