"Sirius, can I talk to you about something? It's kind of important... just advice on something," Remus said, and Sirius nodded. He quickly got up from his bed, curious over the look on Remus' face.

"What kind of stuff?" James asked, peeking over his magazine.

"Advice regarding having sex with another man," Remus replied, grinning in his direction.

"Ah, we'll leave you to it," James answered, his gaze back on his magazine. He knew he wouldn't be helpful. He would let Sirius take care of that.

Remus picked up the cloak off James' bed, and Sirius followed him out.

...oOo...

"Sirius, I want to ask you something. I don't want it to afffect our relationship, and I want to stay friends, but..." he took a nervous breath.

"I never wanted to leave here without having sex. Even Pete's done it. I considered the guys in school, and realised that I didn't want it to be with someone I didn't give a damn about. I mean, we're friends, and it wouldn't get weird or anything, we'd go back to being friends afterwards."

Sirius' moth fell open slightly as he processed the words.

"Anyone could see the scars, and I want someone who wouldn't be disgusted by the sight of me," Remus added, his gaze dropping to the floor. "They've never disgusted you. You don't care that I'll all scarred and damaged."

"Wait, you want me to be your first time?" Sirius asked, eyebrows raised. "Are you sure about that?"

He couldn't bring it in himself to argue with Remus. He was aware that Remus was attractive, and considered bedding him before, but didn't want to hurt their friendship by doing so. He could see what Remus was asking. He wanted his first time to be with someone that cared about him, and that he wouldn't have to hide his body from.

"I'm sure," Remus replied.

He led the way to the room of requirement in silence, pacing until the door appeared. He held it open for Remus, and Remus looked around the bedroom.

"Does this... mean yes?"

"What do you want to happen tonight? Kissing, touching, sex?"

"I want to know everything, who knows when someone will want to be with me again," Remus said, more confidently now.

"How far have you gone in the past?"

"Just... rubbing up," Remus said, blushing.

"Okay, we've got a lot to learn," Sirius said. He pulled out his mirror, and tapped it, calling James' name.

"Mate, it's guy troubles, nothing's wrong, but we're going to work it out in the Room of Requirement. Might not be back for a while."

"I hope Moony's alright?"

"Yeah, it's all good."

...oOo...

Remus wasn't prepared for the feeling of Sirius' lips on his, He had only snogged a few times before, but nothing prepared him for how soft his friends lips were. They moved over his, carressing and tasting his own, and hands ran over his back, over his hips, pulling him closer.

"Feel free to tell me if something is overwhelming, or too much, or you're uncertain, and we'll slow down, and work out another way to do it."

Remus nodded, as lips attacked his neck, nipping across his collarbone, before following the path back up, the nips replaced with kisses. Fingers ran under Remus' top, pulling it up over his head, and hands brushed gently across his chest.

"Kiss me neck," Sirius demanded, and Remus slowly let his lips trail over Sirius' long neck, gently nibbling at it.

...oOo...

He couldn't help but take Remus' lips with his own afterwards, as they curled up together. It was Remus' first time, and that involved lots of cuddling and holding and soft kisses. He wanted it to be a nice memory for Remus, he didn't want Remus to regret picking him.

He couldn't get the image of Remus falling apart out of his mind. His friend had looked so beautiful. He honestly couldn't work out how he was going to go back to normal afterwards, after seeing Remus like that.

...oOo...

It was two weeks before Remus returned after a bad date, banging the door behind him.

"What happened?" Sirius asked, secretly glad that the date went badly.

"Well, he knew beforehand that I was a Werewolf, but when we were stripping, I think when he saw the bite..." Remus trailed off and fell onto the sofa, his head in his hands.

"It's so ugly," he whispered.

"I didn't think so," Sirius said. "I thought you looked perfect."

Remus' gaze shifted to Sirius'.

"You did?"

"I did," Sirius confirmed. "You have an amazing body, Remus. I was just upset that I never had a chance to fully explore it like I wanted to. I would have traced every single scar on your body with my tongue."

Remus continued to stare, and there was something in his eyes, something that Sirius couldn't place, but the next thing he knew, he had Remus' hand in his, was setting the charms in his bedroom, and reminding himself exactly how beautiful his friend was when he fell apart.

...oOo...

It took another couple of days before Sirius sought Remus out alone.

"You know, it occurred to me that I taught you a lot, but you've never had sex... you've never been on top. I didn't know if you were up for learning?"

Remus stood up, following Sirius to the bedroom. As Sirius closed the door and set the spells, he felt himself being spun around and almost thrown on the bed. He could see the yellow in Remus' eyes and shivered in excitement at what Remus could do to him.

It wasn't long before they found themselves falling into bed together every couple of days, neither one able to find the words to tell the other man that they were feeling a lot more than they expected for each other.

...oOo...

The day after being caught by Lily and James, Sirius and Remus realised there was no point hiding what they had. Lily would let something slip if they didn't say anything.

Sirius decided to show everyone by pinning Remus to the wall and snogging the Werewolf until his legs shook.

He wanted to make sure that Benjy got the hint, in case the other man got any ideas about trying it with Remus again.

Remus was his.

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