Have you ever been in a situation where you can imagine the characters but you can't seemed to just draw them? It's so frustrating! So I was imagining Kayla with brown short hair that's about shoulder length, a cameo baggy pants, a black tank top, straight hair with just a short half-ponytail to keep the sides out of her face, with heavy combat boots. I'd be happy if anyone could draw this.

And to the last chapter where Madara should have seen through her henge because of his Sharingan, the explanation is on chapter 4

Itama is now 15, Kawarama is 16, Tobirama 17, Hashirama, Madara and Mito are 19.

"hello" God/Kami speaking to Kayla

"Suiton: Suiryūdan no Jutsu!" Jutsu name

"Hello", speaking or when Kayla is in human form

Flashback- Flashback

"Hello" Kayla speaking in cat form


Kayla's POV

Of course, Life isn't ever going to be easy on anyone. Rumors spread even more because of that idiotic Senju, who probably spread it towards the others. Now all of the fan-girls are trying to kill me and now I can't parade myself in my human form, nor can I stay in my cat form. So I did the most cowardly thing I've ever done. I changed into Anna. Now, that girl is really pretty. Blonde hair, green eyes, a small yet curvaceous type unlike me who has brown hair, brown eyes, tall and slim.

I had to act like her as well and that was annoying. Loud, cheerful and optimistic. I sometimes don't even understand how was I even able to befriend her. But I had to scratch that because I would attract too much attention because her attributes are too noticeable. So I just transformed into something easier. A male me. That's easy to imagine.

Just put a shorter hair, broader shoulder, face more masculine and no boobs. Bad thing is that I couldn't change my lower half. Since my menstruation cycle has ended, I suppose it was a good thing and nobody would ever discover me.

I had to hide this way.

I got away most of the time and it was hell trying to get away as both in cat and female form. The male form is less troublesome, but more male hormones around me. Drinking sake leisurely in my pace was fine, but with the other patrons trying to drag me into a drinking contest, and quite possibly dumping the bills on me was annoying. They tried to make a bet out of it, but no. I don't care if they said I was a sissy or if I was a man. I was NOT a man nor do I really care much about pride. That's just words that people uses to defend themselves and I lost all of it the moment Shinma was there in my life.

I was annoyed. I just wanted to drink and be able to pay up with how much I stole from Shinma's family, and yet some bitches need to be smashed on the table. I think that my favorite technique would soon be defenestration.

Though I first smashed the head of someone on my left, who was caging me to stay in the table, onto the table and smirked when I let him up to see his nose broken. I smashed his head the other way, him toppling out of the table and freeing me. " Let me drink, IN FUCKING PEACE!" I roared in annoyance and stomped away. I'm just going to buy alcohol and drink at my home. That beautiful place where no one except for those I let through can go through as they don't deserve shit.

Of course, they were drunkenly enraged. I had to fight and claw my way out. I smashed them with the table, the chair, another person, the glass, etc. I was mad. Not even drunk enough for this shit. So I quickly left to go drink in peace somewhere.

I sat down on a quiet hillside from nearby my home and brought out a bag, gifted from Kami, full of stolen alcohol drinks in a bottle I've stolen from the bar that I caused riot in, and took out one, drinking it straight from the bottle.

I drank it to honor my past life and how shitty my life is.


"Kayla" Leaves came in through the open window whirled around to form around. I payed attention to it. "In exchange for being my gofer, I will accept your one true wish. Once every 5 years, you will be able to contact your family from the past. This world is a lot faster than yours so you don't have to worry. Chloe is still only 9. Only a year and a half past since you have been here."

With those words, I felt tears threaten out of my eyes. I let it. I was in my cat form and in my own room that Shinma got for me ever since she got married and needs to share the same room as her fiancé.

"But, there is one thing. You could only talk for 5 minutes with each other. It's already bad enough that I am letting the dead meet with their past" I didn't care. As long as I could talk to them, I didn't care

"How?" I could hear my voice croak. The leaves didn't form a word. No, it just whirled around in a circle, letting some image flash through. I could see them! My Chloe, my precious baby and Anna. I swallowed the lump from my throat at the image. They both looked at me happily. It almost seem like we both are just talking through Skype. I looked down to see myself in my female human form

"Momma!" I smiled softly as Chloe cried out her words. "Hey there, baby" My voice choked in this. I could not touch her, I could not hold her. "I'm sorry" I cried into my hands.

"What are you saying! It's not your fault, Kayla!" That name, it's been a long time since I've heard it. Not Kaira, not Tora. Kayla.

"Momma, I love you. Don't cry" Chloe whispered. My heart twinged. I promised myself to be a good mother to her. Not like that ass of a father. "Okay. Okay" I wiped my tears and we both began to exchange what has been going on.

When the image began to crackle, I refused. I refused to be separated. "No!" I cried out when the leaves dispersed, leaving no evidence as it flew out of the window where it came from.

I cried into my hands. I know. I know that I'm lucky enough to talk with them. But I just can't help it. I wiped the last of my tears. At least I can talk with them in another 5 years. It wouldn't be a problem. It...wouldn't.

I transformed myself back into my cat form and leapt out the open window. Just in time when Shinma came in and cried out in distraught when she saw me escape once more


END!


Wah. I think now I've always been doing sad stories. I've been doing too much happy stories now, I think it's time to be serious no matter how much I suck in simple grammar structure. And I'm planning to do facts about this fic in each chapter now!

Facts: Kayla's favorite word is Annoying, just like Shikamaru's troublesome

Kayla and Anna are a year apart