- Emily's POV -

[phone is ringing]"It better not be -A. Because I am seriously not in the mood to deal with this right now." I thought by myself. I grabbed my phone out of my bag and looked at it as the screen lights up. '1 new message from Alison' it said. "Guys, it's a text from Alison!" I shouted to the girls. Everybody came running to me as fast as possible and they looked at the my phone. "She wants to meet up with us again." Aria said while reading the text out loud. "Yeah, but why does she? I mean she has been running for like 2 years now and she texted us like 4 times where she was saying she was 'fine' under these curcustances. She never even answered our calls or texts, so why does she want to meet up?" Hanna asked while being confused. "We still don't know who this -A freak is, and that scares me to death everytime Alison is trying to make contact." Spencer said. "Maybe she doesn't want to run anymore?" I said to the group. Somewhere deep in my heart this thought was getting me really excited, I would do anything in the entire world to give her a warm hug again, talk to her or atleast to see her beautiful face. After all Alison put me through, which still really hurts, I still love her but when I talk about it with the girls they start to judge me and Spencer was probably giving me a speech why I shouldn't so I didn't talk about it too often. It is just this warm and amazing feeling when I see or think about Alison what won't go away. But it's a lost case anyways, Alison doesn't love me the way I love her. Atleast that is what she said to me last time we had a conversation but I think she lies, she is way too fabulous and has too much self-respect to come out for being gay.

"Hello? Earth to Emily?" I heard Spencer saying to me while clapping her hands. "Huh? What were you saying?" I said while still shocked about my daydream. "I was saying that if that what Alison wants a lot is going to change. Good stuff and bad stuff." Spencer repeated. "Doesn't matter for me, I am willing to give her a second chance!" I said immediatly without hesitating. "Don't you remember what she did to all us Emily? Specially did to you, she broke your heart in million peaces if it isn't more. I don't really get your gay feelings." Spencer said confused. "What is that supposed to mean? My 'gay' feelings?" I said angry and confused but mostly hurt. "It means nothing, I am just saying you need to be carefull with her if she really wants to come back." Spencer said worried. "Yeah sure, I knew that already." I snapped. It remained silent for a while when my phone started to beep again. '1 new message from Alison' it reads. Hmm, I wonder what's that about I thought by myself. I opened the text and read it. 'I look forward to our meeting, I bought new clothes and new parfume specially for you but don't tell anyone. See you soon! XOXO Alison' This message gave me a really big smile, something I hadn't done much lately. "What's that about Em?" Hanna asked me curious. I can't tell the other girls Alison told me to keep it a secret so I do. Ohh, she has still so much power over me. I need to resist "Uhh, nothing important." I said shy. "Then why are you smiling like crazy? Looks like you have just seen a puppy." Hanna said confused. "Well, actually it's a text from Alison again. But I can't tell you guys whats in it." I was starting to blush really hard right now, it's hard to hide your feelings from your best friends. "You know that she is playing with your feelings again right? Just like before. She isn't gay Emily." Spencer said a bit angry. "I don't know. She probably is. But my heart says I should give her a second chance. So I don't know why you are being mad at me for having hope." "Well, you know what they say about hope..." Spencer replied immediatly. "Stop the bitchfighting. Both of you!" Aria cutted Spencer off by shouting. "We are all going with you on this trip Emily, we care about you and want you to be happy." Hanna said to me on her nicest tone. She is such a good friend, I don't know if I was able to recover from those 2 years when Alison was gone if she wasn't with me all the time. "The bus for Ravenswood leaves in an hour, so we all meet up in 45 minutes at my house. Okay?" I said while looking on my phone for the times and everybody agreed. "Then I'm going to run home now. Need to shower, put on my best clothes, curl my hair, do my make up..." I sum up. "Yeah, we know. You want to look good when you meet her again." Spencer cut me off. I ignored Spencer because she was just being jealous at me now and I didn't want to fight with my best friends before actually meeting Alison again. Because she was the only thing I could think of right now...